Product and dosage:
A314 - 1 drop, split between wrists and chest/neck
MX300 - 3 sprays, wrists, chest/neck, hair
TAH - 50mcg, chest/neck/hair
I reapplied the MX300 and TAH around mid-day, the A314 did not need reapplication, fantastic staying power.
Environment:
At work in small hospital
Self effects:
Extremely coherent (more so than usual), mental fluidity, strong, confident. I found myself writing lots of interesting well worded posts here on the forum.
A little before lunch, I had very upsetting news of wrong-doing done to me and my property and family.
I was very angry, but not in any uncontrolled or hurtful way. I did not feel afraid, or sad and hurt, as I might have. I was really pissed off, and it felt good.
Having been through quite a bit in my life, I am sometimes more accepting of adversity than I should be. Today however, I was not accepting. I felt, and also told my son, "If this f*er (and I rarely use swear words) wants to play, then lets play!!"
I couldn’t wait for the games to begin (first step, file a restraining order, next, we need to get security cameras, because I know this guy, and I believe he is capable of bad things, plus he has threatened me via email, basically try to anticipate his every possible move)
I felt taller, and took longer, more confident strides when I walked.
Effects/others:
At work, my monitor cable kept falling out, so I called the (fairly new)maintenance supervisor, who I don’t know that well, who came and fixed it for me. He ended up chatting with me for a good while, even sharing some personal things about himself (and in this slander and gossip-infested workplace, you need to be very careful about what you share with coworkers).
One of my trash cans had only a soda can and a couple of paper towels in it, and as usual, when housekeeping came by to empty it, I said, “No need, there’s hardly anything in there, just leave it”. They never listen to me, and always empty it anyway (They can get in trouble if they don’t empty every single one, even if there is only one small tiny piece of trash, but its not like I’m going to squeal). This time, for the very first time, she actually listened to me, and left it.
Conclusion:
The self effects were absolutely fantastic. I need a big bottle of A314!
Also, I need to try this again around more people, my interactions with others were somewhat limited.
(No! Violence is not the answer! Sadly..)