# The Fallout Ghost: From My Journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Pheromone Advice & Field Reports\ **Created:** [April 15, 2015, 10:08pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-fallout-ghost-from-my-journal/64198 "2015-04-15T22:08:40Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 6
**Author:** ![lakerman34](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lakerman34/32/1663_2.png) [@lakerman34](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/lakerman34)\ **Post date:** [April 17, 2015, 4:55am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-fallout-ghost-from-my-journal/64198/6 "2015-04-17T04:55:29Z")
April 16th – **Is this a new girl? COMPLETE turn-around** Armed with: **1-2 drops A314** SAME APPLICATION SPOT AS USUAL **2 sprays A1 (5 mcg each)** SAME APPLICATION SPOT AS USUAL **1 spray IShine** BACK OF THE HEAD, IN HAIR **Results on Target** I want to say ‘WOW,’ but can’t count your chickens before they hatch. Each class is an hour and a half, and in the first class ALONE there were 5-6 BLATANT IOIs. They are as follows: -She came over to talk to me, tell me something about what we’re going to do. She does this usually. What was different was she was taking her thumb and playing with her necklace (like pulling on it with her thumb and running her thumb across it). I found that strange. -A LOT more talkative, friendly, smiley, catching her looking at me A LOT throughout class to get confirmation about whatever she said -Dangling foot orientation: Caught her dangling foot pointing right towards me several times throughout the day -At one point, she came up to me and poked me in the shoulder to tell me something (don’t remember what) -Another teacher sent a student to ask for my assistance with something. Co-teacher says, “I think she needs help lifting something heavy, and she’s looking for a man. Looking for a manly man.” -Shortly after trying to get my attention, she tried to get my attention AGAIN! I usually orient myself in a walk where I’m standing next to her talking to her, she threw herself FACING me, and she did the whole eye contact thing REST OF DAY: -Talking to her, she makes GREAT eye contact, looks away, keeps talking, I keep staring at her eyes, and they meet again during conversation. She smiles (though it seemed like a genuine smile, not a flirty smile. I kind of just smirked). -Throughout the day, the blatancy of IOIs died down a little bit, but I always have a FEELING that she looks at me when I enter a room, she just acts coy as to seem uninterested -As a gift for all the IOIs, I flirt with her for a second. Walked up to her during class, and pretended I was kicking her. She reciprocated with a pretend shoulder to my ribs saying, “we gonna start wrestling up in here!” -Caught her once (and I realize–this could just be happenstance) flipping her hair in the OPPOSITE direction of me as she walks past me. This one COULD just be happenstance, but I’ve caught her doing this before. **Hits with Others** -Hit EARLY on in the day. The 6th grade math teacher, a 22 year old GORGEOUS black girl, was helping me on an assignment yesterday. I asked her for help, she emailed me some links, and I thanked her for it this morning. She just started TALKING. Like, quite a bit. It wasn’t an instance of, “OH YEAH! No problem! I feel the struggle, man.” I don’t remember the content, but the general feel was she wanted to have a conversation with ME and ONLY ME! Then, I started singing a song to myself shortly thereafter, and she just responded with, “what you say?” I find women tend to think of you almost as an authority figure, and they become almost girlishly intimidated by your presence. Same girl from yesterday (my superior) came to talk to me upset about something I said. I apologized, and again, it just felt like I was HER superior. She seemed almost nervous to talk to me! **On Children** -VERY friendly and playful. Was called “the chillest teacher in the school.” With my target, I like that she’s making out (possibly even sexing), her best friend. Why? HE’S LEAVING BACK TO HIS HOME STATE IN A MONTH OR TWO, AND IN THE MEANTIME, SHE ISN’T TALKING TO OTHER BOYS! He looks like a placeholder, in my opinion. Seeing him hanging on her at the end of the day, she CLEARLY loves the attention (and may genuinely even like the guy), but I get the feel that she’s going to eventually want a “manly man.” Insert me. **Self-Effects** OH MY GOD the [ISHINE](https://a314.com/product/shine/) makes a WORLD of difference. This could even be a club mix because my confidence is SO high, rejection isn’t a thing and I can walk up to a girl and look her dead in the eye. No backing down. -Made me feel a LITTLE lackadaisical, but also, felt like a god amongst men -Had the feeling that I could reel in ANY girl I wanted -Even looked at my target at one point, and thought “wow. She is beautiful, but I could probably do better if I tried.” -I was flirting with HER a lot. For some reason, I had the incessant need to act towards her in a way that said, “I’m a man, I’m sexual. You WILL notice me, and you WILL respect me as such.” I brushed up against her a couple of times, just little things that could get her hot and bothered. I felt VERY dominant, and almost felt a vibe from her that said, “you are dominant to me, I am submissive to you.” It was as if I was peacocking my social status up against hers, and with the [Fallout](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/lakerman34s-fallout-journal-target-acquired/64191) mix, I think it may have made her rather uncomfortable between the legs (possibly, I don’t know). --- _[View the full topic](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-fallout-ghost-from-my-journal/64198)._