# Three Blind Mice! **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Pheromone Advice & Field Reports\ **Created:** [March 16, 2009, 2:41am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/three-blind-mice/27107 "2009-03-16T02:41:52Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 1\ **Showing post:** 6
**Author:** ![CookieGirl](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/cookiegirl/32/1379_2.png) [@CookieGirl](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/CookieGirl)\ **Post date:** [March 16, 2009, 6:01pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/three-blind-mice/27107/6 "2009-03-16T18:01:56Z")
_First off - I have to express my deep thanks to Mark, who deserved any and all thanks that may come from this experiment alone. None of this would’ve gone as smoothly without you, nor been as exciting. The friendly devotion that you have for Androtics and this forum sets an amazingly example for us newcomers, and I’m so lucky to have run into you within my first step into these forums . I say all this with as much love and respect as I can conjure ~_ ## Now enough with the mushy mushy. 😃 KEY MAP (so far\*\*\*\*)\*\* - **Bottle 1 Blue** , **Bottle 9 Purple** , **Bottle 3** **March something something** Bottle 1 Not really a report as of yet because I’ve just received my bottles. However, I’ve sprayed some on for self effects. **Test bottle 1** – Sniffed for the very First Time ~ Bottle writes - “ **15mcg/spray** ”. I sprayed half a spray on my hand and gave it a sniff. My first reaction was very physical – I felt my vision shift rather subtly out of focus. Only for a couple seconds, however. Wondering if it was just the strong smell that created it, I scrubbed my hands and sprayed sexiness b on my other hand – gave it a smell. Nothing. Being paranoid as I am, I scrub IS/b off and try a tiny ¼ spray of the blind bottle again – deep inhale. I can feel my brain tingling. If I could give an off kilter description I would say that it feels like the back of my noggin is being tickled by a feather. I’m in a light good mood and I find myself wanting to laugh. I’m not sure if it’s because of the test spray or because I’m glad I got any reaction at all ( thus slightly upping my chances that I won’t make a phero-tastrophe of this test, just yet ! ) * * * **The day after march something something** Bottle 1 Alright ! Another new entry focusing on self effects yet again ~ I usually get a huge whiff of Bottle 1, who I’ll endearingly call **B1** , when I spray it on my neck. The first response is always headfirst. I get giddy. Ticklish. Then it “sinks in” deeper than most phero/molecules I’ve tried, and I feel a sudden STRONG physical reaction throughout my body even down to my toes. At this point, there is a numb yet tingly feeling in my head. This reminds me of a time I had three glasses of champagne. If I concentrate enough, there are tiny tremors whipping throughout my head. This alone is pretty darn distracting. For example: Conversation with my boyfriend over the phone. I am in mid sentence, talking about a recent book I’ve read. “ I find myself amazed at how the author is able ..to…. “ And I’ll pause, distracted by how heavy and fizzy I feel. Some time later, he brings up the recent school shooting in Germany. I am still oh so heavy. And Slow. I can’t conjure up an opinion or even an emotion like sympathy to keep up with this conversation. This makes me wonder if this [pheromone](https://pheromonelabs.com/) is somewhat cold. Not in a sense that I feel like a robot towards every and anything. But because I’m becoming so self focused that I can’t see anything else but me. I guess I am sorely unadjusted to this molecule. Also much like the champagne buzz, I’m open to myself and what I want. Another example: I am thinking about sex. This is what happens when I feel heavy-lidded and tingly. This may or may not be related b1. Boyfriend “… this is why I hate my partners, they never seem to get serious about…” _Mm… I want to pounce him…_ Boyfriend “ …and I looked at him and I said ’ Can we just get back to work please ?’ he…” _He would look so much hotter naked right now…_ I continue to silently and mentally undress him Boyfriend “ and I’m thinkin I need to get out of jersey..everyone seems brain dead and undriven…” _Okay I need to start paying attention. This is usually where he starts asking for my input. Although_ _I wonder what would happen if I purred in his ear and gave him a slow cheshire-like smile…_ Boyfriend “ You know what I mean ? “ Me “ Uhhhhh…I, uh… They dont call it Dirty Jersey for nothin’ ? “ _God Damnit._ **Sprays** - Mystery Bottle 1, 15 mcg 3 sprays **Application** - Two to neck, one shared between wrists **Target** - SO **Environment** - Living Room, sitting next to each other **Duration of Effects** - Cant tell yet * * * **Tuesday March 17th** Bottle 1 Sorry guys, I’ve been meaning to stop by earlier. I’m just up to my chin in finals, practical exams, projects, trying to balance two jobs and so on and so forth. I’ve hardly had time to breathe, eat and excrete waste. Sorry, sorry, sorry ! Getting back to business, I decided to try **b1** with some TAF during my final practical exam. I’ll mention why I needed some second helper because the deal is you walk into the classroom, pick a pastry/cake out of a hat and make it right there on the spot. No recipes, no notes, no guidelines. Needless to say I was a nervous wreck. **B1** seems to take on a different persona in the classroom. I find that it is easier to slide from one undertaking to the next, almost making me more levelheaded. I continuously kept my work area spic and span ( which I never ever do ) my chef jacket clean ( again..never) and I kept a watchful eye on the oven to make sure my éclairs didn’t burn ( which I always always forget to do ). I am amazed at the accuracy of my memory that was somehow miraculously summoned during the entire length of the class ( again, I barely remember what I had for breakfast this morning). My teacher is the HARDEST pastry teacher in my entire school – the procedures must be right, the grace in which you perform must be spot on, and your speed must be breaking 14 knots at all times. He keeps a watchful eye on you during this test ( by that I mean, breathes over your neck). I felt a sense of grounding this time. I didn’t worry about other issues outside the classroom, or get hung up on a mistake I made. There was a “filter” that blocked off everything distracting. This may or with my luck, may not explain why I couldn’t get my mind off of sex in my last test. If I was smart enough to think of a word to describe this, I would use it. Oh ! And it turns out I got the highest score in the class with a whopping 98, unheard of in his classes. That’s compared to actual baking students ( Im culinary). Yeeeeeeeeeessss. Id give you guys a picture of the eclairs but I eated it all **Sprays** – bottle 1: 3 sprays + 1 more 2 hours into the exam / TAF: 10 mcg **Locations** – All on neck, back and front ( TAF still burns like no other ) **Atmosphere** – Kitchenz **Target** – Me getting a good grade **Effects on others** – Didn’t take notice, was too focused on my own pastries - Sorry #5 **Effects lasted** – About 3-4 hours. It hits hard and dwindles off slowly. I’m disappointed that I didn’t get the same exact effects as on my first test. I sprayed one on my wrist later and let my boyfriend take a whiff. I asked “ How does this make you feel? “ And he quips with ‘arousing” before pulling me onto his lap, unaware that this is the same hodiggity response he’s had for all of my pheros . Sigh. ## I’ve got another report for ya’ll tomorrow, I’m just feelin’ like a sleepyhead right now ☹ **Wednesday March 18** Bottle 9 Who’s tired of hearing about B1 ? I sure am ! I decided to try **bottle 9**. You may be asking me why I am only on my second bottle of test tubes. It’s because I have slow and sensual relationships with my phero-cules then get waaay too attached. ( I’m a professional psychotic ex girlfriend) Okay so, **B9** smells like celery marinating in bleach. I didn’t like it very much and in fact it made me hungry for buffalo wings I tried it out while hanging out with my friend over her house. Usually when I “hang out” with my friend, I do festive and stimulating activities like vegetate on her couch while she finishes up a project. If I’m lucky enough to have some coffee beforehand, I might actually get up and grab myself a bag of chips. **B9** wasn’t having it, today. Almost 15 minutes after spraying it, I noticed that it acted like some sort of energy booster. It was immediately uplifting both physically and mentally. I am usually fatigued all day from morning to night time, and like clockwork, I will take naps on said friend’s couch. For the first time in a long LONG time, I wasn’t tempted to doze off in the least. B9 makes me feel energized but also, some what compliant. Not that I’m an insatiable beast who demands virgin sacrifices… But I can be hot blooded. I found myself to be optimistic and placid when I usually would’ve been irritated. Also, I seemed less disappointed when things didn’t go exactly as planned that night. To my own surprise, I got up from the couch and immersed both of us in actual fun activites, like going out into town, shopping and eventually making dinner. I noticed that we both laughed more. It felt like we were much more amused by the extent of our own silliness than usual, and happy to accept it. I DO like this first report of bottle **9** so far and I hope my second testing goes this well! **Sprays** – Bottle 9 2 sprays One on neck, and one on wrist. Eventually added another one much later into the night (about 3 hours) **Environment** – Friend’s bedroom, dinner table, outside in the city, inside stores and bar **Target** – Me and pal **Duration of Effects** – 3 hours * * * **Monday March 23** Bottle 9 The. Finals. Are. Finally. Over. This means I can finally resume my social life for a total of 7 days ! You heard it right, seven **WHOLE** days. Just imagine all the Jeopardy reruns I can fit in during that extensive time period. I used up half my bottle of **numero 9** already. I’m not even sure how, since it’s the same level as mx135 and I’ve certainly used _that_ much more. ( and have gained little knowledge in truly understanding neither of them ) It has dawned on me that the deeper I delve into the “ Ohemgee PHEROMONE ENTHUSIASTS ONLY !!11” section of the Androtics line, the longer it’s taking for me to figure it out. No shit, I guess… **Bottle 9** still smells amazingly like celery. However, I’m currently convinced that everyone likes the smell of celery peroxide. So far, I’ve started up some nice conversation with this. I almost dare say the word charisma ? to describe this. Because normally when it comes to starting conversations with people I don’t know too well, I tend to answer with something inspiring, like “ uhh..hahaha..? uh…“ But **b9** gets me talking, and helps my mouth deliver what my brain means to say, instead of turning things into an awkward clusterfcuk of words. I don’t feel as worn out and tired as I usually do, during the day. Cheerful. I feel more confident socially and from what I’ve noticed, it has the same effect on others around me. The quiet ones talked and opened up much more, and I constantly see consistency with my last report. People are more upbeat and easier going. I hear A LOT of laughter around me, which is rare especially during the final stretch of the last semester. I’d like to say **b9** makes me social. To be honest with you, I was nervous about being able to guess the correct self effects. Afterall, I don’t think anyone has stepped in and said “ You’re on the right track !! “ which can only mean that I’ve silenced the powers that be into a state of embarrassed shock with how totally wrong wrong wrong I am. But hey ! … Alright I’ve got nothing, but I’ll hold on to my “ But I’m a unique individual with complex sensitivities !” card for when I find out what these babies are. **Sprays** – Bottle 9 3 sprays, a fourth one added 3 hours later **Environment** – Cafeteria Table with fellow students, 1-3 feet away **Target** – Myself and other students (around 25-30 years old ) **Effects duration** – I felt it wear out around three hours, and then I’m back to my tired self. * * * **Wednesday March 25** Bottle 9 I have yet to finish testing this bottle, but I will however mention what happened today - the results were somewhat …negative, to say the least. When I wonder about the consistency of my **B9** results thus far however, I’ve been somewhat satisfied even with today’s craptastic report. **Sprays:** B9, 3 sprays - all near chest area **Targets :** Me and Brother **Environment :** Bar **Time of day:** Night ( its a pretty big deal for me to add this little detail in - I an usually very fatigued at this time of day ) **Distance** - 3 feet **Effects Lasted:** 2-3 hours I’ll begin with saying that I got into a fight with my brother, at a local bar ( no, not a bar fight ! ). When I first sprayed the bleachy yumminess that is **B9** , I felt energized again. Things are going good so far, and I’ve been feeling the same way I’ve previously reported. I’m awake and feeling good, for once. Me and the brother arrive at Bar. Started talking ourselves into a rather frail and upsetting territory, and I noticed the mood slipping. Fast. And no matter what means I used to mentally regain the feelings of the nice relaxing evening, I was already irritated - at him, even going so far as blaming him for what could have been a great night. The difference here, from when I usually get angry is that I was talking ( perhaps spitting?) about a mile a minute. This reminds me of the clarity I get when I reported\*\* B9 \*\*earlier this week - I’m more talkative in a sharper way, and much much more articulate, which, when combined with my angry hence snarky attitude means I’ll gladly kick the walls of the bar down and take no hostages. I also have to mention that I’m not usually like this with my brother, AT ALL. He is much older than me and extremely opinionated. Having been a bartender for many years, he’s acquired some sort of asshole persona that he can switch on and off, at will. To further my point ( that **b9** gave me the balls to get lippy)- when we use to argue as kids, Im usually left crying in my room in a hiccupy mess while he sits in his, cockily telling my livid mom " Thats what that bitch gets ". Tonight, was completely different. I was able to quickly calculate where the conversation was heading and retorting like-wise rather than get caught up in the emotional trip. So, in temporary conclusion I’ll add that while **B9** tends to give me a more lively and happy-go-lucky vibe, it also helps ease conversations. Or you know, arguements. * * * **Monday, March 30** **BOTTLE 3** I’m past due for reporting this particular one. This might not be a full report, but I’d like to voice what I think of it so far in a small test run I’ve had. I’d like to know if maybe I’m heading in the right direction with this one, mark 😛 **Sprays** - B3, 1 spray on neck + 1 spray about 8 hours later **Environment** - Movie, long car ride **Distance** - Very close contact, practically side by side **Targets** - Myself and the boyfriend **Effects lasted** - Couldn’t really determine I had a nice little dinner date with the boyfriend, today. We went to go watch a movie, and took a nice drive down Kelly Drive since the weather was less disgusting than it usually was ( which doesn’t say much, sorry Philly ) The smell is… somewhat difficult to get over. I feel as though I should be applying it on a cut or bruise than… on my neck, really unless rubbing alcohol is totally “in”. It does fade after some time, though. This is… mellow. Alittle spacey. This is where I make a comparison to Spaceland but I cant because I haven’t had the time to buy the darn thing yet ☹ ( watch, it’ll be out of stock when I make my rounds!) It was a great phero/mix/putative/whatever for the relaxing long ride. I lost my cell phone today, and couldnt even care less. Im not sure if **B3** is responsible… Same goes for the long long shift I have in approximately 5 hours. ( I just sprayed another one, about 8 hours apart ) Im feeling good. However, I’d like to try this in the high stress environment, like say work. Maybe it’ll have a completely different persona. * * * **New Update !!,** **April 13th** **BOTTLE 3** Thank god Easter is finally over. My parents have had the chance to meet up with my boyfriend’s parents over Easter, an event during which I wanted to resume fetal position under a table, and cover my eyes. There were two good things that happened during this momentous train wreck - A. My parents have now been officially introduced to my boyfriend’s parents, hence adding a whole level of “seriousness” to our relationship ( well, in _ **their** _ eyes, anyway ) B. I have reached tremendous new heights of embarrassment, ensuring my newly found confidence in other normal things that would of typically made me shy. Suddenly, \*other things don’t seem so bad. With my spring quarter starting, Ive had to opportunity to test **B3** out in the kitchen ! I’ve only been to class a few days ago, so this one is fairly recent ( then again, considering my habit of reporting things that happened weeks ago … ) I’d like to extend my last report of b3 because I’ve noticed, again, that I tend to space out and become mellow. The reason for this spaceyness, surprisingly, is because my focus takes pin point precision. Minutes from spraying this baby on, my friend’s voice became louder, reached me with more clarity. It was somewhat distracting because the change was so noticeable and sudden, for me. My senses seemed to sharpen, and I momentarily forgot my usual tiredness. I almost felt cuddly, too. Of course, I’m not sure how the spray could have incited that response for me, so I’l leave that speculation alone until I notice it again. But I felt that I should mention that. During the lecture, I found myself easily paying attention instead of scrawling doodles on a corner of my notebook. I was more observant with my food, making it easy for me to pick up on a consomme’s “doneness”. I DID noticed that I had a tendency to hang over the stove that day ( what we call “watching the food”) rather than running around, trying to multi task. I am unsure about people’s reactions. I was in a new quarter with completely new people, so Im afraid of saying anything about them under a poor understanding of how these classmates act, _normally._ I’m not so sure about using **b3** socially, however. It doesn’t seem so fun to me, as it came off on me more with a dazed seriousness that I dont normally associate with “fun” and “happy”. **Sprays** - B3, 1 spray on neck (50 mcg) **Environment** - Kitchen, Classroom environment **Distance** - Very close contact, practically side by side **Targets** - Myself, possibly some classmates **Effects lasted** - 3 hours I wonder if I should ask Mark about some of my earlier bottles. I’m getting pretty curious about them… --- _[View the full topic](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/three-blind-mice/27107)._