# Xocide's Daily Life **URL:** \ **Category:** Men's Journals\ **Created:** [October 15, 2011, 2:49am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841 "2011-10-15T02:49:57Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 11\ **Page:** 2
**Author:** ![Xocide](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/x/e8c25b/32.png) [@Xocide](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Xocide)\ **Post date:** [November 1, 2011, 3:13pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841/22 "2011-11-01T15:13:48Z")
> [@1Alpha](#): > > Good to see your still around, Xocide! Did you do the testing with 4 sprays of AMMO? Did it get better or you start to OD (Other than Desired result)? > > I was curious if you still got that flashing brain thing with AMMO of future applications. That sounded funny in a peculiar way! > > šŸ™‚ Haha canā€™t get rid of me that easly! šŸ˜› And Iā€™m currently testing 4 sprays of AMMO, Iā€™m getting mixed results however. Though I donā€™t think I have expperienced OD yet with 4. Iā€™ll keep looking around and seeing what happens on the days leading up to next monday and do a large post (hopefully). As for the brain flashing! Haha, I havnā€™t had the chance to test that out again. I rarely smoke, but next time I do Iā€™ll make sure to spray 4 sprays on, and post the results. Definitly be fun to see if other mones have different effects. See yah on monday! ---
**Author:** ![Xocide](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/x/e8c25b/32.png) [@Xocide](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Xocide)\ **Post date:** [November 2, 2011, 1:19am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841/23 "2011-11-02T01:19:03Z")
> [@ballzan](#): > > Do you have 1x ammo and 1x IS then? Also are the 2 sprays on you chest of ammo under your shirt? Last question being how old are you, I am 20 and donā€™t want to OD on the ammo, but it sounds like you arenā€™t much older if you are in classes. Yes All the mones I use are the regular strength. I donā€™t currently have the money to buy more. But OD is not bad! keep going up in the number of sprays you use each week by 1. Once you get OD effects, the next week just bump back down to the last number of sprays that worked the best. OD lets you know how far you can take the mones. Without knowing how many sprays make you OD, youā€™ll never know if your getting your moneyā€™s worth. Find your sweet spot (max number of sprays before OD starts) and use it! You wonā€™t regret it šŸ™‚ As for the ammo, yes the 2 shots are under a shirt, at some times two shirts. The smell is still quite potent, as to how much a shirt or two stops diffusion I have no clue. Iā€™m 21, and a senior in college. So far I have been wearing 4 sprays of AMMO the past week. I havenā€™t posted mainly due to to a busy schedule. Umā€¦ overall I seem to get mixed results. Iā€™m gona be continuing 4 sprays for the rest of this week and posting the results sometime between Friday and Monday next week. Iā€™ve been doing two sprays to chest one to throat / one to back of neck. Iā€™ve been getting hits, but from chicks that are too far to smell the mones. Tomorrow I have Photo, and Iā€™ll be in a small cramped darkroom, Lets see how 4 sprays work! My current reaction to 4 sprays is that Iā€™m pushing it. From a distance I get hits, but up close chicks seem to be disinterested in me. If 3 is my sweet spot, I cannot wait to test out sprays of TuTH at school next week šŸ˜› ---
**Author:** ![ballzan](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/ballzan/32/558_2.png) [@ballzan](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/ballzan)\ **Post date:** [November 2, 2011, 1:59am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841/24 "2011-11-02T01:59:32Z")
> [@Xocide](#): > > Yes All the mones I use are the regular strength. I donā€™t currently have the money to buy more. But OD is not bad! keep going up in the number of sprays you use each week by 1. Once you get OD effects, the next week just bump back down to the last number of sprays that worked the best. OD lets you know how far you can take the mones. Without knowing how many sprays make you OD, youā€™ll never know if your getting your moneyā€™s worth. Find your sweet spot (max number of sprays before OD starts) and use it! You wonā€™t regret it šŸ™‚ > > As for the ammo, yes the 2 shots are under a shirt, at some times two shirts. The smell is still quite potent, as to how much a shirt or two stops diffusion I have no clue. > > Iā€™m 21, and a senior in college. So far I have been wearing 4 sprays of AMMO the past week. I havenā€™t posted mainly due to to a busy schedule. Umā€¦ overall I seem to get mixed results. Iā€™m gona be continuing 4 sprays for the rest of this week and posting the results sometime between Friday and Monday next week. > > Iā€™ve been doing two sprays to chest one to throat / one to back of neck. Iā€™ve been getting hits, but from chicks that are too far to smell the mones. Tomorrow I have Photo, and Iā€™ll be in a small cramped darkroom, Lets see how 4 sprays work! My current reaction to 4 sprays is that Iā€™m pushing it. From a distance I get hits, but up close chicks seem to be disinterested in me. If 3 is my sweet spot, I cannot wait to test out sprays of TuTH at school next week šŸ˜› College is the perfect place for testing! Iā€™m a sophomore at a community college right now and will be transfering to a university where I will actually have some decent looking girls in most of my classes, so thatā€™s when most my testing will be done. ---
**Author:** ![Xocide](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/x/e8c25b/32.png) [@Xocide](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Xocide)\ **Post date:** [November 2, 2011, 2:10am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841/25 "2011-11-02T02:10:55Z")
> [@ballzan](#): > > College is the perfect place for testing! Iā€™m a sophomore at a community college right now and will be transfering to a university where I will actually have some decent looking girls in most of my classes, so thatā€™s when most my testing will be done. Best of luck dude! If you got any more questions just leave a post here or send me a PM! ---
**Author:** ![Xocide](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/x/e8c25b/32.png) [@Xocide](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Xocide)\ **Post date:** [November 5, 2011, 5:03am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841/26 "2011-11-05T05:03:14Z")
So, Missed classes pretty much all day Wednesday due to food poisoning.. so no final test of 4 sprays of Ammo. I might do 4 sprays Monday, but I wana play around with TuTH at school šŸ˜› So weā€™ll see how I feel when Monday rolls around. Though, throughout all this I have discovered something. Iā€™ve been walking around with my eyes closed or my head in the cloudsā€¦ I donā€™t know if the use of mones has just gotten myself used to holding my head high (personal effects of AMMO) when walking around, or what. But I have noticed that on days that I ware mones, I still get hits from chicks that are far away. Casual looks / Eye contact - head jerk away - slight look back into eye contact / eye contact and smiles (real smiles) / Eyes lighting up (dilating?) with my eye contact. And by the looks of it even on the days I donā€™t ware mones I get these, even at close proximity. One example was a few days back me and two friends went to burger king at night. I hadnā€™t taken a shower for two days nor used mones, so I knew I had none on me. But we walk in behind two girls (24 or so in age). One was meph, and wearing a white dress, the other was quite hot and was wearing tight jeans and a green vest jacket. We were standing behind them and the girl in white looks back and looks forward quickly. I walk off to the side (forget why) but when I turn around I see the chick in green starring me down. Eye contact for like a second or so. A few mins after they ordered, Iā€™m standing to the side of the order line. They walk by and pick the booth closest to me. The girl in green then gets up to get condiments. Iā€™m looking out the window near the condiments, and I notice that she isnā€™t looking down, sheā€™s looking up at my reflection in the glass. It was easy to tell due to how dark it was outside, the windows were piratically mirrors. Sorry for the ramble. I always have hard times writing up things on this site. I wana make things clear, but I donā€™t always seem to pull it off :3 Either way I have noticed a lot of hits from a distance and up close when not using mones. So if anything mones are having a lasting effect on me. Just over all making me more comfortable with walking around with my head high, more confident in my looks, and others seem to see the confidence. Only thing I need to work on now is getting better at initiating a conversation with a random chick and keeping it going while keeping it interesting. Dono how well Iā€™ll be able to practice that in VTā€¦ O yeah! I got laid last Saturday šŸ˜ƒ - Had a bonfire in our backyard, roughly 20 or so people, booze, lots of laughs! - (E) brought her friend up (M-2) and introduced her to me, course I was pretty drunk at the time, and I didnā€™t have the mental capacity to try and get a fun convo going. So I walked away, and didnā€™t see her for the rest of the night. - Going on 1 am I decided I had to crash, I was exhausted. So I downed two Advil and chugged a liter of water. - One hour later I get a text from (M) asking if I was awake. I didnā€™t reply, I only wanted to sleep. (M) then calls me saying that (M-2) thinks Iā€™m really cute, and she wants to come up and have sex. Me in my sleepy drunken state says ā€œOk sureā€ and hangs up. The second my head hits the pillow it hits me like a truck as to what she just said. I have never gone from being drunk to completely sober that fast before. So I get up, and I get a text from (M) again telling me (M-2) will be here in 10. - I smell like smoke BAD, I was dancing on top of a pallet on the bonfire earlier. So I change into some better clothes and put 1 spray of TuTH to my neck and a spray of IS to my wrists. Why? Dono, just had a feeling that I should. - Long story short, I got her turned on, REALLY turned on. I had bite marks on both sides of my throat big enough to be mistaken as bruises from being punched! It felt like she was going to rip my throat out XD She played and pulled on my hair like an animal, and the scratches on my back didnā€™t stop hurting till a few days ago. What prolly summed up everything and gave me the biggest boost of confidence was that the next day she told me that ā€œThereā€™s no way that was your first time, you were SO good! šŸ˜›ā€ Overall HUGE boost to confidence! It has completely changed how I am around random chicks. Iā€™m confident in my new found skills! Before, eye contact with a girl would make me look away. Now I look back with a strong being of confidence. No longer am I afraid of my first time being horrible, sucking at sex. I am good, and every chick who seeā€™s me will know it though how I hold myself! Also I want to say thank you to Alex Allman and his Book ā€œRevolutionary Sexā€. It gave some great tips I was able to try out. I think they worked šŸ˜› I definitely recommend his book for any guy. Now! Time to continue my march to being a social god! ---
**Author:** ![Xocide](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/x/e8c25b/32.png) [@Xocide](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Xocide)\ **Post date:** [November 6, 2011, 1:48am UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841/27 "2011-11-06T01:48:43Z")
Edited November 7th - Funny reading this, I always enjoy seeing the high effects when sober. Gives you a better perspective on things. Like [1Alpha](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/1Alpha) requested, I decided that after a long day of drawing for about 9 hours straight, that I wish to smoke some. And so here I am a toke in, and I thought "Hey! [1Alpha](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/1Alpha) wanted me to try spraying on the AMMO after I had smoked, wondering if I would get the same effects. So here I am, sky high and on mones! Mones: 1x spray of AMMO to neck (regular strength) So like prior I almost passed out again. Had to close my eyes and once more had the flashing brain thing. I felt like my heart was beating out of my chest like in the loonytune cartoons. And in my head, I felt my brain change. Like it turned from being shy and quiet to all I wana do is fucking party my ass off!!! _Listens to Trance Music_. I feel like Iā€™d have all the right moves for the chicks, and I am an amazing dancer. The Smell of the mones at first is BAM FRIGHT IN THE F\*\*\*ING KISSER!!! That last for like 15 seconds (Normally where I almost pass out) from there you hit more of a constant steady- medium flow smell. This is where you are coming down and get a bunch of ideas as to what you should be doing at that point in time (For me it was to listen to Trance music). Next stage you donā€™t smell it any more, but your nose feels dry so you donā€™t really smell any thing at all. Also in this stage you act on the decision you just previously decided on in stage 2 (At the moment I am listing to loud trance music and dancing in my chair! I feel like a player!) This lasts as long as the high it self. Finally you have a slow drop back down to your normal self. Short Version: -Train: Hit you in the face HARD smell, Extremely strong high inducer. (15 sec) -Steady-flow: However long it takes you to pick a thing to do (less than 1 second - 5 seconds) -Act: Initiate the previous decision on what to do. (Entire High) -Drop: Drop from party self to normal self. (10- 30 mins) Damn itā€™s hard to type right nowā€¦ very hard to stop my self from dancing in my chair, and focusing on typing. Moving on I seem to wish to act on the desire, with an extreme need. I need to get up and dance will will most likely do that sooā€¦ ok Iā€™m back and feel like I let go of a large burden by filling the desire. my mind is still set on dancing but but as strongly anymore. * * * ## Same Night about 3 mins after last post. Mones: 10 inhales of a314 Bottle under nose. Instantly mello. Really melloā€¦ Have 0 urge to dance. Only want to sit here and type with a mature look on my face, a studious feeling. I feel like a boss, and no one questions me! Or like the guy at the club who doesnā€™t dance but you can tell heā€™s still the king of the place. (5 mins) Starting to come down from that feeling, and going back to my original ā€œGot to Partyā€ mode. (1 min) _Remember I didnā€™t apply the a314 to under my nose! I only inhaled with the bottle near me nose!_ So i am now void of all a314. All i smell now is AMMO. * * * ## Second test Mones: 1x spray of mx297 to neck. All i smell is mint, and some sort of tropical drinkā€¦ I feel calm, smooth, mellowed out. I still am dancing, but itā€™s calmer, more smooth flowing. I donā€™t feel tired but I feel like Iā€™m gona fall asleep but my eyes are wide open. (lasts length of high) * * * ## Third Test Mones: 10 more inhales of a314 Mega Mellow feel. * * * ## Fourth Test Mones: 1 spray of TuTH to under neck (regular strength) I feel crafty, cunning, I can make a chick dance, by just looking at her. I feel much more sexual, like the king of the jungle. (Lasts length of high) * * * So over all right now I feel like dancing (and are so), but I have a slight mellow feel, so my dancing is smoother to the music. Also I feel like the king of the club. Thats the mix of: 1x spray of AMMO to neck (regular strength) 1x spray of mx297 to neck. 1 spray of TuTH to under neck (regular strength) I just noticed that I always seem to put mx297 in different combinations I make, even though I always seem to get bad results with it. I know it does something, I can feel it, I just cannot figure out what that is for the love of me. Any one help here? What does mx297 do? Over all this is a nice feeling. A king of the party feel. Iā€™ll be back tomorrow to fix this up, so sorry if the wording is PDAKWBDV AF/. Xocide out! ---
**Author:** ![Xocide](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/x/e8c25b/32.png) [@Xocide](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Xocide)\ **Post date:** [November 7, 2011, 10:39pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841/28 "2011-11-07T22:39:50Z")
Day 20 (Nov 7, 2011) _Tempā€“_ \*\*L:\*\*30 \*\*H:\*\*50 - Cold, little to no wind. _Useingā€“_ **10am:** 1 Spray TUTH to neck and 1 Spray to chest _Effects Expectedā€“_ Not too sure really. Either Iā€™ll ghost, or get more looks, or no clue really. _Resultsā€“_ Got up late today, wasnā€™t able to take a shower. Took one yesterday and didnā€™t ware mones, so not really a problem. I was having a hard time of deciding whether or not I should do another week of 4 sprays AMMO, or move onto something else. Since I didnā€™t have much time I decided to do 2 sprays of TUTH. Iā€™m 21 and Iā€™ve heard itā€™s easy to OD with TuTH within my age range (Correct me if Iā€™m wrong). However itā€™s cold out and Iā€™m prolly gona be wearing a jacket for most of the day. Not to sure how much that will kill diffusion. Hit #1: (G) in my Adv Illustration class commented on my art during the critique and when I responded she turned around and gave what seemed to be a wink. Nothing else prevalent. _Day Summeryā€“_ Photo class today we were watching a move, so I didnā€™t get any time in the darkroom. That is normally my best time to test due to the small size of the room, and how you are always near each other. Maybe it was just an off day, but I felt like I was ghosted. Another test tomorrow! _Side Notesā€“_ None today. Advice as to what to use / try is greatly appreciated! ---
**Author:** ![Xocide](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/x/e8c25b/32.png) [@Xocide](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Xocide)\ **Post date:** [November 7, 2011, 11:15pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841/29 "2011-11-07T23:15:42Z")
## [Xocide's Daily Life - #27 by Xocide](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841/27) ## Sober Look back I get the feeling that when you smoke the mones arenā€™t intensified. Rather the effects that they normally give, are sped up. Your brain processes the mones at a very fast rate. If I understand mones correctly, they are a EoT (Effect over Time) product. The longer you are around a person wearing mones the more of the effects they feel / the stronger they fell them. I remember that AMMO gives me a bit of a head buzz along with a boost to confidence when I first spray it. It also mentally wakes me up some, not so much like I can remember things easier, but more that I am in tune with my surroundings. This mellows out over the day, however the effects that I felt when I smoked were exactly that. A HUGE boost to confidence, pretty much the instant I sprayed it on my neck, and a head buzz strong enough to nearly knock me out. I get the feeling that when you smoke the mones are processed at their full intensity right away rather then small amounts over a long period of time, later leading up to the full effect. The brain instantly shoots off the signals that go in line with the effects of the mone. Course these are just my effects. As to whether or not they are different with other people, I have no clue. I recommend giving it a try some time. I do not support drugs though! Test this at your own accord and own risk. I am not responsible for any negative effects (if there are any) that happen to anyone who tried to mimic these tests of mine. Be safe everyone! Iā€™ll make sure to post more results from my tests with smoke and mones. (I may start a side journal) ---
**Author:** ![Xocide](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/x/e8c25b/32.png) [@Xocide](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/Xocide)\ **Post date:** [December 1, 2011, 11:30pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841/30 "2011-12-01T23:30:49Z")
Been MIA for a whileā€¦ and gona go back to being MIA. Iā€™ll continue the journal during Christmas break in 2 weeks. I have way to much school work and finals to take care of atm. Talk to you all soon! ---
**Author:** ![1Alpha](https://sea2.discourse-cdn.com/flex016/user_avatar/pheromonetalk.com/1alpha/32/190_2.png) [@1Alpha](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/1Alpha)\ **Post date:** [December 2, 2011, 10:37pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841/31 "2011-12-02T22:37:32Z")
MIA??? Ahhā€¦ say it ainā€™t soā€¦ ! šŸ™‚ Hey, enjoy your family and friends, bud, and please do come back and let us know how those little mones worked out for you! šŸ˜‰ ---
**Author:** ![SteveO](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/s/87869e/32.png) [@SteveO](https://pheromonetalk.com/u/SteveO)\ **Post date:** [December 5, 2011, 9:59pm UTC](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841/32 "2011-12-05T21:59:32Z")
School is important, but mones can help you get through a lot of it. IH and IShine works remarkably on finals. I used them often when I was taking my classes. [Previous page](https://pheromonetalk.com/t/xocides-daily-life/52841.md?page=1)