# The Most Epic Journal evar. **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [November 3, 2010, 8:55pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056 "2010-11-03T20:55:31Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 16\ **Page:** 2
**Author:** ![JJ54](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/j/ea666f/32.png) [@JJ54](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/JJ54)\ **Post date:** [May 16, 2012, 10:12pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/53 "2012-05-16T22:12:38Z")
> [@anon13543563](#): > > What was your gpa though? Mine is literally around 2.25ish and I have 1 more year of school left… Hmmm, I’ll have to check back on that. It’s been almost three years since I’ve been out of high school. But even with your current gpa, you can still go to a community college to get your gpa up. ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [May 23, 2012, 10:33am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/55 "2012-05-23T10:33:53Z")
How much rone were you wearing mcg wise? Also have you used [P83](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p83/) at much heavier dosages? Most of us get best results around 20-30 mcg. At 2.5 mcg that’s kind of tough to do though. ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [June 5, 2012, 5:07pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/59 "2012-06-05T17:07:42Z")
Itz all about the steering mones. Always has been 😉 ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [July 12, 2012, 1:51pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/63 "2012-07-12T13:51:59Z")
I have a t-shirt that says: Community College - Easier than regular college! 😃 ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [July 12, 2012, 3:09pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/65 "2012-07-12T15:09:30Z")
Threadless T’s I believe. Google it, easy enough to find EDIT: [http://www.noisebot.com/community\_college\_easier\_than\_regular\_college\_t-shirt.htm](http://www.noisebot.com/community_college_easier_than_regular_college_t-shirt.htm) ---
**Author:** ![Spinach](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/spinach/32/348_2.png) [@Spinach](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Spinach)\ **Post date:** [October 11, 2012, 10:29pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/81 "2012-10-11T22:29:32Z")
> [@anon13543563](#): > > just realized there was a women’s journals section of the forum…then i realized that all the teens that i talk to on this forum are guys. > > are there any teens in the women’s section that use pheros? > > anyone can answer this q? Hey Cradlerobber, just saw this and wanted to let ya know - I’m 18 and a newish phero user. 🙂 There are several twenty-something (college age) ladies on the forum but I think I’m the only active teen female poster atm. Sounds like you’re having fun with the MXs! Good stuff 😃 ---
**Author:** ![Spinach](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/spinach/32/348_2.png) [@Spinach](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Spinach)\ **Post date:** [October 12, 2012, 9:52pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/84 "2012-10-12T21:52:54Z")
Congrats!! And yup, I was 16 when I sprayed my first phero, but I left for almost two years and now I’m back - hopefully for good 🙂 Although I’ve seen a thread started by a 14yo girl before asking for advice, but that was ages ago and I don’t know what happened with her after that. ---
**Author:** ![hbhall1](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/h/47e85d/32.png) [@hbhall1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/hbhall1)\ **Post date:** [October 24, 2012, 9:14pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/89 "2012-10-24T21:14:51Z")
Hey there CR. I’m a college student too, check out my journal sometime ([Hbhall1's awesome new journal entries! - #2 by hbhall1](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/hbhall1s-awesome-new-journal-entries/57110/2)). I’m still new to mones but not new to being social. Here’s the thing, I know exactly where you are coming from. I’ve been there and I believe I have a good understanding. Simply put bro, you can’t just give up your social life because of all the BS that seems to come along with it. What I do is, I keep it simple. I hang out with my friends, make random plans and all that good stuff but I make it a point not to get involved to the extent that I’m being dragged into all their BS and drama. Sure I care for my friends and I do the best to help em out and everything, but that’s about it. I don’t lead them into believing I’ll do something for them that I don’t want to be a part of. It’s just that simple really, you can be dependable but you can’t have 'em being dependent on you. A lot of that also has to do with dealing with your own situations on your own as well, so don’t expect to be receiving benefits that you ain’t providing. Sure people may still be helpful, and most of them are and will help you out and be a part of your drama even if you’re not doing it for them. But I avoid getting others involved into my shit anyway. As far as meeting new people is concerned, in college at least to me it feels like the easiest thing. It just comes naturally, college is a time when everyone wants to meet new people and no matter how experienced, alpha, beta or otherwise someone might seem, they are all open to meeting new people. If you feel your not getting enough of that, you simply have to be more open and instigate that stuff yourself because even though they are open to meeting new people, they still might need to feel comfortable around you. Usually all it takes is one or the other party being the first to break the ice. Say “hello” , ask them if maybe you’ve seen them before, tell 'em they look familiar. Go on from there to asking them about what they are interested in. I’ve wound up in so many jam sessions with people I just met, simply because I open up and tell them I play the guitar and ask 'em if they play any instruments. You never know unless you ask. As far as making plans and running low on cash and gas is concerned. I’m not the best guy with a solution for this problem, do a job on campus or something?! If you feel you’re too easy to manipulate. I use to feel that way too, trust me many times I act out of social convention still, just to seem polite or feel accepted. We all do that to some extent I believe. Just work on sticking with your opinions, I don’t mean to say that you should be arrogant or headstrong. But let your presence be felt, don’t let anyone take you for granted. Say no if you don’t want to do something, speak up about things that you feel strongly for. Be yourself, don’t be someone they want you to be. If for that reason alone they can’t handle it or won’t be friends with you then you’re probably better off without them. Be independent, that’s what college is for, to learn to be independent. But I don’t mean to say that you should socially isolate yourself. Just find people that like you for who you are, be yourself around them and see how they react to it. It’s not hard to realize whose worth being friends with and who’s an asshole. cheers mate, hope this helps. ---
**Author:** ![hbhall1](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/h/47e85d/32.png) [@hbhall1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/hbhall1)\ **Post date:** [October 25, 2012, 11:20pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/91 "2012-10-25T23:20:54Z")
> [@Cradlerobber](#): > > Thanks, > it did help a bit. I’m not like “Officially” in college yet. I’m a high school student, going part time to college right now, but i spend most of my time at the college. I just wanna get out of my senior year with a bang, and have a group of close friends to meet up with when i get back from college on break etc. > Right now, i’m rebuilding my social circle from ground zero, because i literally dropped everyone in my circle except a couple select good friends. > I am too much of a nice guy because of the way my parents are, and it rubbed off on me. My dad used to help this homeless guy with a job and everything, and that guy turned around and fucked him over (dad let him borrow his car, and he got a DUI with it..he’s in jail now indefinitely because the U.S. is trying to deport him, but no country will accept him[he is also an illegal immigrant]) > > Its just this nagging feel inside of me when someone seriously needs help, and i’m the only one around or something, and i go over and help them. Or when someone can’t get a ride home or something, i offer to drive them home…its just a nagging feeling of guilt. Someone is down in the dumps…i go out of my way to help them and cheer them up. Yeah, i am well liked by people that KNOW me, but when i have problems, they’re usually really serious and people honestly talk a LOT..so i don’t like sharing my problems with people. But when i REALLY need help, they just basically forget what i’ve done for them and do what they want. I’m too nice and i hate it. i can’t just be mean without someone instigating it. > the other day, i was at a party and this drunk guy tried getting in a fight with me. I honestly felt so bad for him because i was dominating him, and i just opted for a dominating position (top mount, if you know what that is) and basically held him to show him he couldn’t win. he says, “okay okay, i’m done” I get off and he tackles me, and THATS when i start choking him. I am too fucking nice. > > The thing about meeting random new people at my college is, that most of them are very fucked up. and i mean that in the nicest way possible. I’m doing part time at a community college and they are so RATCHET. i have 2 friends there that i consider friends, because i’ve known them before i went there. I basically talk to their friends, but their “friends” are guys hitting on them and shit. mostly guy friends. i’ve gotten to know the girls in my classes…and they are all sooo bad. One is engaged (@ 18) the another is 26 and has been divorced 2 times, a whole bunch of them are parents, and others are just plain crazy. > > damn, that was a long post. > > anyways… > i sprayed 1x IG and 2x(?) MX413 and my hat smelled kind of funny, so 4x 2.5mcg p83 into there 😃 > > got some hits, but one i remember best was with annie & heather. > Annie was in such a good mood today and Heather’s breath smelled like ass. i feel like she just got up. It was Annie’s birthday yesterday, so i got her a cookie. She was touchy (i feel like she’s the biggest tease ever, but whatever. Better practice) and she calls me a sweetheart and shit like that. > > usually she’s negging me and being bitchy and stuff. (calling me her bitch for example) > > Oh yeah, i also saw the girl that fucked me over (my old best friend) the one that fucked up my homecoming proposal? It was weird, she had DIHL on me. She has a boyfriend, and she either looked at me like she didn’t know who i was or it was DIHL. EVEN THOUGH WE USED TO HANG OUT LITERALLY EVERYDAY. So maybe we weren’t actually best friends and she had a crush on me before? hence, why she sabotaged my thing? its ridiculous how much drama used to happen. it actually would be a very good TV show script. like if there are any script writers out there… PM me, because i want to see some famous people re enacting my drama…tahahahahah I know how you feel about the whole feeling bad for others and stuff, all I can say is that you have to be stronger than that. Like don’t be mean to others, but just observe how other people are. I’m sure they’re polite but they probably don’t go out of their way as much as you do. I mean, why else would you consider it a problem if you didn’t feel it was unusual for you to be doing all that while others aren’t. Does that make you better than others/others worse than you or are you just allowing yourself to be guilted into doing these things aka being manipulated and emotionally blackmailed. As I said before, it’s important to say no once in a while. You might feel bad initially but it’s the only way to make your presence felt and make people realize that you are the one that determines your actions and you won’t allow yourself to be guilted into responding a certain way and get used just because of your kindness. You can’t change the world my friend, but you can sure as hell change the way the world sees you. You can sure as hell change your image to that of a confident and independent individual that makes his own choices. Btw props on the hits and yes I do know what a top mount is, my friends are very much into mma, jiu-jitsu, grapling, boxing and muay thai. ---
**Author:** ![kendallb183](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/k/71c47a/32.png) [@kendallb183](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/kendallb183)\ **Post date:** [January 1, 2013, 11:46pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/98 "2013-01-01T23:46:17Z")
> [@anon13543563](#): > > 1x b nol and 3x p83 > > nice! a lot of hits! > my friend J and I were discussing my new phone, which by the way is fucking awesome ^-^ (gs3) > I set my lock screen as this sexy lady taking a selfie in mirror, and she instantly got jealous, even though she has a boyfriend. > “oooh whose that???” > “do you think she is pretty? 🙂” > “is she a stripper or something?” > > I also got some respect hits from guys, and I noticed that this one girl was sneaking glances at me and twirling her hair. she has never talked to Me the whole semester that I had class with her! > > another hit from Annie when she sees my lockscreen: “why is that SLUT on your phone?” > “do you think she’s pretty?” > _no response_ > > we then proceeded the next hour taking random pictures. > > so in conclusion: p83 + b Nol is something you must try! getting jealous over other girls who aren’t real… she want’s the D. haha Awesome thread, a few things… ACT plays a minor but critical role in the USAF ROTC and OCS programs. Hang up the academy without a 3.5 GPA, and 32 ACT… unless you have a few congressman in your pocket second… WHY are you working o PUA but all these girls show you they want you and you pass up! Girls in college who get divorsed and all that crap are just like any girl… accept they’ve been hurt and an honest guy is perfect for them. One thing that I tried and it works… is if you want a girl… try to be her friend but be an all star socially… and add kino! it = girlfriend… I am in a fraternity and when I wanted a girl I’d never mention anythign sexual to her… or drop subconscience lines… I’d tell her how much fun I have at our parties and tell stories of them DHV, and then invite HER FRIEND haha and then I always said of course you can come and bring anyone you know we will all have fun… IF SHE COMES SHE WANTS YOU. or she is very interested in you to be putting that much effort. AT THE PARTY is where you kino… its expected there… but kino like the PUA suggest… look for signs your going to far… if she pushes you off MAKE HER JEALOUS with another girl… beer pong is GREAT! I always kino the girls back lightly touching it at first then like keeping my hand there longer and longer till I can wrap my arm around her and point to a cup and say bet I can hit that cup… or hey you needa hit that one come on our lives depend on it… something funny but kino gets bigger… or make jokes like saying my backs hurting… and they ask why and you say from carrying the team… funny but cocky..but usually it escelated to kissing later on a couch if you do simple PUA stuff (I can read your palm… this line says you’ll be prosperous but this one says your stuck as a dork forever..) or what not… hardest part is going for the kiss… but I don’t remember a time I failed.. and if I did it was awkward but your intentions are clear and she will be REALLY not app to friend zone you… most likely to put you into a “i relly like this guy but is he safe” category Anywho… then as your drinking and having fun rather you go for the kiss or not, SHES NATRUALLY TO YOURSELF during beer pong … and YOUR A WINNER WITH HER (if your any good) 2 big combo… she gets the whiff of the mones… and relaxes with alcohol… its all in your hands man. One thing is being agressive but in a gentleman way… I have many times asked a girl to follow me, when we got into a room I’d just playfully but in a man sort of way push them on the best and start making out with them… CHICKS LOVE THAT or they did for me… it was like a fantasy for them… super making out and anything further is all up to you… but w/e I love college. I got a gf now though. I did all of this on her and it worked, cept she would only let me kiss her… thats how I KNEW she was a keeper… cause every other girl will just let you keep going… its hard to find girls that say no or stop you most like it and enjoy it… if you learn to NEVER talk about sex… if you do that they will never trust they can secretly do you and not have it spread around… girls enjoy it as much as guys… but there made out to be sluts… take away that fear and replace it with trust… and your solid. however, I absolutly am not saying get her wasted and take advantage of her like some guys try to do… if she does say no… stop. one beer of alcohol by law is considered unable to give sexual consent = rape. Our university pays for lwayers to come and speak to us and teach us to keep it zipped if they’ve been drinking and even hint at not wanting to do it… theres a difference in a reapproach and ignoring a no. as for the whole experience… don’t try to fuck… litterally just make it a GREAT experience… and she will come back… for YOU and she will talk about YALLS time together and you have tons of inside jokes now about how crazy yall acted last night drunk… ALWAYS get her friends to like you.. help them hook up with people, and maybe they will help you with her. and THEY will be asking her to come hang with you on the weekends… doing all the busy work for you haha make damned sure they have a great time too… it will mean alot to the girl you care about her friends meanwhile… your still her invite and you are her intro to a socially fun and stimulating world… you bring her to your higher value with lots of fun and make her a well connected girl who gets horney around you. She also will always wonder… why am I jelous of him… if you use jealousy on her if she rejects you… I always just start dancing dirty as fuck with a really drunk girl haha idk hope this helps, youv’e got a ton of potential as a future frat star with ladies galore… but also a serious gentleman during the week who busts out a 4.0. Anyways.. sorry this was so long… I just got excited to help a new guy joining the university. hope anything I said helps ---
**Author:** ![kendallb183](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/k/71c47a/32.png) [@kendallb183](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/kendallb183)\ **Post date:** [January 2, 2013, 12:05am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/99 "2013-01-02T00:05:16Z")
BTW… any hits around finals… concider them falsified… every college kid is soo doped up on adderall… its a wonder why they talk I mean… aderall is a methanphetamine salt… meaning crystal meth in salt form haha strongest upper known to man. I believe [pheromones](https://a314.com/) will have a very small effect on the huge surge in epinephrine, norepinephrin and dopamine they are getting haha they will love you for just smiling. ---
**Author:** ![hbhall1](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/h/47e85d/32.png) [@hbhall1](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/hbhall1)\ **Post date:** [February 8, 2013, 4:06pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/101 "2013-02-08T16:06:02Z")
> [@Cradlerobber](#): > > thanks! i haven’t been updating my journal in awhile…I just saw this post after a month of you posting it 😛 > > i don’t know why, but I always fall for girls that have boyfriends. I remember last year, I was trying to bang this one chick with a boyfriend, and after she dumped him and we started hanging out, I realized that I didn’t like her anymore. I felt horrible > > But now…It’s a new girl. She has a boyfriend, and to be honest, when i first met her, she just broke up with her previous boyfriend and started going out with this douche on the exact day I meet her. (ITS A SIGN! 😉 ) > but I remember on that day, my friend tells me she’s coming over and i literally ran to my car and sprayed 1x of AMMO > We hangout, and my friend has to go home, and then i make up an excuse to hang out with her, because with the 3 of us, it was kind of awkward and I didn’t get to know her. I then get to know her way better, get her number, and for like a month now, we’ve just been snapchatting. It’s mostly been her sending me selfies, but i’ve been subtley hinting at her trying to show intent. > Now two days ago, I chilled with her again (finally 🙂 she was grounded; still is but hungout after school) and I felt a lot of tension. Not sure if it was because I was blazed out of my mind, but i swear she was sending IOIs. > (sitting on table facing me, while there was plenty of room on the couch; In the car, giving me funny faces, sitting up on shotgun w/ me. [there were 2 other people i needed to give a ride to] ) > > i THINK she likes me back too..but i’ve got a tingling sensation that i’m setting myself up for failure too. Either way, I need to re-up my social life and get more girls into it, because i feel so fucking lonely Dude if you really feel like you have a shot. Try to use some [P83](https://a314.com/product/p83/) when around her if you have any. I havent tested this P myself but I have heard and read a lot of good things about how it makes girls lose their inhibitions and make them more decisive to act out the way they are feeling. Mix it in with some ammo, shine and gentleman and you’re golden. Hope this helps, enjoy! ---
**Author:** ![Lordrac](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/l/5daacb/32.png) [@Lordrac](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Lordrac)\ **Post date:** [February 9, 2013, 6:50pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/102 "2013-02-09T18:50:15Z")
Heh interesting thought that I left school at age 16 but you are still at the same place and situation since you started this journal 😛 ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [March 12, 2013, 8:46am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/106 "2013-03-12T08:46:01Z")
Send me your store info via private message and I’ll grant you reporting user status. Epic journal indeed 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![Joe10](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/joe10/32/300_2.png) [@Joe10](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Joe10)\ **Post date:** [September 7, 2013, 6:44pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/119 "2013-09-07T18:44:13Z")
> [@anon13543563](#): > > 1x p74 > > Got done working out, sprayed 1x p74 and Went outside, immediately get approached by 3 chicks > I get their numbers to call them up to party later in the night. They never came thru though…was it something i did? You got all 3 numbers, “Warning signs, player alert”. I bet it would have been different have you gotten only one number. Respect is crucial ---
**Author:** ![Mrdimes](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/m/50afbb/32.png) [@Mrdimes](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Mrdimes)\ **Post date:** [September 22, 2013, 5:40pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056/120 "2013-09-22T17:40:21Z")
> [@anon13543563](#): > > 1x p74 > > Got done working out, sprayed 1x p74 and Went outside, immediately get approached by 3 chicks > I get their numbers to call them up to party later in the night. They never came thru though…was it something i did? Bruh im in highschool im a junior.. have you ever used IG by itself in highschool? What were the effects from the females to your homies and randoms oh yeah and what about IO by itself? Thanks bruh btw [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/the-most-epic-journal-evar/43056.md?page=1)