# TBrock's Journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [November 21, 2011, 6:06am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tbrocks-journal/53436 "2011-11-21T06:06:06Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 5\ **Page:** 2
**Author:** ![TBrock](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/t/b3f665/32.png) [@TBrock](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/TBrock)\ **Post date:** [December 1, 2011, 12:02am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tbrocks-journal/53436/21 "2011-12-01T00:02:56Z")
**11/30/11** **Pheromone off-day** Shit. I’m trying to keep myself from falling for this girl… but I’m failing and falling hard. I don’t like this feeling. ---
**Author:** ![ITNerd799](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/i/7cd45c/32.png) [@ITNerd799](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/ITNerd799)\ **Post date:** [December 14, 2011, 7:55pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tbrocks-journal/53436/22 "2011-12-14T19:55:44Z")
It’s okay to fall sometimes, but you still gotta keep it cool you have been doing great so far. The second you start worrying about feelings and beating yourself up about whether or not she wants you, it will start effecting your interactions with her. You will lose the upper hand she should be chasing you not the other way around and you gotta tread lightly to stay out of the permafriends zone. The point of no return. But no worries just maintain your cool disposition, keep up the mones, and keep being a strong confident guy and it will all work out for you in the end, don’t get too attached to one girl unless you know it is a sure thing it only leads to misery believe me I know first hand! When you focus too hard on one girl and ignore other girls around you it won’t go so well. Keep in mind other girls will notice the mones and notice your new cool, confident disposition don’t shut them out because of one girl, plus other girls showing interest is a great tool to bring out the jealous feelings in Theresa. Keep up the good work man and never lose your confidence! ---
**Author:** ![dub-st3p](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/dub-st3p/32/1502_2.png) [@dub-st3p](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/dub-st3p)\ **Post date:** [December 14, 2011, 8:12pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tbrocks-journal/53436/23 "2011-12-14T20:12:02Z")
you added 2x sprays of ammo each wrists or just 1 wrist, then rubbed or smeared together? What o’clock you sprayed IS and Ammo? ---
**Author:** ![TBrock](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/t/b3f665/32.png) [@TBrock](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/TBrock)\ **Post date:** [December 15, 2011, 6:08am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tbrocks-journal/53436/24 "2011-12-15T06:08:11Z")
> [@ITNerd799](#): > > It’s okay to fall sometimes, but you still gotta keep it cool you have been doing great so far. The second you start worrying about feelings and beating yourself up about whether or not she wants you, it will start effecting your interactions with her. You will lose the upper hand she should be chasing you not the other way around and you gotta tread lightly to stay out of the permafriends zone. The point of no return. But no worries just maintain your cool disposition, keep up the mones, and keep being a strong confident guy and it will all work out for you in the end, don’t get too attached to one girl unless you know it is a sure thing it only leads to misery believe me I know first hand! When you focus too hard on one girl and ignore other girls around you it won’t go so well. Keep in mind other girls will notice the mones and notice your new cool, confident disposition don’t shut them out because of one girl, plus other girls showing interest is a great tool to bring out the jealous feelings in Theresa. Keep up the good work man and never lose your confidence! Thanks man. I realize I kinda fell away from updating my journal. My apologies! Sometimes you forget there are other people out there that care. But… I BEAR GOOD NEWS! Theresa is mine. We are together. I learned how to maximize my appeal and our existing relationship took over and did the rest. And I’m sure the mones couldn’t have hurt either! 😉 To make a long story short(ish), when I made my last post, I’d fallen so hard. I was just in love with this girl. She appeared (and has proven) that she is everything I could ever want in a girl. And knowing that it would obviously affect my interaction with her, in what I presumed to be a negative fashion, I backed off. Like further than I did before. So I stopped texting her, barely answered her texts, etc. I think you get it. My objective was to pretty much get over her enough to where I could get back on my game. Well… she noticed. She started asking questions and basically just came out and said, I see you’re avoiding me. Why?! So… I took a leap of faith. I spilled my guts. I said that I had been avoiding her because I kept “reaching a point where I start to develop feelings for [her]. Feelings I’m pretty sure [she doesn’t] reciprocate.” Ha! So she comes out and says that she has been feeling the same way. That she keeps reaching that point but she thought I didn’t see her as anything but a friend. (The irony! haha) So now we’re together. 🙂 And it’s been amazing. I’m very happy. I really believe that, with all my past and failed relationships, I learned a different lesson each time. Vital lessons that helped me land this one. For real this time. No LMR. And I’m so fucking pleased with myself. SO that’s it! Theresa and I are together and things are going great! I’m doing everything right. And I can say that with true confidence. On a comical side note, you may remember me mentioning my BETA cousin who I “shat on” that one day. Haha…to my surprise, he managed to get with her. I guess maybe he was doing something right after all! Beats me though! hahahaha ---
**Author:** ![ITNerd799](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/i/7cd45c/32.png) [@ITNerd799](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/ITNerd799)\ **Post date:** [December 20, 2011, 6:52pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tbrocks-journal/53436/25 "2011-12-20T18:52:19Z")
Nice! I couldn’t have done it better myself. Congratulations on achieving your goal in such a short period of time. Sometimes we just need that little extra bit of confidence to go the distance, and I think mones do just that. They aren’t magical I win buttons, sure they are effective, but they don’t do everything. But knowing you have them alone is enough to give you that edge you never knew you needed or could achieve. But the journey isn’t over yet my friend, now you have to take your game to the next level. You have to maintain a great relationship without falling into the traps. I am finding a new frontier I never knew about myself. I hope you still keep us posted on how things are going if you still experiment with the mones while with her as well I will still gladly read up on it! ITNerd [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tbrocks-journal/53436.md?page=1)