lol…don’t care attitude, huh…
Well, i had a thought…did you see any attractions from others that don’t know you?
Well now that I think about it, I got a ton of looks, at the gym I saw this girl who keeps checking me out and she smiled as she was walking in and I was walking out. That was about an hour ago or so though and if I applied it at around 11ish? so who knows?! I talked to H thru the phone though if that makes a difference lol 
But what is your thought? I am VERY curious to see and learn what my good friend has to say 
I will be doing this again tomorrow for class since my MX’s will be arriving as I am testing! Can’t wait to test H with my new MX’s coming in! And Sushi girls
I am sitting here thinking, what can I do to increase my viewers and ratings? Add a poem, pictures, better stories? I am totally open for suggestions and such, I am ALWAYS looking to improve and improvement!
Still waiting on suggestions gladly take them if you got them!
So anyways today I got an Exam, and dissociation. I am not feeling 100% alert yet… All of my Guy friends and H are coming home today/night. I am not planning on seeing most of them but winter break I am excited because 99% of my mones testing has been on females, but I want to see how I improved in the eyes of my friends!
I am going for Armour: P103(30mcg), P79(10mcg) AMMO(3- 1 2x and 1 reg) IG(1) IO(2) IS(2). I just need to relax, and have a great day. I am just looking forward for a healthy 3:30 took breath for a minute on break, plus I get to come home to the relics of MX297 and MX390! How exciting!
I am going to take a shower, study a tiny bit more and do some Hypnotherapy with my dad (He is a Hypnotherapist). Today I am also having WaWa for lunch! lucky me! Working on Chest today/night as well. Hoping to relax later on and game for a bit, watch some TV and see my friend. Hopefully he brought home some booze for us to throw back! haha cya guys later 
Hey for Putatives, it’s better if you list the mcg not the spray so we know!
Good reporting so far
Not going to lie I feel really tired, and IS has made me a little shaken.. I feel cold tired and hungry. I just want yup cozy up with my girl right now and relax! I feel real out of body right now too ort you can understand that? I otw home I’m getting my nano vapor and lemonade! Hopefully things will pick up after I eat. I am starting to notice a trend with me and socials, they make me feel eh when mixed with IG, p79…maybe I am using too much of P79!? I think so! Will test later with this
Will do P51! Sorry lol did the change and will keep it that way from now on thanks again for advice!
SomeOkay so I’m getting a ton of dhl looks from ladies and dudes! Like a serious deer in head lights! Wtf kind of looks. Lunch boost my mood a bit, smoked turkey hoagie and a soft pretzel. Good day I am getting that care free feel again. I also thinking I lied to my professor could have caused some issues besides hunger can’t wait for this lemonade! Wish me luck on my exam
Exam was so so, still got the DIHL looks from everyone…I think P103 makes people a bit confused for some reason…I am obviously going to keep on testing it but still..
SO I just walked in to my Laptop and my MX’s 
Thanks AD for the sweet Invoice and gift! MX’s leaked a good 4+spays 
smells nice though!
Hmmm I think I am going to rock MX297(1) tomorrow with H, this will be her first time coming into my house/seeing my family in 3 years…yes the past 3 years I have being exclusively seeing her at her house only. Tomorrow will be our big day to fix things up with my family!!!
So I went over to see H (I blew off a jog with Sushi girl…I feel bad kinda but she isn’t my lady, and my lady always comes first!). Went over with
IG(2)
She kissed me infront of her parents, weird for her, then we sat on the couch and finish watching Glee. We sit, there was a good foot between us (due to the fact her father was on the other couch). Then she SWOOPS in and fills that gap after shooting me a funny look. She plays footsies with me and holds my hand, head on shoulder etc. She said I smelled like cleaning product though…My IG is akuto but doesn’t smell like cleaning stuff…I think she was just being a smart ass because I was cleaning before I came over to see her. Her sister sat right next to me when we she go home, told me all of her high school drama stories that were actually really funny. She kept looking at me very intently, and her Pupils were the size of her eyes! I think Giant Pupils is such a weird way of telling that our mones work, but It is something that our bodies can’t even control, it just happens! But a bit of an odd day to say the least, no workout, about to end my Test cycle and my product is discontinued Oh well more money for mones !
H is going to be here in any second!!! I rocking MX390(1)!
I went to Costco to get some stuff for our Mexican themed dinner tonight. A TON of heavy looks from people, idk what people are thinking or seeing when they look at me but I am getting kind of curious because these stares are serious! At Checkout I handed them my member card and they were giving me crap that it was not my card (my Costco has been cracking down on cards belonging to proper members). Whipped out my DL and names matched card, they were extra extra apologetic to me and had odd looks like “Oh I am so sorry sir, we didn’t realize you are VIP!” kind of looks…
I had an amazing time with my girl tonight! She offered me an amazing time at home! I saw a little bit of her alter ego I like to call “Kelly”, Kelly is the person that she is to everyone but me and her family. But she has made great progress and I am happy!
MX390 I thought wore off by the time she arrived but when we were watching TV I saw the blatant “attraction”. She allowed me to be very touchy in a very uncomfortable setting for her! She saw me as “Different” she said, like that cute fun guy you love to me around . She was very open to my suggestions like playing ping pong or watch me juggle (new side hobby of mine)! Anyways back to TV, she would kiss me, laugh out loud during the show, kiss me, feel me up (and including groin). GOOD night my friends! I enjoyed this MX a LOT! I see it as A314 with a “Fun” or softer and less intimidating vibe vs an Alpha.. MX297 here we come!
I am on the phone with her right now and she is telling me that she wants to ***! and She wants me “so badly”, that “something about me was different” about me! MX390 is getting interesting, Can we hope to see a 3Oml bottle soon?!? $75? Hell I’d pay whatever for it!
Just want to wish everyone a Happy Thanksgiving! I did do a tiny testing today but realized I wasn’t seeing anyone so my IG(1) IJ(1) was for nothing I mean I did go bowling with my family but other than that I didn’t see a soul…I did take a bath and then see my women AMMOx2(FF22) and she said my bubbles made me smell weird…I think she is getting confused I have worn this infront of her several times already idk what she could be thinking. But noticing the same thing with IG, closing gaps between us and a lot of petting me…a love pet?? Yeah I get them
11/27/10
Venue: H’s House
Temp: COLD
Armour: IG(1) AMMO(1)
So I come over to have a really cute night, some Starbucks and watch one of our favorite movies Elf! We were incredibly cuddly and she was in a very kissy mood.>>>
Now I need to make a special thanks to AD for enhancing my relationship.
H was never a kisser unless she was horny (well for the past 2 years) and now she won’t stop kissing me! She doesn’t give me space anymore and she isn’t afraid of showing her love publicly, I have to admit this wasn’t possible without the use of mones so THANK YOU!
>>> She was very close and kept saying how much she loves me and what not holding my hand and whispering dirty things too lol. I have to admit she is a great candidate for mone testing for me! And same to her sister, the first thing she said was how cute I was with my glasses on (she is about 18). Her eyes grow gianormously and she is very talkative to me, she also wants to sit very close to me too (She is a fan of the IG!)
11/28/10
Venue: Church
Temp: Cold again (wore hoody)
Armour: IG(1) P79(10mcg)
Rolled out of bed, was hanging out with my neighbor way too late last night, thank god I don’t have to work today or I’d be F**** for real! I look like a total mess! I threw on a shirt, jeans, hoody and glasses. I didn’t even look at myself in the mirror (odd for me I will tell you!) I got a few really hard looks from some older women. I caught each of them looking at me 3 times about each… and not like “what is wrong with this guys who rolled out of bed” more of a “did this guy roll out of bed alone?” kind of look… hahaaha! I got a ton of work to do today, laundry, final exam project thing, paper, etc. I am debating to throw on my faithful P103 up to around 30mcg’s. I realized the feeling that it is gives is like the feeling of 2 beers (very lightly buzzed) and you can do anything and not have a care in the world kind of thing…not sure if I want that while I am trying to be productive kind of thing.
Hey Tea, long time no speak. Caught up on all your journal stuff that I’ve missed out on. Great stuff. I’m jealous!
As Steve noted earlier on, interesting how much AMMO you use. Did you sweet spot test regular strength?
If I remember right, Tea had said he did do testing with AMMO and came up with that amount… I thought it was a bit much myself, 
,but hey, if it works for him…
Tea,
Cool that you’ve gotten some good hits with the MX390!!! Have you upped the dosage to see if you get OD’ed?
Hey Tea, I like your journal. But what happened to your avatar? ODG
He’s getting a refill…
I wonder if he’s going to put up his Samurai…
IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE BACK GUYS!!!
I had some account problems the past few days but let me say I am alive and mostly well
So I got some testing from yesterday to post!
Azoth MX297(1), P83(25mcg) P74(12.5mcg) AMMO(1) P79(10mcg)
Venue Panera Bread
Temp Cold (short sleeves though)So I will start with this I got some really good decent hits from Sushi Girl B we will call her Merrr…. She was all touch yesterday and she asked for me to take her home she was talking a lot if you ask me. Lala (Sushi girl who is good friend) was upset about being put on some site? Idk too much drama for Tea. But a ton of touch and talk and Lala wants to actually hangout this week?!? Over her house I hope but a man can only dream lol. But the gym I got a TON of stares, like I reported before I have been getting a ton of hard looks from people lately no matter what I wear…I like it but I wish I was a bit more approachable I guess, idk personally if I stared at someone the way people have been at me I would surely go over and talk. Oh an other AMAZING hit from a man who I use to see at the Vitamin Shoppe all the time at the gym! He came up to me and was praising me on how I am a student, that I am an awesome and honest guy. My favorite part is this: “There is something about you that stands out from the crowd, you are something special. Keep up the good work man you’ll make it” That blew me away!!!
Just an observation I think P79 at 10mcg is too much idk but it seems to be hurting my hits and not sure…I would like to dilute it but not fully confident in myself to do that…and once I do my first mixing experiment I am afraid I won’t stop
Today[11/30/10]
Azoth A314(2), IO(1) IH(1) AMMOx2(1) IS(2)
At school, had a presentation, this was the only hit I really saw today it was also raining. Though I got to wear this sick short sleeve hoody double zipper thing I got from Japan that I have been waiting for months to wear! So this one girl presenting kept looking back at me several times. My favorite Latino was IOI me: Playing and flipping hair! I am 99% sure because she would look at me then do it, she did it like 8 times in a 10min time frame! For me self effects I was confident and had no problems talking, improvising and such. Able to answer questions, focused and overall I was happy with my testing! I got a new P coming in that I am excited to test (I am keeping it a secret until I receive it in my clutches!!!) I have no idea or any info on this so I am fully testing it solo and several sprays for a while. Also got A314 1.23A coming with it
And if you guys want Samurai I could do that, but I was going to be more towards New Years or Spring…right now I got my favorite winter tea…Chai!