So a little report about what happened tonight 
I went to a charity event, it was hosted by an Indian College Club/Group.. whoever! They were hosting it for as a fund raiser. (in case anyone is wondering the majority of the people who were there were Indians)
Dosage: 1 spray ammo regular strength, left/mid part of the neck and another one on left wrist.
1 spray CTTM2 on right side of neck and right wrist
So before I go on with this, I think a little background information on how I am would help as really I believe only thing left for me to conquer (as of right now) is to be more extrovert and loose and be willing to take over.
I am what my age is on here, 21, never been in a relationship, never really been out to parties and only once been to sort of a “club”. Never really had experience with girls AT ALL. I’m on the journey to be a more social person. I am looking to grow.
Now about the event and effects of mones and self effects as well.
So I go to college, meet my friends, I’ll call them, Chris, Nick and Ontario. They are all guys. All my age. So I go in, dressed nicely, it was a formal wear but didn’t know so all 4 of us, “stood” out as we only had a nice dress shirt on. So, I meet up with Chris. And along wih him is Nick and ontario. Nick has a friend with him, her name is Mary I’ll say. So he introduces me, I shake her hand and I’m in the confident but not at all “I’m about to beat someone up confident” more of a friendly confident which I believe I need!! SO I talked to her a bit, and me, Nick and Mary go to get our tickets to go in, while Chris and Ontario go to the car for some reason. I thought they were going to leave and I felt I don’t want to be stuck here (I am a somewhat shy/reserved when not around friends I’m comfortable with..) but so far, I felt I talked to Mary smoothly. At this point, I was just talking to her for the sake of being Nick’s friend. So I follow Ontario and Chris into the car, and Nick comes back as well, leaving Mary to go inside by herself. Nick tells me “Mary thinks I’m cute”. Let the games begin. or try to.
I go back and we sit. After a bit she comes over our table, with me Chris and Nick now together. She sits, we go out on the dance floor. She was feeling me I felt, especially since I thought I opened up to her well. So, we started dancing, it was going good until later on it felt as if she was coming to grind with me and I somehow pulled a wrong move and it seemed as if I “pushed” her away. Till then, Chris was watching her, and she was looking straight at me plenty of times, but I tried to “game” her still and not show attention too much. (when I have it, I should have gone for it.)…
So, it felt a little off because I may have came off as “too good for her” by not giving her any attention which I did not want to do.
I did kino her a bit, but it sort of off-set due to my mistake.
In the meanwhile, another cute chick is dancing next to us. And she knew she was very cute, and acted like it. Without saying a word, just smiling once in a while, she was up for a bit of grinding sort of..lol, she smiled back, and “opened” up a bit from the beginning. I didn’t do anything more.
Also, another chick was with us who I just met on the dance floor and she was going all out! Dancing like its the end. Didn’t do anything there either.
Dance party was about to be over. It ended, and it was time to leave. So now it’s me, chris, nick and mary. Chris and Nick were trying to set me up with Mary. I did not even realise Mary made a notion that she is starving and said oh wait I (meaning me) didn’t eat as well as I was dancing the whole time. I didn’t say a word.. I thought she was just trying to say I was “after her”.. Stupid of me. My friend Chris thinks she is into me still, but I felt after what happened on the dance floor it was kind of off-set!
So anyways, we all went separate ways, atleast Mary did as she dormed at school, she said she was waiting for a friend. Nick walked back with her to her friend and then came back. Plan was to somehow me and Mary go out while Chris and Nick ditches us in the middle. So I have some alone time. I wasn’t too up for it at this point, regardless, we had to leave due to Nick’s girlfriend needing a ride from near school.
CONCLUSION: I’ll have to be honest. I am a pretty good looking guy, but I lack alot of “social” contact with girls in general. Was an introvert and but now going out much more. First time really going to a party and actually dancing on the floor, club style. I did get many many stares from girls, and alot of DIHL look from girls as well. The dance floor I lacked a little “alpha-ness” or “freedom” it felt from me. Maybe over-analyzing.
Chris told me, he heard a couple girls saying “oh that guy is cute” when he turns out to see who it is and it was me who the girls were pointing at. Ammo+CTTM2 definitely helps boost my chances. I felt relaxed, not nervous at all with it! I felt “sexy” too like I felt the spotlight was on at many times. According to Chris, Mary is into me and I want to go further with her.
Tomorrow, we plan to meet up, Chris, Nick, me and Mary. Any advices, mixes to try out? How I approach her? “Man UP, go in straight for the win?” They plan to go hookah, but I don’t do that! DOn’t want to try it, how do I approach the situation now?
but a mix would help too.