# The Long Walc

**URL:** <https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693>\
**Category:** Men's Journals\
**Created:** [August 8, 2011, 9:30pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693 "2011-08-08T21:30:46Z")\
**Posts on this page:** 11\
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**Author:** ![Walc](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/walc/32/2210_2.png) [@Walc](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Walc)\
**Post date:** [October 18, 2011, 9:21am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693/61 "2011-10-18T09:21:51Z")

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**2011-10-17 Saturday**  
dosage: **A314** 5 drops, 2 sprays of **Iopen** 2x in hair, and as a first: 1 drop of **A1** 1mcg/ml on inside of lower arms, first mixed with a drop of jojoba oil  
set: started out a bit apprehensive but got really nice and social later on  
setting: multi apartment house party  
noted self effects: felt ok, no bad self effects from A1  
ppl exposed: several strangers plus some friends: MA2 (has b/f), TE2 (has b/f)

OK, this was my **first social experiment with A1** , as I did mix it with other mones I can’t draw any strong conclusions from it. I used A1 on a whim and I didn’t wanna use it single at this party but I may try it single in the future to get better feeling from it. I chose to mix **1 drop of A1 with 1 drop of pure jojoba oil**. I mixed them on the side of the blade of a table knife, may seem a strange choice but it’s of made stainless steel so it can be completely cleaned afterwards, and it’s easy to apply the mix with, as easy as buttering a sandwich 😉. A1 and jojoba oil doesn’t mix by itself at all, I had to use a needle to swirl them together on the surface of the table knife blade. And oh g\*d the smell… not nice. But no-one mentioned it at the party at all.

I had **several hits and one big IOI**. One possible negative hit that I handled really well. [flesh out later]

The day after I was quite hungover and not in a good mood, but that’s quite normal for me the day after drinking.

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**Author:** ![Walc](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/walc/32/2210_2.png) [@Walc](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Walc)\
**Post date:** [October 18, 2011, 9:24am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693/62 "2011-10-18T09:24:11Z")

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**2011-10-17 Monday**  
dosage: **A314** 5 drops @ 1.20 pm  
set: rebounding from a weeek of lethargy and after Saturdays party.  
setting: outdoors walking alone  
noted self effects: ok, considering the mood  
ppl exposed: no one in particular

I am old enough to have two-day hangovers. It sucks. Just took a long walk in the city to get out and get some air and sun.

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**Author:** ![Walc](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/walc/32/2210_2.png) [@Walc](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Walc)\
**Post date:** [October 18, 2011, 9:25am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693/63 "2011-10-18T09:25:52Z")

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\*preliminary report, will update  
\*\*\*2011-10-18 Tuesday  
\*\*dosage: **A314** 5 drops @ 10.30  
set:  
setting: first the café, then helping a male friend moving  
noted self effects:  
ppl exposed: at café: LO4 + EB4 ; when moving ?

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**Author:** ![ochrismongrelo](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/ochrismongrelo/32/318_2.png) [@ochrismongrelo](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/ochrismongrelo)\
**Post date:** [October 18, 2011, 1:56pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693/64 "2011-10-18T13:56:55Z")

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> [@Walc](#):
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> I had **several hits and one big IOI**. One possible negative hit that I handled really well. [flesh out later]

Do tell, do tell! I look forward to hearing about it!

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**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\
**Post date:** [October 21, 2011, 6:27pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693/65 "2011-10-21T18:27:51Z")

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> [@Walc](#):
>
> **2011-10-17 Saturday**  
> dosage: **A314** 5 drops, 2 sprays of **Iopen** 2x in hair, and as a first: 1 drop of **A1** 1mcg/ml on inside of lower arms, first mixed with a drop of jojoba oil  
> set: started out a bit apprehensive but got really nice and social later on  
> setting: multi apartment house party  
> noted self effects: felt ok, no bad self effects from A1  
> ppl exposed: several strangers plus some friends: MA2 (has b/f), TE2 (has b/f)
> 
> OK, this was my **first social experiment with A1** , as I did mix it with other mones I can’t draw any strong conclusions from it. I used A1 on a whim and I didn’t wanna use it single at this party but I may try it single in the future to get better feeling from it. I chose to mix **1 drop of A1 with 1 drop of pure jojoba oil**. I mixed them on the side of the blade of a table knife, may seem a strange choice but it’s of made stainless steel so it can be completely cleaned afterwards, and it’s easy to apply the mix with, as easy as buttering a sandwich 😉. A1 and jojoba oil doesn’t mix by itself at all, I had to use a needle to swirl them together on the surface of the table knife blade. And oh g\*d the smell… not nice. But no-one mentioned it at the party at all.
> 
> I had **several hits and one big IOI**. One possible negative hit that I handled really well. [flesh out later]
> 
> The day after I was quite hungover and not in a good mood, but that’s quite normal for me the day after drinking.

A1 is really a closeness potentiator for me. It just makes them all gushy and warmer towards you. Without a catalyst its difficult to actually get to see it work.

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**Author:** ![Astrea](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/astrea/32/1928_2.png) [@Astrea](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Astrea)\
**Post date:** [November 13, 2011, 4:12am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693/66 "2011-11-13T04:12:09Z")

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Well? What about the flesh out??? Btw, a complex vitamin B + C in mega doses BEFORE you drink is an antidote for hangovers. 😃

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**Author:** ![Walc](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/walc/32/2210_2.png) [@Walc](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Walc)\
**Post date:** [December 13, 2011, 1:48pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693/67 "2011-12-13T13:48:34Z")

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I can but apologize for not posting. Life gets in the way sometimes, and of course we can get in the way of our own lives also.  
When I first started here a couple of months ago I was quite sure I wouldn’t be much active on the forum, but reporting seemed as a good thing to do and I got in the habit of doing that. Then I had to switch focus, and I soon realized that I just didn’t had enough energy and focus to spare.

As I just wrote to Steve, I have not forgotten Andriotics and am still using pheromones. Mainly A314, IShine 2x, Iopen 2x and sometimes A1 also (no negative reactions from A1 actually, not even when applied 2 drops 😮 plus jojoba to neck..)  
I can just say in a general manner that I do have some small success with mones, but that congruency is a major problem for me, and therefore limits how far mones can help me. But on a good day, as I had Saturday 3rd of Dec I am simply quite the _MAN_ on the dancefloor. It seems girls think that I am a good dancer… Danced for 1.5-2 hours with a very good looking 26 yo girl, who couldnt belive I was more than 30 yo. We live in different Scandinavian countries (and met in Canada 😃) but we have contact on facebook and will probably meet in a town in between in Mars. Yes - rollerderby, both in Mars and Canada (World Cup). Oh look, here I go again. I guess bragging is a gateway drug to reporting…😉  
Also I have realized that almost all the rollerderby girls in my league are gay &/or have relationships, so there will be no luck there. And there was this wonderfully sweet and very good looking girl that really seems to like me… but I think that she has a girlfriend. At least it’s good to find out such things… (update, the girl I thought was her g/f has a b/f, the term ‘wife’ in rollerderby may sometimes be confusing… so prolly single! And she has had a b/f her self so, not completely out of luck yet…)  
On the other hand, **IT4** of the café is _not_, I repeat, \*\*_not_ \*\*lesbian. That of course doesn’t mean that I have any chance with her, age difference is still quite big as she is I guess 23 yo. (update, i checked out and she’s 24. Her mother is 45… which makes the age difference between her mother and me exactly half of that between me and IT4. Her mother looks quite good also… oh god I’m gonna burn in hell now…) Still seems very hard to find any interesting women closer to my own age that are not already in relationships…☹

Actually I just ordered and recieved 2 bottles of A314 and a gift of mx434. The mx I will save a while for when I feel a bit more sure, but I _will_ test it and report on it, to the somewhat limited extent of my competence.

I promise to be back, but unfortunately I can’t promise to be a regular.☹ Best whishes and thank for all the advice and support I’ve gotten. And if I have disappointed by disappearing, I beg your forgiveness.

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**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\
**Post date:** [December 13, 2011, 9:35pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693/68 "2011-12-13T21:35:33Z")

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Life always gets in the way. Its what makes the posting on the forum interesting. If you don’t live your life you don’t have anything to post.

You could just stop by when you feel like it and post a quick snippet. I hate to feel like I’m forced or obligated to do something

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**Author:** ![Walc](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/walc/32/2210_2.png) [@Walc](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Walc)\
**Post date:** [December 14, 2011, 1:25am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693/69 "2011-12-14T01:25:35Z")

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Much appreciated, Steve.

Well, I’ll flesh out that Saturday night a bit, mainly just to share a bit.  
It was the third day of the first Rollerderby World Cup ever. Everyday there was **intense on the mind, so much impressions and so much emotions**. This day my national team and another national team who I care about had both qualified to quarter finals. My team had lost one match that, if won, would have taken us to semi-finals against the US, which is as high as we could possibly hope for. Really, any single point scored against the US in this cup is a badge of honor for that skater to be worn to their grave. The US just is that good, out of this world. Anyway, **I’ve had some joy and some disappointment and a lot of excitement**. Went back to the hotel and changed for the evenings party.

Mones for the evening was what has become my standard: **3 drops of A314** on one side of the throat just under the jaw line wiped up to the side of the adams apple, and 3 drops of A1 mixed with jojoba oil (3 drops of the mixture which was 1:1 volume= about **1.5 drops of A1** ) on the other side in the same fashion. The residue of A314 is wiped under the nose for enhanced self-effects (I get much less than in the beginning). Two more drops of each wiped along inside of each lower arm, but switched sides from the neck. **Ishine** and **Iopen** on front/top of hair (I have a high hairline and trimmed to 3 mm), **2 spray each** and I bring the ToGo’s with me to reapply if I feel like it.  
That’s my standard, feels ok but could sure do with some tweaking in the future.

**Dress was very ‘relaxed’** : black propper bdu’s, comfortable sneakers and a tank top with my team logo on (and of course warm extra clothes). I did not have any romantic expectations for the evening, just hoped for some partying, some dancing and maybe a little social talking. On the bus to the party (Toronto is HUGE and we were in the suburbs, there were chartered buses for us) I didn’t see anyone I really knew. But this is derby, we all have a obvious subject for conversation..🙄

So I was chatted up on the bus by a big US guy, turns out he knows the coach (and my old friend) of my team. Of course everyone knows someone who knows someone here, but this guy was nice and basically gave me a little instant status. **Since I am only a fan I sometimes tend to have a little lower status** than those who are actively involved, nothing strange with that. But **this guy lifted me up from that**.

The bus arrived, we went in and I bought a beer. I tried the dance floor for a short time. **I like to dance, I admit.** I have a pretty good feeling for rhythm, and I know more than just to move my butt from side to side. I did spend a couple of years in my early 20s in the techno/rave scene and became somewhat comfortable with dancing. I **have also a couple of times gotten positive comments** or looks from female friends when on the dance floor, but this also makes me a bit self-conscious which makes me tense. I really have a problem with other peoples expectations…

Anyhow, since no-one knew me I was more relaxed and had some fun and got some looks. A girl danced up to me and we tried to dance a while. She went in for the grind-her-ass-on-me pose and I really don’t do that, just not my type of dancing, so I bumped her butt with mine in a playful manner, but that wasn’t her thing so she left. Tried out a couple of other spots but didn’t feel right so I went to the bar.

Met up with the **big US guy (BD7 from now**, number 7 is for ppl I met on this trip) and we got a table. Two girls ended up at the same table, I don’t really remember how or why. One of which is **the girl I mentioned in my post above.. BH7 from now** on. We just chatted along a bit. She asked me about my age and was really surprised when I said 38, she thought I looked about 30. She herself is 26. At some time BH7 and me got to **armwrestle** , and I am not much of a gentleman when it comes to such things, I just feel I would act silly if I made myself act weaker that I am, so I won but I took it easy and didn’t “crush” her though. Got her a beer afterwards, jokingly as ‘consolation’ (at least that what she told me afterwards I did). We all chatted some more for a bit, she said that I should really **come and see when her team was playing** the next time (capital in different country, 320 miles apart, but sure, ok.). And then BD7 kinda beckoned me closer while BH7 talked to her friend. Imagine my surprise when **this big guy in a low voice offers himself to be my wingman** , obviously with regards to BH7. Ok, I have absolutely no experience with this wingman thing although I have an idea of what it’s about. I got a bit **embarresed but politely declined** , saying that I had as a general rule not to hit on girls in the derby scene on fear of messing up things and becoming the dreaded Derby Perv. This was actually mostly true, but just as much I knew that I had no idea how to play that game with a wingman at my side. However good he may have been at that, **I was afraid to mess it up and act stiffly or unnatural** , just because I didn’t know how to plays this particular game. Better not to try I thought. He didn’t seem to mind, luckily.

Shortly after this **BH7 asked us to hit the dancefloor**. We found a good spot on the dance floor, the music ranged from acceptable to good, but never great. But me and BH7 started to hit it off slowly and I got a little devil inside of me and started to swing loose quite a bit. I sincerly hope there is no video, I just don’t wanna know what I looked like. But I had fun and so had BH7. **I just kinda ‘lost it’ there, you know, when you just don’t think anymore but just move** , when inspiration turns to fluid action without missing a heartbeat or a drumbeat. I have actually never danced _with_ someone seriously before this night (and I am 38 🙄), other times I have tried me and the girl in question just don’t click. But BH7 and me did. Now, she was not an exceptional dancer, very average. I was better I am not ashamed to say. Or maybe I was just slightly more insane and out of control, but who’s to say that isn’t better when dancing? As long as no-one gets hurt.  
**BD7 danced with us a while but then gave us some room**. Damn, I owe that guy a beer if I meet him again…

No, what made me and BH7 click on the dance floor was that she had a lot of fun, she liked to se me dance with her, or actually more dance for her. I just picked up one silly movie dance scene move after another, like taking a small quick step forward and down with one drumbeat, ending up squatting just in front of her, and on the next drumbeat standing quickly up very close to her, slightly touching her body with mine front to front on the way up, then laying my hands on her arms and stepping back in rhythm, hands softly gliding over her skin til we seperate. That one really got to her. **I just had gotten into this playful mode**. I am absolutely lousy at flirting with spoken words. I can be pretty good in the written, but that is too low ‘bandwith’ to really connect. **But here I was playfully flirting the hell out of her in the movement of a dance** , while still remaining quite innocent and non-committed. It’s just a dance after all. Almost 2 hours of it, but still just a dance. All my focus is on her, but we’re still just playing, there’s no pressure. In hindsight I feel a bit like a kindred spirit towards the larger male birds [like the Emu](http://www.pheromonetalk.com/:%20http://youtu.be/cTGnQZ-1CDw).

Well, **from the Emu to Cinderella**. The clock struck 2.30 and the last bus to my hotel was leaving. She was staying with friends downtown. I knew we had connected but I didn’t know how far to take it. A dance, however great, may not be enough to go straight into making out. Oh, but had there been a slow song… well, there wasn’t, unless you count the half-assed wanna-be-dubstep pop they finished with slow. It was time for goodbye I realized and we hug and **I kissed her on the cheek, maybe a bit clumsily** , and for some silly reason I also kissed her on the hand. Gestures that was probably a bit out of my league, just my awkwardness showing again now that the music had died and the lights were turned up bright.

When back at my hotel room I checked the facebook-name she’d given me early and friend-requested her. And did that which I shalt not do: write a PM to her. Oh, didn’t I just do the same with Screamer just a couple of months before? And how did that turn out, hmm? And before that? Oh, several times. Facebook-pm’s is the courtship of the awkward coward. Well, I did anyway. **I sent her a pm**. Since this is afaik a closed section of the forum where googlebots are not allowed I’ll give it to you:  
“wow, I just had the most fun on the dancefloor with you!! Thanks, you were awesome!!  
You don’t have to take the kiss on the cheek too seriously, I just didn’t know how to express all the joy I felt right then in a verbal manner, especially with me having to run to the bus so suddenly. Really, I’m not always that outgoing, guess everything today, including dancing with you, brought out the little party animal in me! And I liked every minute of it.”  
Ok, maybe not _that_ bad. I put in that part about the kiss just to ease off a little, while not totally closing the door, by putting the decision with her: she doesn’t _have_ to take it _too_ serious. But I’m not saying she isn’t allowed to… Does that work? Is it just me being a bit too particular and literal with phrasing? My mind works a little different from most in this regard I realize, I do not have Aspergers but I have some personality streaks that come close.

Well, **the next day** , last day, at the arena I saw her from a little distance and looked at her smiling a little but **she didn’t see me at all**. This happened 2-3 times. She could easily have missed me in the crowds and shouting, or maybe she avoided me. I decided not to think too much about it. I had a wonderful night with her and if that’s all it was, then so be it. **That slight disappointment wasn’t gonna take the good of that night away** , I tried to convince myself. Also I was very tired for lack of sleep.  
Well, the rest of the cup went by, I stayed two days extra and hung out with parts of my team I didn’t know so well, socializing a bit with them.

Back at home a week passes by, I check my facebook-mail a little too much maybe, and re-read what I wrote her, just to get what I wrote wrong. And one day, **suddenly I get a pm from her** :  
"I have no idea why, but your message got lost in my messages - under other - really weird..!  
Anyways I had sooo much fun dancing with you, I like your party animal alot

[https://s-static.ak.facebook.com/images/blank.gif](https://s-static.ak.facebook.com/images/blank.gif)

No hard feelings regarding the kiss, I totaly get it

[https://s-static.ak.facebook.com/images/blank.gif](https://s-static.ak.facebook.com/images/blank.gif)

Write me next time your going to a bout or to Copenhagen, and we can meet up again and dance dance dance

[https://s-static.ak.facebook.com/images/blank.gif](https://s-static.ak.facebook.com/images/blank.gif)

take care for now - hugs BH7"  
Wow. We chatted a while, I played it a little cool but not cold. When rechecking the chat she asks most of the questions, **I mention a game in March in a town pretty close to her** and acceptable from me, I was gonna go there anyway. **BH7 gets very interested** and asks me to find out when and let her know and all. She shows no distance, just seems very glad she got in contact with me again. OK, text is low bandwith compared to face 2 face, but it’s there, **she’s actually looking forward to seeing me again**.  
I will not nurture expectations of sex or romance. Sure, there’s a part of me that hopes for that, but that part also hopes for sex &/or romance with the kind-of-cute cashier at the food market, and my fit milf dentist. And the town we’ll meet and see the bout, yes, it’s the same town where I met Screamer, and **I will meet Screamer again then for sure. No matter**. All I have to do is not to focus at Screamer and focus on BH7, nothing is as unattractive as if I seem as I want to make anyone jelaous and I really don’t want that. It’s just a small world this derby world. Not that I will be _cold_ towards Screamer, I like her. But BH7 will have my attention when I am with her. If Screamer wanna hang out with me, well… we’ll see. I still like Screamer, I actually think that I could’ve fallen in love with her - and I don’t really feel that way with BH7 right now to be honest. But me and BH7 had sooo much fun, it’s worth a lot to me and I really really hope we’ll connect as well again. And whatever happens will happen.

But this little town I’ll visit in March has more to offer. **A girl (DL2) that I was hoplessly deeply in love with back in 2006 lives there now**, with her two kids, her boyfriend and the kids father still works up north. We lost contact, this girl and me, because I loved her so much and she felt we couldn’t be friends because of that. And she was right. A couple of months ago when Screamer said she didn’t feel for me as I did for her, I became really sad and thought a lot about relationships and lack of closeness in my life. And I decided **I would not let the possibility of friendship with DL2 just fade away**. I contacted her on facebook and told her I missed her and wanted to be friends. And she answered and we write a bit to each other from time to time. We’re not close, but at least we have contact again. **I will ask her if she would like to meet up in March when I come there**. Maybe come to the game, or maybe just meet for a walk or a cup of tea or whatever.

I feel good about this, I really look forward to it.

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**Author:** ![1Alpha](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/1alpha/32/190_2.png) [@1Alpha](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/1Alpha)\
**Post date:** [December 14, 2011, 2:30am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693/70 "2011-12-14T02:30:51Z")

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Damn, Walc, when you want to post, YOU WANT TO POST!!! 🙂

Keep in mind that YOU are the CATCH… Mantra’s and Meditation for confidence and that YOU ARE THE ONE THEY need to get APPROVAL is a crucial ingredient to your mone application!

You should feel good about it, you’ve shown that you aren’t shy and ready to party, hardy!!! 🙂

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**Author:** ![Walc](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/walc/32/2210_2.png) [@Walc](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Walc)\
**Post date:** [January 2, 2012, 10:34am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-long-walc/51693/71 "2012-01-02T10:34:14Z")

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Just got my order in hand, didn’t really expect that fast handling and shipping over New Years but here it is. My first order outside the basic stuff: [MX297](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/mx297/) and P96. I felt that I have played and tested around enough with what I got to order this.

The P96 must be diluted before used, I have a possible source for cheap alcohol @ 95 abv but not until later this month. Where I live these things are not available over the counter 😠, so I will test the mx297 first.

updated now:  
**2012-1-2 Monday**  
dosage: **mx297** 1 spray (will be applied when I get to the café, it’s really cold outside and I don’t want it to rub off on my clothes)  
set: ok mood  
setting: indoors, café, setting up some lightning for music stage  
noted self effects: nothing obvious  
ppl exposed: LO4, ID2, VE4, EB4

Well, this was first day on this mx. I applied one spray on inside fold of elbow and tried to rub it to the other arm (which I soon realized is physically impossible). I liked the smell although it was a bit to much when I sniffed at first. Light pherorush, nothing else. I talked a bit with the café girls, they worked on cleaning up the caf’e while I was fixing things in another room with the lightning for the stage. I should note that I celebrated New Years eve with two of them, LO4 and EB4, and their friends. Anyway.  
**LO4** generally sems to be of two minds towards me, nowadays. On New Years eve she was quick to give me a hug when I came to their apartment, but was a bit drawn back otherwise. I have to admit I have a problem relating to her, I find her very attractive while at the same time the age difference (She’s ~21, me 38) makes me uneasy about finding her so damn attractive. I do mean very _very_ hot, and cute. My hope is that she very soon finds a good boyfriend, that would make it easier for me to get her out of my mind. But I really have to work on getting her out of my head, or else I will just turn into a dirty old guy ☹. Of course I would _never_ try to flirt with her, but it’s possible I still give of the vibe of being interested. I guess that she may feel both uncomfortable and a little flattered by that, I mainly feel embarrassed over the images in my head. Oh well, I just have to work harder on getting my head straight about her.

back to this day. I chatted with **VE4** about some rebuilding stuff, she’s quite practical and down-to-earth and takes responsibilties. We made some preliminary decisions, everything flowed rather well. Didn’t speak much with **ID2** , but the little I did she acted nicely. She can be quite abrasive when she’s stressed or irritated in any way.  
**EB4** and I almost always get along well, nothing different there today.

So, all in all: no obvious hits, nothing that wasn’t well withing the normal behaviour for these relationships. Tomorrow I will first go shopping some technical stuff for the place, then back to the café again. I plan to move the application spot from inner arms to side of neck: it’s winter here and that will probably be a bit better. Alternative would be on top of head, but then I’m a bit afraid that my cap will absorb the mones. If I spray on neck then I can maybe get reactions when shopping. If I spray on top of head I would have to wait until I get to the café. Either way, I am upping to **two sprays**.

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