I can’t wait to be able to find something that can actually cover up Spaceland. 
MX135 Test
Uuuggh…Errrghh… Busy weekend and I’m dead tired. Daylight savings time took an hour from me and that rare hour happen to be one of me sleeping. I’ve been trying out mx135 alittle extensively, and spritzing TAF when I think no one is looking.
Mx135 has been a pain in my rear end. Sometimes, I’ll start to grasp an elusive feeling about mx135. It’ll make me feel important, as if in a spotlight. But it dissipates quickly after. Some time later, it makes me ‘compliant’ with the world, and endlessly compassionate with every stranger I’ve met and have yet to meet. Again, the feeling fades away or is forgotten. I feel such a wide spectrum of “self effects” that Im beginning to wonder if I’m even under the influences of anything other than myself.
I wont lie to you, the doubt thats starting to develop is pretty darn frustrating and it neutralizes any kind of self effect I “get” from mx135. I might just take a break from it, at this point. I will say that it makes a wonderful mood lifter. I feel lighter and abit more content with the flow of that particular day. But Im disappointed to say that I cant really bring something more meaningful to the table.
This wednesday when I see the boyfriend again, I’ll have to kick it up a notch with mx135. Its tempting to add lots of other pheros to it, but I really need to focus on this sonova b. Wish me luck 
TAF “Hits” test
Tigerlillables has unconsciously sent me on a mission to find a TAF hit (wether it be negative or positive). So far Ive tried it on my SO, the parentals, a couple friends and in class. Nothing so far in terms of TAF hits. I do get compliments on the chocolatini smell but that doesnt really count for much. I suspect they DO feel different but have no reason to spill it out to me ~
BUT ! Ah haa… I did get something today. Usually on the weekends, the kitchen gets busy enough that we need two workers in very close proximity to knock the tickets out fast. So my partner, who I’ll call K, was eerily quiet. Usually, she’s pretty vocal.
Effects:
I blasted myself away with like…20-25 mcg (not all at once… each hour ) of TAF. This stuff is great for work; it feels like a moral boost. I felt re-motivated to do the work and get back in the grind. I took better “care” of the food I was cooking and for the first time since using TAF, I actually noticed visual self effects. Certain things seem really pronunciated, like steam rising from a pot, the color and glisten of whipped butter, etc. but anyway, on to the hit.
One of the waitresses walked in and repeated a question that a customer asked. I was quietly watching my cupcake batter whip to a smooth consistency.
K has been peeling and cutting potatoes, wordlessly for about 25 minutes. She doesnt answer right away, but her head suddenly jolts up at the sound of the waitresses’ voice.
Almost in awe, she answers slowly but deliberately " Oh my god… you just broke the spell ," she darts her eyes over to me and back to the waitress and smiles, " Me and cookie were in this …trance. "
Now it didnt dawn on me at first, but I realized she was completely right. We were both quiet, lost in our own world of potatoes and cupcakes. I had forgotten that I was at work, but instead stood mesmerized in front of the mixer, my thoughts filled ONLY of…cupcake batter.
Craziness. If only I knew to take these pheros back when I was an art major.
Rundown -
Sprays - Taf in chocolatini, 25 mcg
Targets- Me and K
Environment - Very small kitchen, proximity 1-5 feet.