well,thanks to xiphoid i caught it.
darn her posts about MX135!
always loved it but been wanting to test the putatives lately.
took a break from that this afternoon to do MX135 all by itself.
wore 2 sprays MX135
applied inside the double doors of a super-target mart.
walked imediatly into the starbucks line
gentleman extends one arm and motions for me to get infront of him, apparently his wife is ordering on his behalf and he doesnt need to take up space beside her.
heres the funny:
she wants desperatly to look behind her, so that she knows whos reeking of chocolate.
i know this because its evident im in a cloud of chocolatini and im distracted by the scent myself.
i just applied it less than a minute ago, and it hasnt had time to mello.
she picks up items and drops them, trying to do a 180 but cant quite bring herself to look at me.
we’re so close and its just too awkward.
i accidently laughed outloud a little and i think that was her opportunity to turn around.
she smiled, and made a comment about the place smelling yummy and that she now would like to buy some cake.
i grab a coffee cake and coffee and bolt.
i was greeted by 5 different people there today.
was greeted once in the past, but today there was alot of eye contact.
i purchase movies ( i never do that. im feeling in love with life and everything is making me smile, i want stuff now to continue that vibe. zoolander was one of them)
cashier began speaking in a language i didnt recognise.
i left that alone; shes fair and im dark so i know she wasnt thinking i understood her…
neil diamond is blaring out my truck and now im in traffic.
i swear my cloud is reaching into the truck beside me, both our windows are open and 2 guys are smiling at me.
is it the neil diamond?
Im reminded today how much TAH is like being in love.
i dont mean it just feels good,
i mean i genuinely felt in love… not loving,kind,girly…
it was like i was crushing on nothing in particular OR everything i came in contact with.
i forget what its called, but i think im addicted to that crush feeling.