# Thoughts from the edge... a journal **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [June 3, 2014, 11:33am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/thoughts-from-the-edge-a-journal/62092 "2014-06-03T11:33:39Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 6\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![DrT](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/d/7993a0/32.png) [@DrT](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/DrT)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2014, 11:33am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/thoughts-from-the-edge-a-journal/62092/1 "2014-06-03T11:33:39Z")
I am a mid 50"s male . A professional as a trade. Not a great player or one night stand artist. However I have had a good deal of experience with ladies I have known. Mostly need to get to know a lady before I just jump right in. Build slighly overweight, 5-8 tall. So this is my journal to start off with… Normal day pheros 1 ammo 1 IS 1 IH 1 IG 1 IO 2 drops A314 I find for day to day this seems to work for me. I use these mostly for the self effects. I feel it gives me a little more confidence, control, focus and ability to speak with authority. This works for me. I have used it for several years now on a day to day basis. I have decided to change things up as of late band begun experimenting with other pheros. Given it was my day off, I decided to try something new. I was going to get chinesse food at a place I normally go on a regular basis, usually at least 1-2 x per month. So while I am not a stranger to the place I am not on a first name basis with anyone there. There are usually the owner male mid 50-60 range and his I think wife , a good looking chinesse woman early to late 50’s and her 2 daughters probably late teens to early 20’s. After being on the forum for a bit decided to up the doses and see if a reaction occurs. So I sprayed 3 - 10 mcg. sprays of TUTH along with 3 sprays 10 mcg. [P83](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p83/) and 2 sprays 10 mcg. ammo. Waited about 1/2 hour before I left to collect my food. Well things did change this time. Place was busy as usual so I had to wait for a few minutes. The older lady seemed to look at me with quick glances a few times. Could be just I was standing at the counter opn her side, but the next reaction says this would be a “hit” so to speak. She brought me my order and instead of the usual dump the bag and run the charge without ever looking up., her behavior changed, She stood there as I looked at the slip. Her head was down and she was making quick movements with her eyese up to me. Almost a submisson type reaction. She was smiling and her cheeks were a little flushed. She stood like this the whole time I completed my charge slip. But what was a telltale sign for me was her nipples became very hard as she stood there. Normally she doesn’t wait just moves to the next person, no smiles and not even a look in your eyes. She is a small chested woman so she was wearing a satiny blouse and I believe no bra. She kept smiling and smiled as I left. I believe it was a hit from the pheros and not a sudden attraction as I have been going there for 3-4 years now. I know she is married so an interesting reaction. ---
**Author:** ![jett](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/jett/32/438_2.png) [@jett](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/jett)\ **Post date:** [June 11, 2014, 1:02am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/thoughts-from-the-edge-a-journal/62092/2 "2014-06-11T01:02:42Z")
mmmmm. tuth/83 + nipples = good day I’ve heard a lot about the tuth/83 combo. it makes a good fuckmix. what is your ethnic background? ---
**Author:** ![DrT](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/d/7993a0/32.png) [@DrT](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/DrT)\ **Post date:** [June 11, 2014, 1:53pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/thoughts-from-the-edge-a-journal/62092/3 "2014-06-11T13:53:14Z")
White male mid 50’s. not bad looking, somewhat conservative professional. 5-7 185 lb. must have been phero stimulayed is all I can say. Didnt follow it up, but a definete hit I think. ---
**Author:** ![DrT](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/d/7993a0/32.png) [@DrT](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/DrT)\ **Post date:** [June 16, 2014, 5:23pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/thoughts-from-the-edge-a-journal/62092/4 "2014-06-16T17:23:29Z")
Interesting day out. Decided to test some different formulation on a day out. So 3 sprays 10 mcg. TUTH , 3 sprays 10 mcg. P83, 1 spray 10 mcg. IS-A, 2 sprays 10 mcg. P75, 2 sprays 10 mcg. [Ammo](https://a314.com/product/ammo/). Figured it would be interesting to see both self and external effects. Self. Little more self assured, slightly more zip in step so to speak. A bit horny, not crazy just a hint of it. More in control, take on the world type feeling. Not over the top, just a bit more than normal for me, enough for me to think about and report. Went to my local store for groceries. Got on line as it was a little busy, not with people but a couple with a ton of stuff to check out. Stood behind a very tall black woman, maybe 6 ft 190 lbs. She kept turning around and pretending to look over me with her eyes just kinda darting down to me more than a few times. The classic nostril flare with a deep inhale was also there. As I got closer to the counter, the check out girl was trying not to get caught looking at me. She was mid to late 20"s, black hair and very white skin. The kind you would see more on a red head without freckles. I caught her at leas 3 or 4 times as I got closer to the counter. As she continued and began to only look down at what she was doing with the black womans order, her cheeks began to show more and more redness. As her skin was so white this became very obvious. Her neck where the store shirt was unbuttoned also looked like it weas getting red. She completed my order and I struck up a bit of a conversation about work, asked her if it was going to be a long day for her as it was beautiful out. She replied that she was off at 3 and then added she had nothing else to do in the afternoon, blushed a bit redder and smiled as I said goodbye. During our brief conversation, she was also moving back and forward around the register counter, almost like she was agitated and either wanted to run away or just start moving around to cut stress. Interesting on both accounts. ---
**Author:** ![Himeros](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/himeros/32/2325_2.png) [@Himeros](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Himeros)\ **Post date:** [June 16, 2014, 11:12pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/thoughts-from-the-edge-a-journal/62092/5 "2014-06-16T23:12:02Z")
Was this a pherobomb for experimental purposes? Crazy mix. Your dosing is unclear to me. Does 10 mcg TUTH spray even exist? If so, you were wearing 30 mcg TUTH and 20 mcg P75? Plus some Ammo and P83. No wonder the girl was feeling uncomfortable. Even at 57 I think that’s a eNone OD, and with the P75 it makes for a very edgy mix, especially since you don’t have any socials in the mix besides the little alpha androstenol from Ammo. Also: what are your intentions with IS-A? You’re aware it’s a female product right? ---
**Author:** ![DrT](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/d/7993a0/32.png) [@DrT](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/DrT)\ **Post date:** [June 17, 2014, 2:05pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/thoughts-from-the-edge-a-journal/62092/6 "2014-06-17T14:05:25Z")
Yes it was a test. Didn’t want socials with it, just wanted to see what happens. I don’t go out on the prowl, more of a well that was an interesting experience.. Yes the IS-a is a female product it has been my experience that it does make me feel a little more sexual. At my age and stress level it is a help. Plus it seems to help women be more sexual as well. When I was in a long term relationship it always seemed to stimulate her and myself. I liked the effect and kept it up. Everyone’s chemistry is a tad different. I haven’t used TUTH in a long time since no lady’s available at the moment, so this was a lets see what happens test dose. very interesting effdect? dont you think?