a LIL bit of New

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Women's Journals
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TUTH P96 IS/A: a LIL bit of New

TUESDAY 12 APR

TEST & APPLICATION SITES:
TUTH (2.5mcg Strenth V1.1) 2x 1/2 sprays on chest and back(spraying downward toward bosom)
IS/A 2x 1/2 sprays each side of neck
p96 12.5 mcg each side of neck

SCENT:
TUTH masculine kind of scent but enjoyable, IS/A is her usual “I DARE YOU” scent
P96 vanilla scent-wonderful

SELF-EFFECTS:
still feeling as if I am growing toward confidence.
I felt relaxed and ready for the day really.

ENVIRONMENT:
Office, cube farm, ~72 degrees F

OBSERVATIONS:
Today I got a confused look from GC when I adjusted my chair slightly away in a morning meeting. I had been sitting almost directly in front of a vent, blowing cool air directly on me…which unfortunately was not comfortable…at least my absence was noticed (shrug).

People are beginning to close the gap again as I begin mixing up the mones and more regularly applying things.

Today I offered to run to the corner deli for lunch and offered to retrieve a bite for everyone. GK requested I grab something for him and offered his card…(trust me much???) I’d love a new frock and shoes :slight_smile: (I kid, we often will cover each other’s lunch) As it would have it he ordered the exact same order as I. This is not the first time I have noticed this…

Upon my return it became somewhat of an office joke that “we” already had lunch as he mentioned while others debated. I thought it a comical sort of possessive type of gesture

G1 also customarily will order the same as I within the office, though he cannot tolerate the level of spicy food that I was raised to consume. Today he requested I make a tradition island meal again as I have in the past and suggested we have an office event so that I can once again prepare something. I’m flattered…

Did not notice any “finger Judo” with mouths today, simply conversational exchanges and settling into normal, confident, work.

The mood was overall much lighter today and people were easy in conversation and laughs.
Sanaa pulled aside at one point to ask my opinion of a challenging situation she was facing and I expressed my opinion, but recommended she do as she felt best. Before the day was complete she was able to arrive at an amenable way forward.

L3 even stopped by for a bit of joviality and jokes with a pat on the back for me.
DURATION:
~6 hours ?

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TUTH MX235 P122: a LIL bit of New

WEDNESDAY 13 APR

TEST & APPLICATION SITES:
TUTH (2.5mcg Strenth V1.1) 2x 1/2 sprays on chest and back(spraying downward toward bosom)
MX235 2x 1 spray each side of neck I felt like bringing people a bit closer
p122 12.5 mcg each side of neck

SCENT:
TUTH masculine kind of scent but enjoyable, MX235 nice kind of vanilla scent…but not the vanilla dream…says cookie…but subtle vanilla
P96 vanilla scent-wonderful

SELF-EFFECTS:
Definitively growing toward confidence.
Today I felt somewhat “ballsy” though I am still having trouble making eye contact-attributed to my absence from mones. Its a cultural thing that has been deeply engraved that I have to work out of…PHs help with that.
I felt like I was on a mission and about work today…was not taking nonsense as far as work went but I was in a social and comfortable mood

ENVIRONMENT:
Office, cube farm, ~72 degrees F

OBSERVATIONS:
GC: Had an early morning strategy meeting with GC to field some points on a recent project. It was one of the first times in a one on one meeting and he seemed delighted in the moments that I did make eye contact. I was able to notice medium dilation…he did the finger judo at one point, no inappropriate proximity which was quite a relief. It was a rather productive work tet-a-tet.

GM: In morning presentation he placed himself near but across and GM actually sat very closely behind me, which customarily gives a good dilation. By the proximity behind me I could tell he was comfortable without turning around. I simply noticed him off the corner of my eye.

As I sat for a meeting feeling more normal than recent months I trayed my coffee on my notebook accompanied by a few biscuits to hold for the recently growing in length morning meetings… One of the quieter chaps made a comment about not bringing enough to share for the group and I replied that I was indeed sharing…my presence with the lot and they had the pleasure of watching me enjoy them…though I thought I had washed the ISA off…maybe there was a residual left over…that was definitely not my norm. Quite hilarious, but I’m not customariily so overt and comfortable with it. At one point the gent asked me if I felt at all odd with as many eyes watching me have my biscuit, and I simply offered, “not in the least” it was entirely too much fun before getting straigh into work but set up a pretty good day.

Not a ton else to report, just quite a bit of work done.

I met one of my neighbors yesterday at the dog park and it was nice, though no hits to report as outside is usually a challenge…so late in the day I don’t often expect anything at any rate as my phs often have completed their shelf life.

I have been bathing with the Bee and Flower Jasmine soap that Justin tested with other products and have completed a two week cleanse as well as juice cleanse. I attempt to keep non gmo and organic diet, but if not possibly relatively healthy items in order to continue to feel rested.

DURATION:
~6 hours

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I am glad you are back here more often now and things are getting back to normal. How do you like the Jasmine Soap? I have tried a lot of different kinds and have found this one and Jason’s body wash the 2 that I stick to. Most others have the harsh chemicals or just don’t clean right or lather right.

I usually use the Jasmine 5-6 days a week and then once a week use the Jason’s to make sure I get rid of any None or A1 build up.

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Bee and Flower Jasmin soap: a LIL bit of New

I quite enjoy the soap and it keeps my skin at a comfortable moisture level.
I still apply a bit of baby oil so that way I don’t have to apply lotion at all. I still have to use lotion for my hands (hand washing lol) but it is worthwhile and I will look into some oil mixtures with Phs as well.

I am able to get a full box (12 bars) of soap in the Asian supermarket for a few bucks…amazing price and great product. One of these bars on amazon was a bit more than the box itself.

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P96 12.5 and MX135 a LIL bit of New

What I have been wearing since last post…
P96 12.5 mcg
MX135

Test and application:
P96 2x spray on the lower neck ( I varied between half sprays around diameter and one full spray each front and back throughout the week)
MX135 2x spray ( sides of neck and spraying down toward chest)

Scent:
Great smelling vanilla in the P96-MX135 chocolatini lovely as always.

Self-Effects:
I felt at ease and inviting toward people. At work I remained somewhat focussed and relaxed. I thought a good idea to break in IS and IS/A and this proved a very good alternate.

Environment:
Office, ~72F

Observations:
In the last weekand a half I have noticed that people tend to “prefer” to be by me for small meetings etc. There has been a lot of moving both in my personal life and within my office. Such occurs when a publishing company changes hands…sigh…

L4: chose to locate herself at my desk chair and openly said this as we had a quick department meeting to cover some production deadlines.

L3: in the last three days have prompted conversations with me in chat and stops by to say hi (she has transferred to another department) but still visits and puts a hand on my shoulder to get my attention if I’m working.

Sana: stops often when she gets in and engages in smaller chat more, she seems rather comfortable and has recently also joined in on the office joking and thankfully helped to lighten the mood at work as well.

GK: ever the jokester, has made more playful jokes along with others in my more immediate work areal

G1: surprisingly has increased in jokes and has been a lot funnier than I have ever expected. I know this is P96 relaxing him as he has not trulty been himself. Absolutely hysterical, if possibly inappropriate at times, joking, but lightened the entire mood of the office.

GC: the new guy has engaged more in conversation, appears to be rather attentive, but kind. As he is a desk neighbor it’s not hard to hear the goings on. We all extend a polite courtesy of an illusion of privacy when working in a cube farm and he manages it quite well where possible. He appears the normally quiet sort so I am guessing the PHs are also pulling him out of a shell of sorts. He is slow to share, but has been getting social. Occasionally does the one, two or three fingers to the lips while giving attentive lean forward. I’m fairly certain this is a hit, but I can never notice any dilation.

GG: (also moved to another department) but has visited the last 4 days straight and in the last two twice a day. He boasts medium dilation as always and does the “tasting the air” thing as usual occasionally in conversation.

GL: has stopped by usually on his break to chat. In the last two days he has stopped by twice per day. Today just prior to leaving for the day he asked me to stop by his desk, but mentioned he just wanted to chat before I left for the day. That was different, but he did ask advice on some events for he and his family. I have known he and his wife for a few years.

GM: while not a gent working in our general area, tends to stop by to see GC and is definitely a lot more interesting when not speaking directly to a female. I wonder if he just gets nervous because he’s quite funny.

And odd but sort of interesting turn of events. The position that I thought I was going to get promoted to, but did not (partly as I turned down the relocation to another state). Someone who works with that office came to visit (several offices in US) and asked when I was going to come work with them??? We actually ended up speaking for quite a bit and as it turned out it seems they were keen to have me in their office. I was quite flattered and explained, whatever promotion may arise, I think I will choose to stay in my property a bit longer after having just moved…that is unless…an offer comes along to return to the UK to work :smiley:
It was a confidence boost to hear that I was so wanted, and he didn’t have to speak to me as long as he did, but politely extended the conversation at least two times before departing.

G3: one of the leaders gave a boisterous “high 5” he so much reminds me of an uncle :slight_smile: but is wonderful to work with and complimented my work on a recent project.

I have had several jovial kitchen exchanges in the last day and I do think overall the combo has lightened my mood as well. I am new to my neighborhood and a woman who I don’t think I’ve ever seen before paused (driving) at a stop sign, I gave a respectful nod of my hat and she waved somewhat boisterously (she was definitively out off PH range) but I thought it somewhat humorous, but nice. I am meeting my neighbors slowly but surely.

Duration:
~7-8 hours

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Yes, weird things happen when a company shifts from one hand to the other. I hope those changes will be good for you though. Great report.

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P96 and MX235: a LIL bit of New

I am consolidating days of posts as I get back to daily hits that amount to something…

MONDAY AND TUESDAY SAME COMBO
P96 12.5 mcg
MX135

Test and application:
P96 2x spray on the lower neck ( I varied between half sprays around diameter and one full spray each front and back throughout the week)
MX135 2x spray ( sides of neck and spraying down toward chest)

Scent:
Great smelling vanilla in the P96-MX135 chocolatini lovely as always.

Self-Effects:
I felt at ease and inviting toward people. At work I remained somewhat focussed and relaxed. I have spent the last few months somewhat shying away from people. I feel more to bring people in nearer to me.

Environment:
Office, ~72F

Observations:
More of the same, people choosing to be near me and share little bits of their day. It’s actually really nice and comfortable lately.
In general the office environment is much relaxed

L3: engaged me in office messenger simply to chat. I feel somewhat badly as I tend to fall off of office communications
Sana: continues in comfort and increases office joking daily. She is usually somewhat conservative so this is nice.

G1: Offered to run out and get lunch for the entire office. This is not abnormal but there is an increasing sense of report amid the stress of transition with everyone.

GC: has been the absolute shocker so far of the week. As he sits nearby he seems mildly attentive to conversations, but silent and shy as I can describe. We engaged a conversation about an upcoming presentation and I am not one to hide if I am a bit nervous about a presentation, I’d rather admit it then prepare as best as possible. Such was the case in our conversation to which I sigh and commented “no pressure” before taking a big gulp of water from my cup, without nearly missing a beat and with an oddly muted and deep tone he said “it’s not as big as it feels”. I did all I could to not choke on my water. In the silence he looked over at me and literally laughed out lough as he turned absolutely red. I’m certain I was already entirely blushing. I had not been thinking in that way, but the tone and comment seemed to deliver the conversation there. He was very fair about the whole thing as we laughed it off. I still somewhat chuckle about it.

GL: has stopped by usually on his break to chat. In the last two days he has stopped by twice per day. Today just prior to leaving for the day he asked me to stop by his desk, but mentioned he just wanted to chat before I left for the day. That was different, but he did ask advice on some events for he and his family. I have known he and his wife for a few years.

GGent: has made several stops to chat and now seems a routine 2 stops a day. Pupil dilation remains mid and he may actually be adjusting to PHs. Open body language and seems to visit when he wants to break from the work day. His face also seems slightly red at times, I would say sunburned, but it is not always so, so I must suggest a hit.

Duration:
~7-8 hours

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P83 P96: a LIL bit of New

P96 12.5 mcg
P83 12.5 mcg

Test and application:
P96 2x spray on the lower neck 1/2 spray on wrist
P83 2x spray (sides of neck and spraying down toward chest)

Scent:
Great smelling vanilla

Self-Effects:
I felt in amazing spirits this morning going into work. I kept smiling until my cheeks literally hurt, even once I was there. It was truly a wonderful feeling, simply overjoyed.

Environment:
Office, ~72F

Observations:
Overall the day is joyful, spirits have been high, the overall office demeanor smiles and jokes all around. Everyone mentioned today how jovial and pleasant everyone in the office seemed..but that was limited to our immediate area it seems.

L3: We had a meeting to conduct and she made a joke and actually touched my should. I was actually taken by surprise as Im still working out of my shell again. She made a sort of joke afterward. I feel badly but I might have made her feel uncomfortable I was 100% into the meeting, talk about focussed. Afterward though the mood quickly lightened up again as we made jokes and talked.

GK: no major items to relay exept he made an extra effort to start a chat in office messenger which was comical in that he just wanted to chat as he knew I was messaging L3 about something, he wanted to be included :confused: lol.

G1: took the time to relay an interesting bit of “gossip” which is somewhat ironic for someone so customarily quiet. Good eye contact, proximity and he seemed so happy. It may have beeen an excuse to be near. No noted dilation but he as well may now be acclimated to the PH cloud.

GC: Still occasionally red face when he talks to me, but it seems so soon following embarrasing bit of conversation yesterday. Good eye contact, conversation is easy and comforable. I tend to feel like there is something he is not saying, but anything else would be inappropriate as we are at work.

GG: made three stops today and also red faced at times, so something about this combo is either extremely lovely or I have had something on my face that no one cared to tell me about…rather doubtful

Duration:
~7-8 hours

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P96 P78: a LIL bit of New

P96 25 mcg
P78 12.5mcg

Test and application:
P96 2x spray on the lower end of neck (front and back)
P78 various locations about the neck /bustline varying between 1/2 sprays or whole sprays but always a total of two sprays

Scent:
Great smelling vanilla in the P96/P78.

Self-Effects:
I feel as if I am more settling into my own skin while drawing other to me.

Environment:
Office, ~72F sports pub on Friday evening with friends

Observations:
With no specific sitations to cite I make a general report of an overall more pleasant demeanor by all.

In two instances I found that a male and a female closed the gap to speak to me about something on my screen. 6-7 inches from my face.
People are more comfortable engaging and more overall pleasant with this combo. I think I am starting to get an idea of the trouble that can ensue with P78, but I will use cautiously.

On Friday night of last week I began the first of several social events and at a table of 10 of us in a busy sports pub the waiter seemed to want to speak with me most. I didn’t mind it the attention at all, but he more than lowered the tab across the entire table which was very nice of him.

Duration:
~7-8 hours

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P96 P78: a LIL bit of New

P96 25 mcg
P78 12.5mcg

Test and application:
P96 2x spray on the lower end of neck (front and back)
P78 2x sprays chest/bosom

Scent:
Great smelling vanilla in the P96/P78

Self-Effects:
Still enjoying the results of this combo people seem to be making themselves more comfortable, but not ovely so

Environment:
Office, ~72F

Observations:
On Monday a gentleman from another department visited with a friend of mine and stopped to chat with me. This one was definitely flirting as he visited my desk later, but alas, no work and play at work so…I shared pleasantries and returned to my duties. I prefer not to mix the two. This will make the second exchange in weeks that I have had an similar exchange.

During the last two days as I have prepared for a presentation I have mainly encountered smiles and jovial exchanges. The P96 really seems to lift the mood and I feel the P78 can give off a very flirty and/or naughty type of exchange without necessarily being obscenely inappropriate.

During the day I engaged a worker in our about the events we engage in outside of work to entertain, this one was the first gentleman who did ask me to spend time, which I appropriately rejected. I provide advise on where to take his female friends etc and things he should/should not do (IMO) of his dating life and it makes for a better work rapport as well as productive, allow me to safely observe reactions to the mones as well.

I will switch up the pH for the rest of the week and save P78 For more social settings. I will have few upcoming that may provide some additionally fruitful results.

GK: seemed excessively needy at work today, that I rate as a hit, he seemed to want my attention while not asking others for assistance.

Late in an afternoon small group huddle GC and GM sat with me and all smiles with medium pupil dilation in GM, GC seems to never really register dilation, but frequently sits near or adjacent in meetings. Still rather attentive to side conversations which suggest some level of interest as work is simply not that interesting.

Duration:
~7-8 hours

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Haven’t forgotten: a LIL bit of New

I haven’t forgotten you, just been settling in to the old NEW house lol.

Have had a couple unintended events and clearing some items before continuing tests. I have some interesting social events coming up but all of my recent events have been outdoor community service endeavors and honestly I didn’t even bother to attempt to use my PHs outdoors. It seemed a waste.

Have been using the Jasmin soap though…

Promise as things settle in I’ll write more.

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a few more crazy things had to happen before I could make my way back. I seem to have a reset button on a lot of things lately and am thankful for it.

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Oh were have you been Lil I was getting worried.

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Sorry to make you all worry.

…well…to make a long story short, I changed a lot of my life in the last couple months…

  • Moved into my property… (love it)
  • Departed my relationship at around the same time, (needed it)
  • Got a promotion (more work) lol… (Enjoy it all the same)
  • Had a bit of traveling for work that honestly kept me away a bit longer than I expected

…and I’m slowly returning to a level of normal…though it’s been so hot I’ve been reluctant to test.

On the plus side, I am definitely in more social environments and have all the opportunity in the world to make use of the mones I’ve shy-ed away from at work…and while I definitely don’t need to…the cops :wink:

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As long as you are doing well is all that matters :wink: I miss seeing you test TUTH, Ammo, and IG as you do the unthinkable testing these which I love and really miss. I still have MX300 and a few others and have not forgot about them. I just read a report from Miss Dragon where she thinks MX335 could work ok for guys.

I am always testing something and am trying to finish up on some embargo MXS. Anything you want me to test I am in Lil. I kind of liked the dynamic you brought testing these along with Hanks reports and a few others to. It has really opened my eyes on how gender and other things are a factor and what to look for. So I hope things get to normal so we can see you around more.

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Thanks Justin,
I’m starting over again as I often do when I’ve been away for a little bit, so I’m sorry but I don’t have test requests for ya.

In the position I’m in now there are less people at work so, that is one of the reasons there is much less by way of work testing also…been too busy to pick up on IOIs.

I am not sure if my mones have evaporated or the smaller vials just ride low…but I need to restock some of the tests and will have a chance to see what kind of legs P78 has.

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That dang Lillian!!! So unreliable lately LOL…

sorry guys I have actually been Bone dry as I attempt to sort out.

I got my new package of mones and want to test, but downsizing is downsizing…losing another two people at work in the month and things have been hectic…I will try for the small numbers anyway.

I did try MX474 with new BF but all I will really share was that it definitely affected both of us in immensely pleasurable measures. I just don’t know if we can handle that level of “activity” at regular intervals… There were extreme deviations from historic norms…so it’s safe to say MX474 WORKS!!! At least on our accounts. He’s quite fit to begin with and chemistry as it should be. While there was no NEED for it, I was curious…be careful what you wish for…you most often will get it :wink:

As with any time I’ve been away…I’m giving myself a sort of Newbie start again. I am genuinely sorry to have been so flaky…my life seems so very different, but in all the best ways. The bits that aren’t so perfect…eh…they’ll better up.

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I totally understand and am just happy that things seem great in your life and really that is all I care about and a lot of others might feel the same way.

I am interested in this MX474 and as always like your testing style and what you test and your reports.

I seen you were the only one that reported on P132, well I ordered it and did not read it yet so I can blind test it and I should get to it in a few weeks.

Good to see you around Lil!!!

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Sorry for what?

Nah.

You are always awesome… on forums and off, I can confidently claim. :slight_smile:

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Hey Lil!
Good to hear that life is treating you well. :wink:
MX474 is a wonderful product. Definitely my favourite one of that line. :slight_smile: