I didn’t think I did, but maybe so 
I have a good sized community service event tomorrow, and of course the problem is that I will be mostly outdoors. I will see still if it possible to get some affects. There is a dinner with a small group afterward, so I may bring a bit of something for testing sake later…I’m still on over hours so this is maybe the first bit of social life in some weeks.
I might give P78 another go, not sure for tomorrow.
P78 outdoor: a LIL bit of New
As expected not a huge result to report on the sprays of P78 applied to neck and wrist as I was outside.
2x neck 1x wrist.
I did however receive a message on Monday from one of the organizers saying how great it was to see me. I wouldn’t count this as a hit otherwise but I had noticed that in the early parts of the event this gentlemen ended up in my group an later smaller workgroup. So he ensured to remain nearby despite the chilly day.
P122: a LIL bit of New
MONDAY 8FEB
Test & Applications:
4 sprays, which is a lot for a first test
2x sprays to chest, 1x wrist, 1x spray inner thigh-
Scent:
Neroli 6%
Self-Effects:
I was happy and jovial all day, and for a Monday that is certainly saying something..
Environment:
Office, ~72F
Observations:
GK: Was in an amazingly happy mood today and joked a lot. If I didn’t know better I’d suggest he was flirting, but he is just in a very happy mood, as everyone seemed to be today. At one point later in the day he actually leaned against me a bit while trying to see who I was messaging on the office system. I had actually laughed several times from jokes a friend in another building was sending.
Walking down the hallway someone remarked that I was all smiles today and in a jolly mood for a Monday. I think the quote was that I was always smiles or something to the effect.
Heading back to my desk someone called my name and I made a childlike sneaky face and waved…I was in a very good mood apparently, but I made the guy laugh which was pretty fun.
Duration:
~7-8 hours using my usual moisture routine
P122 D2: a LIL bit of New
TUESDAY 9FEB
Test & Applications:
3 sprays, 2x sprays to chest, 1x spray inner thigh-
Scent:
Nerolie 6%
Self-Effects:
I was content all day and in a light-hearted mood still. I don’t feel as productive as I could be, but working on that…not sure if it’s the pheromone or the kind of antsiness…which could also be the ph.
Environment:
Office, ~72F
Observations:
I didn’t notice as vibrant affects as yesterday, but people were in an overall happy and jovial mood. I may up the anty for tomorrow as with yesterday but boost with SA Jasmin or Hedione.
ING: offered to make a run for breakfast and even called to ensure we all had our preference.
G1: ensured to give me a hard time prior to fetching lunch for all of us.
GK: again full of jokes today and in a very good mood, but he has a new lady friend who seems to be keeping him happy. He referred to me about a work issue prior to the day’s end so there is definately a level of respect here despite the jokes, so I am grateful. He also spent a good deal of time playing the jokester, so more of the same with him here.
Duration:
~7-8 hours using my usual moisture routine
P122 4x: a LIL bit of New
WEDNESDAY 10FEB
Test & Applications:
4 sprays, 2x sprays to chest,1x spray back of neck 1x spray inner thigh-
Scent:
Nerolie 6%
Self-Effects:
Still pretty happy all day and quite content so this might be a happy mix mone for me, it seems to bring joviality to those around me and keep the mood light-hearted.
In the early part of the morning it seemed as if I was cranky which wore off as the day progressed.
Environment:
Office, ~72F
Observations:
It was actually a very weird sort of test, the type of thing that probably should warrant a retest at a later date.
In the earliest part of the morning no less than four people in my direct vicinity seemed to suffer from the same lack of excitement toward others as I did, which we all jested about in office message system, so it is hard to say we were cranky, but more that we were less tolerant toward our department neighbors in the row of cubes. In addition at one point later in the day someone cried at work, and the oddity of this…no one knows why…though it is likely accounting to sleep deprivation.
GK: In the later part of the day on the way out I playfully slighted GK who promised I’d regret if tomorrow, which I am almost certain will involve some office prant of some sort in the morning, but at least he laughed a bit and spirits still good.
Duration:
~7-8 hours using my usual moisture routine
P122 5x: a LIL bit of New
THURSDAY 11FEB
Test & Applications: **
5 sprays, 2x sprays to chest,1x spray back of neck, 1x spray upper arrm, 1x spray inner thigh-
**
Scent:
Nerolie 6%
Self-Effects:
Quite content, not really tired much today, but also kind of skiving off at work. I am able to focus but I seem to more want to have fun and not sure if this is about the second month of over hours straight.
Environment:
Office, ~72F
Observations:
This PH seems to have similar affect in others as myself, yesterday I jokingly started a war apparently played the more than willing victim.
GK: definitely in fine spirits this morning. He has a new companion that has ensured him to be happier most days. I offered him a respectful nod to his seamlessly executed prank.
ING: during the day felt compelled to tell a story about he and his wife and at each point made extra effort to look in my direction when referenced how fit he looked all washed up and tidy. I couldn’t let that go at all and ensured to have a laugh out of it. Since we all work so closely there was nothing in it, but it’d be unfortunate if his ego clogged up production at all.
G1: made today’s lunch run and though I didn’t request anything brought me a bag of crisps
GJ: a new fellow to frequent my department often has lunch with GL. I had noticed in past weeks his hair changed more similiar to my own in style, just slightly, and wondered if there was a bit of mirroring happening here. He asked me directly for assistance in a matter and I helped as best I could for which he actually seemed glad. I wasn’t able to entirely solve the issue but seemed to help.
Yesterday and today it seemed as light as the mood was, people gave me a wide berth, 3-4 feet on the regular, though this may be just in my mind as GP and Sanaa both took comfortable seats behind me to speak with me. Shrug.
At any rate I think my optimum levels may be higher than two sprays but less that 4-5. I intend to mix this up a bit for tomorrow and see.
Duration:
~7-8 hours using my usual moisture routine
IG: a LIL bit of New
IG Strength 2x
TUESDAY 16FEB
Test & Applications:
2x 1/2 spray to chest, 2x spray inner thigh
Scent:
not sure, kind of a masculine smell, but very nice. I could get away with wearing this as a musk
Self-Effects:
I was in great spirits within 10-15 minutes. On the drive in to work I noticed I feel extremely confident and secure. Not like the sexy secure I feel when I wear IS/B just steady and extremely content as I greeted the day. I felt like the rock people might lean on, like an alpha without having to say or do anything, but in a softer way than 314.c
As hard as it is to put into words my heart was full as if I was in love with myself. It sounds very narcissistic to read, but my heart was full and I was somewhat intoxicated, but not with amorous thoughts…just happiness. I imagine on a man I would likely be more apt to keep near him.
Environment:
Office, ~72F
Observations:
As I got in to work I noticed people were really referring to me for a lot of things.
Early in the morning I got some deadlines from big bosses for things. It was more as if they simply referred to my and a leverl of expertise that I certainly didn’t feel. It would not have been a big deal, except there was quite a lot of work to do and either I wasn’t prepared for the level of “respect”/“responsibility” unsure or I was simply taken aback by the amount people referred to me.
I felt rather busy all morning and while at first this seed like a great start I might need a bit of something to remain calm when everyone turns their eyes to me to solve all of their problems. I don’t mind the work, but I need to be able to manage it without the pressure building as much. I am unsure of whether it is attributed to this PH or the amount of work I’ve been completing for the department. It might have also been a situation where I did a large amount of work and everyone came to me around the same time.
People didn’t give me as wide a birth as when I wore 314 at work or MX300, so I definitely like this better so far, but again I more need to ready myself for how much people will refer to me for work related matters.
Once I cleared some of the more outstanding things I settled into a nice productive pace for the day. This occurred about 2-3 hours into the day after application.
I didn’t really have time for individual events, though was able to command a level of quick service for some items on looming deadlines. Today was one of those days where I seemed to task people that I don’t actually have authority to task, but they simply executed the items without question and I didn’t step on any toes in the process. I ensured to politely make any requests, whether I have authority or not and ensured to as well give credit to all who helped.
In an afternoon meeting I gave an impromptu presentation which I was actually nervous about but I gave without showing any reservation. The odd thing about this was that the bigger bosses referred directly to me for some of the deadlines and while I didn’t always feel like I knew what was going on I was more inclined to ask to avoid missing a deadline than to be afraid. It simply seems prudent to get the necessary information to meet a deadline than to waste time, and they seem to appreciate that as they candidly shared today.
I got several visits and hand shakes today for some recent work so I’m pretty excited about that. I still keep hearing about a potential promotion, but I am not bothering to well on that. If I get it, great, for now I am more attempting to find the niche that will make me near in disposable.
Duration:
~3-4hours using my usual moisture routine
This life of this thing seemed to dissipate faster than other mones. Not that I think it stopped working, but I can tell it settled in and got comfortable as the day went on.
Wow great report on IG Lil. I haven’t forgot about the my MX300 and MX335. I am testing P7… for Conj and then I may look at these 2 and report on.
Like most I have got busy with work. I hope you are doing well and I am so happy to see you around.
Hanging in there Justin,
This is somewhat of a lull from the over hours I have been working but I imagine there will be another big pickup in the coming weeks so I’m trying to make the best of it while juggling some personal goals as well.
I can’t say I have any complaints though. I gave this a try on a whim this morning too lazy to see what Phs I haven’t test yet, and I’d wanted for some time to test this and can now put a little time into paying attention to the body language of others…making for better reports
Well i think you and reports are awesome and you do great work, and i know you are a huge asset here.
I’ll definitely “yes-man” this last intervention
ok, have been somewhat out of commission as I battled a very rude bug this past week at work and the whole of the weekend but about to post the close out of the IG report and I haven’t picked a designed PH for the week so it may be a mixture of me catching up and trying different combinations… I am hearing some mixed reports about my promotion however…I can’t worry on it very much though, fingers crossed and hopes it will all sort.
IG day 2: a LIL bit of New
WEDNESDAY 17FEB
Test & Applications:
1x spray to chest, 2x spray inner thigh
Scent:
A masculine scent, but I think it could work as uniisex. I quite enjoy the smell actually, and on myself at that.
Self-Effects:
I was in great spirit in spite of the absence of a strong of a content feeling, though I purposely backed down the PH due to a sort of panicky anxiety I began to feel during the day yesterday. Literally almost with minimum composure and over the very slightest things.
Environment:
Office, ~72F
Observations:
My workload continues as what seams an overwhelming rate. Without question people are looking to me as if I have all the answers, however the pressure of it is somewhat hard on my end and L4 at one point actually asked me how she can help as I seemed in a “state today”, confirming I get somewhat anxious and panick-stricken with this mone, which is not quite the effect I was aspiring toward.
I don’t feel the contentment as much, but am also lacking in the feeling of confidence that I do usually feel with IS/B so I will have to use this PH with a confidence building mone to actually see it through.
I do like that it supports (at the dosage I witnessed yesterday) that wonderfully content, confident, and not necessarily sexual feeling, but need to find it’s proper partner to balance it out.
Duration:
~3-4hours using my usual moisture routine
I quickly become thankful that effects of this dissipate as my work load increases. I can’t refute that this definitely works, though I need support of an equally matched mone in order to live up to the sheer level of work, though I do appreciate the equal footing that this brings me.
IG return to 2x spray chest: a LIL bit of New
THURSDAY 18FEB
Test & Applications:
2x 1/2 spray to chest, 2x spray inner thigh
Scent:
A masculine scent, but I think it could work as uniisex. I quite enjoy the smell actually, and on myself at that.
Self-Effects:
I have returned to the level of confidence and somewhat content feeling, though feel I am getting a bit of a cold as the feeling is not as great and honestly I felt somewhat poorly thoughout the day. I fear I might just skip a test tomorrow or go with something more supporting recovery.
Environment:
Office, ~72F
Observations:
I was absolutely manic with anxiety at one point working toward a handful of deadlines. Mixed with feeling poorly and possibly no support for this solo (in my case) component pheromone that requires a level of confidence to accommodate some of my feelings of natural social awkwardness.
It is important to note here that my work load has not increased in relation to passed weeks, for whatever reason I seen to just panick with this this mone. I have internally panicked or shown stress with past mones, but this one brings all that internal anxiety to the fore and people have certainly taken note.
Both L4 and LE have noted that I was in a level of distress and both asked through the work week and especially on this day how they can help as I seemed overwhelmed.
A larger part of it may be that I have begun to get ill, the other could be that this mone doesn’t allow me the composer that I seem to get with IS/B. It almost feels like it has nullified the overall confidence that I have built over over these weeks, emptying the pot entirely.
Duration:
~3-4hours using my usual moisture routine
I think I will rest this PH and try a later test with something like IS/B, there seems a component in this that removes my natural sense of composer and confidence in a sort of ANTI IS/B…much like IS/B’s kryptonite so to speak.
I cannot say this is a bad mone, simply that I have to find a way to better use it…certainly more tests to come.
I did try for a P130 test today but still do feel rather poorly and did in fact still work a very long day as I attempted to catch up. I could not smell anything, nor notice effects so I’ve opted to give myself a bit of a rest and see if I can retrieve a bit of my sense of smell again.
I hope you feel better Lil.
It’s very interesting to have a lady experimenting with IG. Thanks for breaking barriers Lil. You’re pushing the science forward.
Thanks Conj,
No worries guys I haven’t skived off on posting. I spent all last week recovering from a bad bug and also recovering with work.
I wore ISB and IS all week to get myself to a more productive level. No huge changes in anything.
Building back up on my own confidence levels for a bit while I recover my sense of smell. Sinus infections seem to minimize these self affects and rightly so. I wear these for me and so attempting to get even little wafts during the day.
I’ll pop in and the week progresses with anything earth shattering, though holding off on the new product tests until I get a sense of smell back.
Get well soon dear.