Ok ok…Ima say it. I been in touch with my new friend T Licious about just life and whatnot via pms (shes fuckin awesome!). and I wrote up about my weekend for her, just cause i wanted to share, but still keep it semi-private…well, i figure not ‘everyone’ goes through the journals all the time, and i know i have a few avid readers, so imma post the pm i sent to T licious w/ a little more information on the phero application and dosages
Ok ok! ready for the juicy stuff? I’m not gonna post about my relationships stuff in the forums…just cause i like to keep it private for the most part. But check it out - pheros definatly helped me out.
alright, Her name is ------ and shes a Junior (just found that out the other day) - in highschool. Thats why I was confused when you said senior. lol.
Anyways, saturday we went out for the first night. I had my 8x shine on with some Instant Openness (Instant Openness – Ice Breaker Pheromone for Men - Alpha A314) and *Instant Honesty (Instant Honesty – Deep Relational Communication Pheromone – You Won’t Believe Your Ears! - Alpha A314)(icebreakers are a nessesity for a new female).*
anyways. I got off work at 7, we went out to perkins and afterwards we hit up a party. All i gots to say is…Instant Honesty did exactly what it was supposed to do
…but wait, im getting ahead of myself.
More on her — Shes 17 (18 in oct, ouch)..But im 20, no biggie right? heh.
anyways…She HAS a boyfriend in chicago, that obviously isint going all that well…
so…at the party, as the night went on, she became more and more touchy feely…this was kinda wierd cause i didint have any ammo (AMMO – Sexual Attraction Pheromone Cologne For Men - Alpha A314) or Turn Up The Heat (Turn Up the Heat – Sensual Pheromone Spray Cologne for Men - Alpha A314) on…just the natural pheros for this one ![]()
and later on that night we started talking more and more, and somewhere along the lines of our private conversation (a little bit aways from everyone else) sexual fantasies were brought up. lol – by her
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I wanted to get her in by curfue…even though she said her father didint mind, i still wanted to respect curfue…So i made sure to get her home by midnight.
Funny thing too — I said goodbye to everyone, stating that i was gonna be back in about 25 min…and a friend of mine looked at me and then her, laughed and said “dude…theres like 3 bedrooms upstairs and and 2 downstairs…its all good.”
lol. that totally blew me away, but i just blew it off and left with her.
Ive always been one to take things slow so i didint make any moves or anything — it was still a little tough to decipher the feelings…she isint incredibly hard to read, but still a little difficult. damn those mysterious girls!
outcome: turns out she had a great night, so on sunday we ended up hanging out from about 1:30pm to 9pm. We drove around lots, i had some errands to run, had to get a couple piercings fixed / realined (for the surface piercings) and needed to pick up a new pair of shades…
anyways…after we ran our errands we went out to eat and after the 2nd or third errand (when we went into the restraunt) i felt a hand creep down my forearm…bam, she was holding my hand on the way in. made me feel good
and loved.
So things ended up getting little bits more physical (innnocently) during last night..for example, after we ate, we went to another party and then driving around and smoking with one of my best friends and his girlfriend. By this time it was about 8 o clock and she was just beat from running around all day. She told me she never really gets to get out too much and being out alllll daaay as fun as it was, was still tiring
. heh. Sooo, sitting in the back seat, i made myself a lil bit more comfy while me and my buddy smoked…scooched over a little close and closer and then i felt the head nod fall on my shoulder and the hand creep up my forarm to interlock with my own ![]()
Awesome end to a fun time…cept, im still having troubling grasping the fact that she has a boyfriend.
At one point throughout the day, we were joking about something or another and I said “ya, pft..you would sure be a tough one to date” – it was a joke, but she still got red in the face and a lil defensive..haha, it was cute. The reason behind my comment was mostly because…well, I know shes young and is still just looking for a good time…But I feel for her boyfriend.
Sooooo way later last night (after midnight around, when i starting gettting ready for bed) we texted a bit again…Apparently her boyfriend (in chicago…remember im in MN) doesint like it when she hangs out with other guys habitually…cause she said they sorta got in a fight…So things dont seem to be looking up too much for them.
I distinctly remember asking “why? What was it you said that pissed him off so much?!” and i got the reply…'“well…lol…I kinda sorta mentioend your piercings and stuff cause i think they are so cool…and i mentioned that ‘you’ mentioned you might have one other that I have yet to notice
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Ya, i can definatly see why someone would get worked up over that. But i dont want to cause trouble. Granted they are both 17, and quite honestly…from the way she explains things…its not much different that a stereotypical highschool relationship…Just a little bit more long term cause she only gets to see him once every couple months.
well, thats all the unloading and venting i got for today
your the first to hear about my weekend though. Prolly gonna keep it on the DL as far as letting the talkers / my friends know til things begin to get a little more clearer as to where its heading.
<— Those are my new shades…sweet huh?
oh, and the fantasy stuff we started talking about at that party was stuff like…doin it in a car, or a 3-some ect…followed by me exclaimeing (after a beer or two) – " I have a car!!!" ![]()
My phero application consisted of a nice big base mix after work along with IS refreshers throughout the night (only 2x, just to keep em’ all going)
Saturday night after work before I went to pick her up I put on a shot of ISE (second application for the day, around 7pm. The first application was around 1130am)
I did:
1 ISE
3 IO
1 ISx2 to the Pubic Chin of Fire
1 shot of IG to the back of the neck
1 shot of IFM to the back of the neck
Worked great from what i recall (got a lil tipsy). I remember her stating a few times that i was “really fun” to hang out with. Thats always a good thing to hear.
I had about 2 or three 1 squirt refreshers when i went out for a smoke break with buddies at the party (bottle was in the car). Im really good at finding that break point to find time to apply pheros concealing’ish’ness.