Get well soon Lil! Also, I would love to see future IG testing without the bug. I want to see its effects without the bug around.
Drink lots of water. And don’t push yourself too much. 
Thanks Dee.
I couldn’t tell that week if it was me getting ill or just an odd panic that brought on social awkwardness. Several in the office have been unwell: Strepp throat sp?, flu, one of my desk mates is out with a fever today. The bulk of the ailments seem to be originating in the school of their children and they get it. I guess it is just the time of year.
Remember: an apple a day keeps the doctor away, but a shot of vodka each night keeps the throat feeling alright 
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Seriously, I do hope you get out of that sickness spell soon enough.
Take care.
Thanks Conj,
I am going to try to do some tests on Monday. I feel like I have a bit of smell back and not so much congestion as before. I feel alright and definitely not in the bad shape some in the office are. We promptly sent home the gentlemen not entirely recovered from his fever in attempts to keep the general population well.
I should maybe try the IG test while my sense of smell is kind of off…might alleviate the sense of panic I seemed to feel on my end… Unsure
more or less mended
I am more or less mended after a fashion…
I finished out last week with the same IS/B IS mix to rebuild my confidence. Unfortunately I did not get the promotion and that was partly my doing as I did not wish to relocate to the new position. I don’t have a regret about it and feel I will move to one more suited with time.
In the few weeks I have been completing a heavy work load and it seems I am covering more than the lion’s share off work which hasn’t gone unnoticed, though I took a personal day to rest.
Even though I won’t be relocating due to promotion I am moving and have been packing most evenings…so my consistency here will be offish for a bit and I am still saving my newer mones for after I’ve completed my move.
I have noticed with ISB IS and even a little P96 thrown in I am getting a curious response. I notice men seem to do that face touching, which would imply interest, but its the hand judo so speak where they are resting their head in their hand, forefinger on temple and middle finger just above lip.
I have seen this so often now that I am wondering if this is interest or if my breath is absolutely horrid and no one has the heart to say so…any ideas?
If there is no frowning, or pulling back, you can rule out the breath (lol).
It might be more than interest, might be them getting in tune with you. Maybe you’ve discovered a new male IOI (lol).
Seriously, if it repeats and people still come to you to chat, and are not looking to flee, it’s in no way negative IMO.
I think it’s a hit. Men sometimes put a lil weight above their lip to prevent it from blabbering as they enjoy the sight they do like.
IOI responses: a LIL bit of New
Thank you Dee and Conjurator,
This weekend I had some community service meetings with the same group of people and I actually had two gentleman sitting rather closely beside me. We were in long periods of seating where one man started out leaning toward me with his arm supporting his head closest to me in this “hand judo” fashion. Because of the length of the presentation he would eventually shift himself away from me and truly I don’t blame him as I did as well shift my weight (the bum was going numb) and the presentation inhumanly
This was an abnormally close engagement and these gentlemen usually find seats elsewhere and there was at least one other empty seat in the room. Once we broke for lunch I would take a seat with a little more breathing space to ease my conscience (of my breath) and one of the two gentleman actually asked me if I was going to sit “over there”. I admitted that I felt I wasn’t affording him enough room to properly stretch out after such a long lunch which he smile away in agreement of possibly nodding off.
I ask the question about the particular “hand judo” because as I have been seeing this over a period of time and sometimes I am witnessing very serious type expressions. It appears as if they are giving serious consideration to what I have to say, but most of the time I am wondering if I have bad breath and a “self conscious” moment so further investigation was a challenge as I attempted to combat insecurities.
They do not customarily make eye contact if I am talking to them, but a sort of half closed type eye expression as if they are bored with what I have to say. I’ve done a web research that one site implied the person thought negatively of you, or that they might not believe what you have to say…though I have not always been the speaker as I witness the person closest to me do this, which teeters me back toward this possibly being a hit…just a very odd one to figure out…and I see it so often.
If we are sitting together and neither speaking they do this with the arm nearer or further from me. I don’t fear a lot of things, but having been in close working space with some absolutely wretched mouth breathers …it is now among my greatest fears to be so close to someone’s face in bad smelling breath.
P96 MX297 IS: a LIL bit of New
P96 25 mcg
MX297
IS
Test and application:
P96 2x spray on the lower end of neck (front and back)
IS 2x spray lower on my chest to somewhat stifle the diffusion (type of controlled release)
MX297 2x spray just above each shoulder pit in the dip between the arm and breast I wanted this to warm up but not get too stifled
Scent:
Great smelling vanilla in the P96-MX297 and IS lovely as always.
Note to self…time to order the large bottle of MX297…
Self-Effects:
I customarily feel comfortable and confident with ISB with is a base build of most of my everyday pheromones, but in the absence of that I think this 297 the very close second especially when paired with IS . I wore this to build rapport and cheer up others as we are down a good deal of staff to travel work, which accounts for the over hours we’ve been on since the turn of the year. With this in mind I wore this to bolster the mood of the few in the department.
Environment:
Office, ~72F
Observations:
I have seen wonderful rapport and results of both sexes with the P96 especially in this. I feel it tempers the IS which can make people overly talkative and MX297 seems to encourage activity very nearing “stalking” but everyone was muted and very civil though took time to sit and orbit for period of time.
They allowed me to work and I had some unscheduled visitors to my desk they two of were semi dilated pupils. I cannot entirely count them to “hit” to me as I have never seen these gents before but the smiles somewhat suggest it was the PHs.
Sana: made two visits to my desk today and referred to me for a gift idea as a grand event approaches.
The respect at work seems to reside and people refer to me for things that I often wonder (not in self doubt) but if they refer to me as they feel comfortable in approach or that I am knowledgeable…I am not overly concerned with the answer as what I don’t know I make it a point to learn but sometimes I am in aww that I am so frequently sought for council in matters that I have little knowledge.
Duration:
~7-8 hours
Good to see you around LIL. I miss reading all your great reports and the level of detail. You know as long as you are happy with where you are you probably made the right choice not moving.
I started a new job myself and am struggling a little and it is a lot less money, but it is worth it.
the hand judo…
It’s possible that they are simply getting relaxed around you. And sometimes, elders (by age or rank) do that not to get distracted, specially if they want to hear what you are saying. After all, it’s a presentation session, and they need to focus to give a better judgement or fair recommendations if there is a need.
Try testing the combo in another set-up to see the consistency of the effects. And forget about the breath thing, I know you are confident that your breath is not bad.
Thanks Dee I have not forgotten you all, I’m closely using simple commercials right now as I prepare for my move.
When not working the longer day it’s packing at home so my social life is again on hold, however soon…soon and I can hardly wait.
The majority of my work presentations Have been small groups recently, so that might be it.
I did notice today as I wore the last of my MX 297 and IS that people have gotten really close as in…“wow…you are extremely close , close” though many seem to take delight in my company and truly I feel as if I am in a bit of a funk and wear a brave face anyway…I am excited about taking residence at my property…just not as much so about the actual act of packing @ moving and my days are too hectic to have someone professionally do this 
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I’ll keep my eyes toward the goal, but wanted to pop in at least to share that I am here and have not been using as much though I must ensure to keep track of the box with my perfume caddy of mones 
1 APRIL: a LIL bit of New
Happy foolish day!!!
As I did promise the worst is mostly over.
Currently am waiting for movers (friends I pay in beer ) to arrive.
In the past weeks have kept the combo to IS and even IS/a to use down the stock. I have been aware that I have been too busy to notice hits so as with my historical mone use “self effect” was the motivator. I have enjoyed as well it seems have others, the effects of others as those around me have several time commented on my overall spirit.
Since I’m not genuinely a morbid person I took this to mean more pleasant, more in the moment and alive.
Though I wear nothing today I meet a contractor and am set for a celebratory lunch with friends tomorrow. All of whom I’ve had previous exposure to. But I will both enjoy myself and gain insight on a few somewhat confusing hits.
I don’t want to promise you that I am back as last time, as luck would have it…I opted to move to quite a bit more space than I’ve had for some time. With contractors covering the work it is a fervent hope to return to normalcy quickly as the projects are not major. I have quite missed my “people watching” but am certain I will have more social opportunities to test some responses.
Good luck with the moving, Lillian! Wish you all the best on the new (bigger) place! 
Good Luck Lil and you have a lot of support here and a lot of people care and think the world of you.
Good luck Lil!
Thanks and quick bit: a LIL bit of New
Thank you for the support everyone!!!
As it turned out I was up without sleep for the bulk of the night the evening of the move and so the early dinner gathering with the girls did not really turn out very much results.
I wore TUTH and the fumes of MX297…am ordering today since I have my updated informatoin..
The only hits noted were medium dilation in all and interest in me slightly over others.
I have been using commercials over the course of the last month as I can tell I have been inwardly in my cave.
As I get the house in order I am certain I will be more overt and see more results.
Today I wore IS/A with P96 - which I have been doing for a bit…the P96 tones down the IS/A a little which is helpful when you are trying to dwindle down a 30mL bottle :
IS/A for me is not exactly the balance so the P96 backs it down enough for me to be comfortable in my skin and a bit more overt. IS/A alone would likely result in discomfort on my end and I do notice many do not care for it solo at two sprays…people will orbit, but not get too close.
TUTH IS/A: a LIL bit of New
Easing slowly into a different and better norm…
Friday 8APR
Please don’t get too overly excited upon my return, I’m still working toward observing hits while I settle into a somewhat normal mode of life again…I knew this was our busy season…but good grief.
Test & Application sites:
TUTH (2.5mcg Strenth V1.1) 2x 1/2 sprays on chest and back(spraying downward toward bosom)
IS/A 2x 1/2 sprays each side of neck
Scent:
tuth masculine kind of scent but enjoyable, IS/A is her usual “I DARE YOU” scent, if there is such a thing
Self-Effects:
this mix wakes me up, but also gives me a sense of confidence. I think this a good complimentary mix because TUTH tones down IS/A super witchy confidence in a way that is more amenable to people. I have noticed that when I wear IS/A solo people do not care for it too keenly and are a bit standoffish. The TUTH seems to erase that last bit of space and invites people to come closer.
Environment:
Office, cube farm, ~72 degrees F
Effects on Others:
I still am not noticing huge hits and attribute this to a pheromone reset of sorts, but did notice at a morning someone overtly said they were going to “come over here and sit by me” which is not a customary thing, especially as he announced it as much to others as to myself. He seemed quite beside himself about it as if it were an achievement of sorts.
I also have a few new desk neighbors. One of which I noticed that frequently when I speak he puts his hands to my mouth but not in the odd “finger judo”… he does this two to three finger lip touch and I can’t entirely detail whether it’s interest or that he wants to say something and is forcing himself to say nothing. I will try to check for eye dilation next time, but every time someone does this it sends me in a somewhat confused state that I forget to look for other IOI as I try to discern what this could bloody well mean. (mildly frustrated face)
I know for certain my breath is not wretched each and every time and he doesn’t seem to do this with everyone so I have to insist this is one of my odd hits. I do see some slight mirroring with him but too soon to decide.
As much as I would have loved to heed that advice…of the options of not pushing myself vs pushing myself…I’m not sure I know how to NOT push myself when it seems to have absolutely warranted entirely overworking myself to reach the goals…and now hopefully I can begin to rest…just a bit lol …believe me, I adore myself more for the determination and focus. I’ll give the IG a try in roughly a month. I still have a bit of chaos to tend to with contractors making frequent visits to the property while I work full days.
I’ve re-upped my MX297 and a few others and need to build myself back up again so once again I feel like a pheromone newb of sorts
TUTH IS/A P78: a LIL bit of New
Monday 11 APR
I still caution against over-excited…but I’m making attempts lol… prefer to keep expectations somewhat low lol
same dosages as yesterday, building up confidence once again
TEST & APPLICATION SITES:
TUTH (2.5mcg Strenth V1.1) 2x 1/2 sprays on chest and back(spraying downward toward bosom)
IS/A 2x 1/2 sprays each side of neck
P78 12.5mcg 1/2 spray each side of neck next to IS/A app
SCENT:
TUTH masculine kind of scent but enjoyable, IS/A is her usual “I DARE YOU” scent
P78 Vanilla…help make Monday less horrid than average rough Mondays.
SELF-EFFECTS:
Today I find myself making more eye contact with people, this is a step of sorts as truly I’ve somewhat folded into myself as I’ve thrown all of my energy into the tasks at hand.
ENVIRONMENT:
Office, cube farm, ~72 degrees F
OBSERVATIONS:
I went to speak with someone today in an entirely different department and an entirely different gentleman did the three fingers over mouth thing. Truly there is a sort of paranoia forming around this concept puzzling.
Everyone kept a respectable distance and comfortable.
Desk visitors were a little more frequent than usual.
GC: newer desk neighbor, didn’t do the “finger judo” which is a slight relief
I know for certain my breath is not wretched each and every time and he doesn’t seem to do this with everyone so I have to insist this is one of my odd hits. I do see some slight mirroring with him but too soon to decide.
DURATION:
~6 hours