# Tigerlilly's Reports **URL:** \ **Category:** Women's Journals\ **Created:** [March 2, 2009, 7:48pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666 "2009-03-02T19:48:32Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 20\ **Page:** 18
**Author:** ![Tigerlilly](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tigerlilly/32/2257_2.png) [@Tigerlilly](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tigerlilly)\ **Post date:** [May 31, 2009, 2:23am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/341 "2009-05-31T02:23:38Z")
> [@Lor](#): > > i cant speak for anyone else, > but you cant separate whether or not betanol instigated something that had started _prior_ to you using it ! 😉 > > did betanol instigate it? > it was in a process that didnt start _that_ day … > > did betanol instigate a _particular_ moment? > maybe that day > betanol _exaggerated_ it. > > to instigate to me would mean there wasnt _that_ before. > > maybe all betanol did was to show you what was already happening? > focussed your attention to what was in a process? > > all i know for sure is that betanol is one of my best friends. > i have it in 25mu. > > LOVE IT. > > i havent found an instance where it was NOT complimentary to everything i have ever worn. > personally, > when i read others having issues with betanol causing too much talk, > all i can think is that they havent found their sweet spot with it yet. > > it does more intimacy-creating for me than too much talk. > it causes _quality_ over _quantity_. > > just my opinion. yes. that. 😛 😉 Edit : Good morning - now I can type more. 😉 Perhaps I should have said “inspired” or “drawn out” or “instigated this occurrence/revelation?” NO, betanol and pheros are NOT responsible for LIFE. ---
**Author:** ![Tigerlilly](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tigerlilly/32/2257_2.png) [@Tigerlilly](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tigerlilly)\ **Post date:** [May 31, 2009, 5:51pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/342 "2009-05-31T17:51:43Z")
> [@Lor](#): > > i cant qualify who i am with a job.☹ > this is probably why i dont keep one for more than a few years before i move on.🙄 > > i dont think anyone truely knows what tomorow plans for them > but they can know what their _own_ intentions are. > > i cant relate to someone else having a say in my day, > but i can relate to someone not treating me well > and knowing that my belief that someone CAN do that to me > helped to inspire it. > > i guess if i believed a job or skill would keep me alive id learn martial arts or medicine. > > many do. > > the only way i can take this > is if i say > my job gives me money > i buy the food > and my skill to cook it keeps me alive 😃 Think more like me/what I “do.” I work in an industry where we hunt Very Bad People. We use a lot of tactics to accomplish this. Many times, I am on the “front lines,” if you will. (or “behind enemy lines,” even) Being able to size someone up, read their intentions, thought paradigms (not thoughts! 😛) actions, spoken language - in an _instant_ - can, and has been, the difference between staying alive and … not. THATS what I mean there. Its a hard habit to break, when you’ve bet your life on your skill, much more than once or twice. not quite what you were thinking, me thinks… 😉 ---
**Author:** ![Lor](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lor/32/759_2.png) [@Lor](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Lor)\ **Post date:** [June 1, 2009, 1:16am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/343 "2009-06-01T01:16:53Z")
> [@Tigerlilly](#): > > Think more like me/what I “do.” > > I work in an industry where we hunt Very Bad People. > > We use a lot of tactics to accomplish this. Many times, I am on the “front lines,” if you will. (or “behind enemy lines,” even) > > Being able to size someone up, read their intentions, thought paradigms (not thoughts! 😛) actions, spoken language - in an _instant_ - can, and has been, the difference between staying alive and … not. > > THATS what I mean there. > > Its a hard habit to break, when you’ve bet your life on your skill, much more than once or twice. > > not quite what you were thinking, me thinks… 😉 actually,it is. i have learned lots of habits through different jobs, but i dont identify with them. im not sure they last past the job itself, but the only way i know that is because my SO brings that to my attention (“you used to do this but now you do that” LOL) what i see you saying is that you believe your skill determines life or death for you. your job is responsible for that belief (if i got you correctly) if you were no longer IN that job, would that skill even matter? or do you believe in very bad people nomatter what? i.e. if you worked at a daycare instead, would any of these habits ever come into play? maybe i dont have habits from any particular job because i dont stay in them long enough to be a part of me. or maybe your job is who you are with or without it being your employment… thats prolly a more accurate asessment? meh. we prolly just gravitate to employment that mirrors our beliefs and/or habits anyway. 🙄 ---
**Author:** ![bosshank](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/91b2a8/32.png) [@bosshank](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bosshank)\ **Post date:** [June 1, 2009, 2:00am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/344 "2009-06-01T02:00:46Z")
> [@Lor](#): > > maybe your job is who you are with or without it being your employment… > thats prolly a more accurate asessment? > > we prolly just gravitate to employment that mirrors our beliefs and/or habits anyway. I think you see this with a lot of people who are very successful and enjoy what they do. That is why you get the phrase “they were born to do …”. Some people have certain personal qualtities, charateristics, natural abilities or skills that lend themselves towards certain jobs. When they find those jobs … you can have a winning combination. ---
**Author:** ![Lor](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lor/32/759_2.png) [@Lor](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Lor)\ **Post date:** [June 1, 2009, 3:16am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/345 "2009-06-01T03:16:42Z")
> [@bosshank](#): > > I think you see this with a lot of people who are very successful and enjoy what they do. That is why you get the phrase “they were born to do …”. > > Some people have certain personal qualtities, charateristics, natural abilities or skills that lend themselves towards certain jobs. When they find those jobs … you can have a winning combination. - while\* they enjoy it, its a winner. i agree ! ---
**Author:** ![Tigerlilly](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tigerlilly/32/2257_2.png) [@Tigerlilly](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tigerlilly)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 4:48am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/346 "2009-06-03T04:48:23Z")
Went to see Medic McSteamy Muscles tonight - didn’t even pretend to have a reason. Just went. 😉 He is no longer surprised to see me ever! He totally rolls with it - “Hi Tigerlilly. What’s new?” Had a wonderfully long chat, all about our lives, what was new, etc. He’s still overworked. His new house is coming along great, and he’s finally done with most of his work on it. He also reported back that the wine that I gave him eons ago was great. Apparently he just cracked the bottle of white a few days ago. Wore 150mcg of [P74](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p74/). (yep, that’s right) 2 sprays Shine The conversation was easy, laid back and fun. he was _very_ interested in what was new in my life, and my professional advancements. He also readily volunteered information regarding his work/employees. After a half an hour, his body language changed. We had been engaged the whole time - talking straigth to each other, looking in each others eyes, etc. He was still somewhat busy. Checked some phone messages, answered an email or two, but made me a part of it all. (read me the emails and we laughed at them, ie) However, his body language all of a sudden became nervous and flustered. He was facing me directly, talking directly to me, no longer futzing. We were talking about him getting a dog and some other BS. Nothing deep and heavy. But he was looking me in the eyes, and then rubbing his left hand up and down his right arm, alternately leaning into me and leaning back into his chair. He rubbed his face with his hands and set his face in his hands, looking at me. The atmosphere seemed to change - it seemed _deep_ all of a sudden. Very connected. The atmosphere changed from an office and a quick chat over lunch to two connected people sharing an intimate conversation. Hard to tear our eyes away. Emotional. Soft smiles on his part - massive, massive confidence and soft eyes + small smile + deeply connected feeling on my part. (P74 has a reliable confidence feature built into it - or a huge “who cares” streak, which translates into confidence and balls to the wall action.) He started checking his watch, but _not_ in an impatient way. Almost, I would hesitate to say, reluctantly. He allowed our chat/“lunch” to go _over_ the time limit that he gives for the students - something he _never_ does. Ever. When it was time for him to go back to teaching, he was walking out of the office, and looked back to see me still sitting the, not making a move to go, smiled, and then went to teach. In the past, especially early on, he would hustle me out and walk me to the door, very nicely and politely. I was actually getting ready to go, but he seemed to have no problem with me staying, happily sitting in his office. I followed him into the classroom and watched him proctor an exam to the students. He looked over to me a _significant_ amount, and interacted with me in front of the students. He would come and stand in the back with me 80% of the time. Of course, I then get a crackberry message and have to go back into work-mode. 🙄 Weird thing he did during the exam: after chatting to me for a bit, hanging around me, he started to stretch _a lot._ Then went over to a side table, laid out flat on it, and stretched his back for all he was worth. Stood up, and continued stretching for the whole, especially near me. We kept chatting and lightly joking. I found out he HAS NOT SEEN STAR TREK!!! Massive, Massive FAIL! I told him so - he found it amusing. He “claims” to be a Star Trek fan, but _clearly_… 🙄 I informed him I have seen it 4 times. He was a bit surprised… and giggled quite a bit… His computer crashed in the middle of the exam, and I needed to get going back to work. He was also starting to give me funny raised eyebrow looks, like, “what are you still doing here?” But not saying anything, and definitely not irritated at all. Probably was more curious about my various reactions to my crackberry messages. Left him a note in his office that Duty Called, was sorry his computer froze, told him to see Star Trek and to get a massage. Said See you Soon, too. 😉 Whats up with the stretching? Boy he hung out with me a lot, hmm? 😉 Weird body language in the office too. Veddy Veddy Interesting! ---
**Author:** ![Tigerlilly](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tigerlilly/32/2257_2.png) [@Tigerlilly](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tigerlilly)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 4:49am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/347 "2009-06-03T04:49:50Z")
Ooookaaayyyy - Crisis!!! Was invited _last minute_ to a high school reunion _this Saturday._ Dont know if I am going. Dont know if Texas McBlues would come. Dont know what to wear. Have TONS of people to FLOOR and impress if I DO go… Suggestions??? 😃 ---
**Author:** ![Lor](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lor/32/759_2.png) [@Lor](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Lor)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 5:03am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/348 "2009-06-03T05:03:21Z")
i cannot reply to the [P74](https://pheromonelabs.com/product/p74/) thing. the reunion, oh my! if it were me, i wouldnt play around. i would stick to what has given me the most consistant reactions (notice i didnt say _best_) for me that would be instant sexiness A. i literally get told i smell good. when it comes to big deals, i dont play around, i go for whats consistant. there are “bonding” pheros and flattering pheros in there. an additonal yummy cover wouldnt hurt,either.😉 ---
**Author:** ![Tigerlilly](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tigerlilly/32/2257_2.png) [@Tigerlilly](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tigerlilly)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 5:34am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/349 "2009-06-03T05:34:10Z")
Precisely what I was thinking… and my IS/a is spiked with some serious cops too… I’ve seen a lot of the ladies here mix MX135 and IS/a with great results. Sort of a “look at me” popularity potion, with spiked TAL and 'nols/sexiness. Might test run that on myself to see how it goes… If successful, i think that might be a winning combo… ---
**Author:** ![Lor](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lor/32/759_2.png) [@Lor](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Lor)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 6:03am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/350 "2009-06-03T06:03:15Z")
> [@Tigerlilly](#): > > Precisely what I was thinking… and my IS/a is spiked with some serious cops too… > > I’ve seen a lot of the ladies here mix MX135 and IS/a with great results. Sort of a “look at me” popularity potion, with spiked TAL and 'nols/sexiness. Might test run that on myself to see how it goes… > > If successful, i think that might be a winning combo… definately try it before using it. MX135 and IS/A actually make no sense to put together. its basically a kitchen-sink without singled-out pheros leading your company in any particular direction. MX135 is TAH heavy. IS/A is TAL heavy it would be like putting on everything you own but wanting a specific reaction… my only advice: try it first. id also be interested to know who is enjoying the “sink mix”. source is _everything._ ---
**Author:** ![bosshank](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/b/91b2a8/32.png) [@bosshank](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/bosshank)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 10:43am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/351 "2009-06-03T10:43:39Z")
> [@Tigerlilly](#): > > Crisis!!! > > Was invited _last minute_ to a high school reunion _this Saturday._ > > Dont know if I am going. > Dont know if Texas McBlues would come. > Dont know what to wear. ROTFLMAO. Those life and death decisions we make every day … lol. > [@Lor](#): > > source is _everything._ Ain’t that the truth … ---
**Author:** ![Lor](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lor/32/759_2.png) [@Lor](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Lor)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 12:49pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/352 "2009-06-03T12:49:41Z")
> [@bosshank](#): > > ROTFLMAO. Those life and death decisions we make every day … lol. > > Ain’t that the truth … Tigerlily makes serious life and death decisions everyday, but THIS one has her asking for _advice_ 😃😛😃 (seriously, with a job like yours we have to tease you,Tigerlily!) ---
**Author:** ![Tigerlilly](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tigerlilly/32/2257_2.png) [@Tigerlilly](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tigerlilly)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 3:46pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/353 "2009-06-03T15:46:41Z")
LOL 😃 I know, I know… but at least you CAN advise on THIS one… imagine if I came here asking for all my OTHER advice! 😉 I’ve actually seen a user here who I respect have some good luck with mixing the 135 and IS/a. if it was just noobs and weirdos I wouldn’t care. (Come on, telling ME in INTEL about sourcing your info? It’s like you’re thinking I’ll do an Iraq!!) 😉 But YES, it’s a total Kitchen Sink mix, to the max. Doesn’t seem to make sense, but then again, it’s probably just a majorly amplified version of when we wear TAL and TAH on the inside/outside to balance out or congruent natures. Or the best girl ever - TAH and TAL in near-equilibrium… or it’s a big fat mess. 😕 😉 ---
**Author:** ![Tigerlilly](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tigerlilly/32/2257_2.png) [@Tigerlilly](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tigerlilly)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 3:47pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/354 "2009-06-03T15:47:32Z")
> [@bosshank](#): > > ROTFLMAO. Those life and death decisions we make every day … lol. Hey! Much more scary was going in to see Medic McSteamy Muscles again! 😃 ---
**Author:** ![madison](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/madison/32/546_2.png) [@madison](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/madison)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 3:57pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/355 "2009-06-03T15:57:01Z")
One of my favorite combos is is/a,mx135! ---
**Author:** ![Lor](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lor/32/759_2.png) [@Lor](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Lor)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 4:23pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/356 "2009-06-03T16:23:05Z")
> [@](#): > > LOL > > [http://www.pheromonetalk.com/womens-journals/images/smilies/biggrin.gif](http://www.pheromonetalk.com/womens-journals/images/smilies/biggrin.gif) > > I know, I know… but at least you CAN advise on THIS one… imagine if I came here asking for all my OTHER advice! > > [http://www.pheromonetalk.com/womens-journals/images/smilies/wink.gif](http://www.pheromonetalk.com/womens-journals/images/smilies/wink.gif) you wouldnt be here, if we did that 🙄 thank gawd you have more sense… anyhoo, looking forward to your results on the sink mix. will watch closely 🙂 ---
**Author:** ![Tigerlilly](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/tigerlilly/32/2257_2.png) [@Tigerlilly](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Tigerlilly)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 7:36pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/357 "2009-06-03T19:36:35Z")
Wont be anytime over the next few days - Need some serious betanol/EST combos at the moment… BIG convo tonight - Might be “single” in the AM… 🙄 ---
**Author:** ![madison](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/madison/32/546_2.png) [@madison](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/madison)\ **Post date:** [June 3, 2009, 8:30pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/358 "2009-06-03T20:30:30Z")
Hope things turn out for the best ---
**Author:** ![OoohYahhh](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/ooohyahhh/32/1274_2.png) [@OoohYahhh](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/OoohYahhh)\ **Post date:** [June 4, 2009, 7:58am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/359 "2009-06-04T07:58:00Z")
> [@Tigerlilly](#): > > Wont be anytime over the next few days - Need some serious betanol/EST combos at the moment… > > BIG convo tonight - Might be “single” in the AM… 🙄 Aw shit, not you too! Must be the phase of the moon or the alignment of planets. Or is this like some virus that’s going around? OoohYahhh ---
**Author:** ![Lor](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/lor/32/759_2.png) [@Lor](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Lor)\ **Post date:** [June 4, 2009, 2:26pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/tigerlillys-reports/26666/360 "2009-06-04T14:26:13Z")
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