# Thoughts from a Pervert- The Journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [March 24, 2014, 2:30am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/thoughts-from-a-pervert-the-journal/61458 "2014-03-24T02:30:58Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 16
**Author:** ![LadyScientist](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/l/c57346/32.png) [@LadyScientist](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/LadyScientist)\ **Post date:** [April 13, 2014, 4:02pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/thoughts-from-a-pervert-the-journal/61458/16 "2014-04-13T16:02:05Z")
oral factor? 3 sprays MX274 between ear and and under chin 1.25 mcg p75 between my breasts Day 25 of my cycle (pretty bad PMS symptoms 2 days prior:extreme sadness/apathy/lethargy, currently bloated, no breast tenderness yet, mild cramping) Had a blind date with someone I knew NOTHING about. I honestly was very hesitant- Saturday nights are valuable prime time and taking a gamble with someone I’m not sure I’m going to like is very risky. I made sure I had back up plans if it sucked. I was going to cancel 1 hr before but decided that it’s good research for these products and went ahead (SCIENCE!) Wore a tight knee-length pencil skirt, black lacy tank top (great cleavage), and brown heels. Thank goodness he was tall, buff, and better looking than the 2 photos I saw of him. He hugs me, we walk close together to the bar, and this guy seriously has CRAZY intense eye contact. He NEVER stopped looking into my soul. Turns out we had a lot in common, made great conversation, laughed a lot, he paid for everything (girls totally notice this and I usually take it as a sign of how interested he is). But I can’t think of anything unusual ? No extra compliments, no trying to touch me, no overtly sexual conversational topics, pretty run of the mill great date. The only thing I can think of is as he sat across from me at the table, I noticed he would reach over with his arm hoping to maybe touch mine, after we had a “moment” but I was being reserved on purpose to see how crazy I could drive him (he did this quite a few times). He invites me back to his place, we open a bottle of wine, he has a really nice apartment, we sit on opposite couches, telling stories. He gets up for no reason, obviously so he can return to sit on the couch I’m sitting on. 2 minutes later he reaches over to touch my hair/side of my face and it’s all over from there. Not like I have to apologize for TMI, but I typically can’t release unless I’ve been with someone a couple times, which is why I’d rather go out with a repeat offender than a brand new person (another big difference between men and women). This guy was either just really fucking good at head or somehow I was able to un-block this mental lock I have- because let me say that it was probably the best O I have had in YEARS. Like back arching, body trembling, can’t breathe, think I’m going to die O. and can we talk about how awesome it is that he even did this long enough for me to go??? I will wear whatever product that gets guys to go down on me all the time. (obvi I’ve been with my fair share of men, and most are not oral friendly) I try to return the favor and it’s going well, but after 15 minutes he’s not a happy member anymore (this is what happens with most of my dates over 30, now you see why you like my 23 yo babies). I ask him what he wants me to do differently or what he wants and no luck. This is an absolute first for me, my mouth is usually the winner. I try not to take these things personally bc I know 9/10 times it usually isn’t about me- and I doubt a guy would go down on me if he didn’t find me attractive/interesting. Conclusion: Oral win for me, loss for him. (repeatability yet to be tested) \*side note. I botched my dose of p78 and ordered 125 nanograms (don’t order from AD hungover) but sprayed 125 nanograms into the cap (small bubble formed at the bottom) and sniffed it like crazy off/on for 15 min to see if I could get any self-effects. I was having some pretty terrible PMS a few days prior that were lingering and 30 min later of this cap huffing (granted I did talk on the phone with someone who cheered me up) and felt happy! I was singing in the shower, excited about getting ready, back to my usual self. So who knows, maybe this small dose, in a vat that can’t evaporate as much, can still produce some effects. --- _[View the full topic](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/thoughts-from-a-pervert-the-journal/61458)._