So I decided to use some est and instant honesty (mega-dose)
3 sprays of EST @ 50mcg
4 sprays of IH 2X
7 sprays of p104 @ 12.5mcg
Self effects: Felt really calm, and quiet in a good way, I felt like I was meditating or kept thinking about something to make myself busy. It was interesting, I didn’t feel bored (which is interesting also)
So I go to the subway, there’s this sweet-looking bohemian-ish lady with a kid (she looked rather homeless), so I offered her some change, since I felt kinda sorry for her and that’s all I could do.
So after I offered her some change, she asked me if I would like a tarot card reading in return and I was like no-no it’s okay and everything, but she still insisted with a big smile. So I was like what-the-hell, what do I have to lose! and sat in a near-by bench with the kid staring at me like crazy. The kid was calm while his mom was shuffling the cards and looked at me with awe it was kind of funny! Though I did feel a bit awkward and tried to wink it off lol and the kid sat closer to me, it was pretty cute.
So anyways, she gets the cards ready, and asks me if I wanted a love reading, so I was like do whatever you feel like, and she keeps shuffling…I miss my train cause she wouldn’t let me leave. She kept insisting me to stay there and listen to her tarot reading, cause she really wanted to do something in return for the change I gave her.
OKAY.
So she places all these cards and starts reading them…and it’s quite creepy on how she was pretty accurate about my current life and really specific about certain parts of what will happen in the future, and she kept telling me stuff like, I’m going to fall in love with 2 men at the same time and get confused as hell…anyways, basically things, that I did not want to hear.
Shit, I get confused and stuck as hell when I’m shopping for pheromones.
So I started getting a bit freaked out, cause she was starting to tell how she says always happens, and no one and not even me can change my destiny. And talks for another 1/2 hr about her life and how she asks the spirit about the future and stuff. Mostly personal things.
And then the train comes again, she wouldn’t let me leave by talking and I just had to say, I have class in 10 mins, I have to go but I hope you have a good day kind of thing.
And as I walked away, to the train, she started yelling “HEY YOU! WHAT I’M TELLING YOU IS THE TRUTH, YOU WILL HURT A MAN FROM YOUR DECISION MAKING!”
- Hmm, maybe, I should have kept my change to myself…
deep breath, that made my morning great…so I didn’t really observe anything else that happened around me except for this one dude kept turning back and staring at me until I asked him if he needed something, lol.
So yea that’s about it…meh slouches
- The pheros did their job, but the person I met today morning made me think too much! I couldn’t get it off of my head