I’ve always had good success with ammo mixes so I’ve been experimenting with adding single sprays of a314b. A couple nights ago I tried ammox2, isx2, iox2, a314b 1 spray and 1.5 sprays p83 (12.5 per spray) at the bar and noticed decent hits but nothing incredibly amazing. What I did note was a general “I don’t give a fuck attitude.” At the end of the night I ended up semi arguing with one of my girl-friends about something minor. Whenever I wear a314b around her it makes me realize just how much she likes to throw her weight around and I feel like calling her on it every single time, whereas normally I just laugh it off. She’s totally an alpha, and a314B accentuates the part of my personality that just can’t deal with her shit. Thankfully, she is amazing most of the time so there wasn’t too much of an issue.
Last night, it was more of the same. a314bx1, ammo2x, isx4. I tried this figuring ammo and shine have never failed me and figured single sprays of a314 have been pretty mellow while at work. Went to the same girl’s house and had a beer and talked with her and her mom. Seemed to be going great. I felt at ease, confident, and was having a good time. Almost immediately after we left, about an hour or so later and maybe an hour and a half after application, I started to get REALLY irritable. We always talk a lot, but once she started talking I felt like I just wanted her to shut up. Then after a couple minutes she started to notice I was getting irritated and started asking me a hundred and one questions about why I was getting irritated which made me EVEN MORE irritated. That’s partially a personality thing for me, I can’t handle it when people badger me when I’m already in a bad mood. I know this sudden mood swing had to have been from what I was wearing because nothing really happened to set me off other than her talking.
We ended up going to a bar to see some music, and the scene was pretty awesome. Lots of women there, though mostly really young, early 20’s. Got some looks, but I wasn’t really trying to be social. Mainly sat there with her listening. I was getting serious respect though. It was the type of scene with younger guys who normally try to act all loud, and look hard and shit and nobody even looked me in the eye. I was also kinda sprawled out while sitting down near a walkway and everyone pretty much went around me without saying a thing. They all made room when I came through and I got a lot of “who is THIS guy” kinda treatment. Even the doorman seemed a little uneasy while we were standing next to him. Though honestly, he wasn’t a big guy and he seemed kinda beta to me anyway.
A major respect hit (I think? haha) came when we were outside talking. The bathrooms are maybe 8 feet away from where we were sitting. As we’re sitting there, a guy comes up from out of nowhere and asks me if I’m waiting for the bathroom, pretty much asking me if it’s ok to go in there. I’m far enough away and sitting down and engaged in conversation, and to me it’s pretty obvious I’m not waiting for anything. My friend and I look at each other in disbelief and I tell him to go ahead.
The whole super serious vibe didn’t really go away till I went to the car and reapplied 2xIS and had a couple more drinks. Even then I could feel I wasn’t myself. I’m wishing I had brought the IO instead of shine because part of the problem was I didn’t want to talk to anyone after a certain point. I need to play with this more, but it’s already pretty clear I can’t rock just 314, ammo and IS without another social buffer. I’m wondering if anyone has tried the sprays vs the oil? Maybe this stuff is diffusing too fast? I’d be afraid to see what 314a does to me in this mix.
I’d report more on the hits from the women I saw after adding shine, but I wasn’t really focused on interactions last night. I WAS getting a lot of the stare and look away type of looks, and there was more than a couple times where women would stare, come over and hover, and then run away after I said a short “hi.” Again, I was with a woman though, and she is kind of intimidating in her own right.