Wednesday was my second day working with a new team, wearing one drop only of A314 and a spray or two of Spaceland.
Today, as on Monday, I had the sense of walking through jello for the first thirty to forty-five minutes. I was hyperconscious of my body and of physical effort … just walking; not sexual consciousness, not psychedelic in the sense of mescaline or psilocybin or LSD’s dissociative/unitive or fantastic/mystical qualities, but definitely opening a new perspective on mental processes and consciousness. More on that, I hope, later.
After the initial period, I had the feeling that I could continue to “dwell” on that altered plane or not, at my will. Since I was starting work, I shifted gears.
(Aside: As mentioned elsewhere, my object is to establish my leadership position in an unthreatening and natural manner, while also generating a strong sense of fun. That’s progressing well so far. “Competence” is a plus in establishing reputation in a work group; “spaciness” not so much, heh. I’m glad to be able to “step out” of the silly/spacey dimension after a while.)
As the self-effect shifted, I was more in tune with the fun vibe being created with my team. Unsurprising, there was plenty of openness (an in the similar but “buffed” product Instant Openness) as well as inquisitiveness. I did not observe either a romantic or silly element – but the A314 as well as circumstances might have been two factors suppressing that feature. I think that it’s also a fair hypothesis that Spaceland supports opening the door to friendship.
I plan to wear the exact same combination for two weeks – a consistent vibe / signature to my colleagues – before experimenting.