August 28th
A friend had introduced me to your pheromones and after giving me the break down of what pheromones are and what they can/cannot do, she gave me mix of Instant Shine + Instant Sexiness A. I have been in an off and on again relationship with someone who is dear to me. With little context he (we’ll call him “C”) came into my life during a very turbulent time in my life and helped me greatly. We had quite the whirlwind romance, a former Dominant/submissive BDSM relationship, however due to a parent being ill coupled with out own personal issues we drifted early this year in a heart breaking way. It was unsure if he’d enjoy my birthday with me this year though he bought tickets to the pop up museum that is called the Museum of Ice Cream. We live about a 15-20 minute walk front each other.
Instant Shine + Instant Sexiness A
1 spray to the chest
1 spray to the one wrist, then smeared on the other
1 spray to the crown of my hair. ( I sport a large curly afro that cascades around my shoulders)
Environment: My neighborhood laundromat in the late morning around 11 a.m.
Effect: Nothing much at first while doing laundry alone. Around people however seems to be a slight night and day in personality.
Effect on others: What was meant to be a quiet 2 hours at the laundromat turned out to be quite the house of chatter. Despite there being only 4 other people at the laundromat, what would usually be slight hellos turned into small talk and actual debates on social issues. While I’m not a stranger to getting attention from men, actually responding back is not my best traits. I often prefer to have people talk to me first so that I do not have the burden of initiating conversation. I struck up conversation with an older woman who seemed more than happy to talk to me about the area (have moved here back in May) and even offered to show me around. I left my clothing on it’s first wash to go the next door diner to have a small breakfast. As I came back fortune allowed C to also be doing laundry that day.
He’s often the one to approach but because of previous conversation we had that was rather heated, he did not and so I chose to. Tapping on his shoulder he seemed surprised to see me but not put off and even offered a hug. He also commented that I smelled nice (neroli is quite decent as a scent). I go back to my laundry as if to dismiss him, something I don’t do given our previous relationship, to attend to my occupied machines. He decides to use the machines closest to mines and strikes up conversation, things going on in our lives and interest. He ask me what I plan to do for my birthday. I make the comment “well I really do like ice cream”, making a daring look at him. Another thing I rarely do and quite shocked at myself for. My usual responses, while vague are often on the skittish “would you like to…” questions for example. It also seemed to shock him to see that come out of me. He ask, “Do you still want to go?”. I make a devious face and nod. He then exclaims that we have quite the hours until the ticket event so we should hang out in the town first. The rest of our talk was childish jokes and perverted banter. I did notice that other attendees of the laundromat did go out of their way to compliment my looks during our talk.
On the way to our houses, his being closer to the laundromat, C drops off his clothing first and offers to walk me home. We make a pit stop at his residence. C owns a male beige cat who while knows me and is friendly, can be a standoffish one. He seemed to be very touchy feely with me and insisting that he sit on me. It was cute and I probably should have expected it. It may be a combination of the cat not seeing me in quite some time and the pheromones. He then walks me home and we get ready for the afternoon and evening. I don’t know how long the pheromones lasted but I used them between the hours of 11 a.m to 2 p.m. ( had a lot of cloths to wash lol).
After a shower and change of clothing I repeat the previous sprays but add a light spritz of organic lavender oil on top.
Outfit: Deep V-neck long sleeve crop top, high waisted skater mini skirt, platform clear sandals. The time of putting on the pheromones was 6:15 p.m. The day was a bit on the humid side so I did sweat somewhat and it seemed to smell stronger because of it.
It had been hard to make first contact with C after the past few months due to past issues and anxiety about going back to arguing about them. That day it became quite easy to just relax and not feel like I’m going to say something offensive, that he wills say something offensive, or awkward and he looked quite at ease. I will also shamelessly say that if anyone visits the museum of ice cream in NYC, it is an amazing experience. It followed with dinner and walking around downtown. On the train ride back, I offered to have a night cap at my home. He has never been to my place. On the way C bought me a bouquet for my birthday and when the seller saw it was for me it seemed they offered to give to him for free. I cannot tell if I was close enough for them to get a whiff of me but they seemed to be taken with me. At my home we shared a bottle of wine and talk about current events as well as slight go around with Pokemon Go while being buzzed. It was a Sunday night, and though my birthday we both work salaried 9-5s and it was close to 2 am. I go for a big hug before he leaves, something very common while we dated, but I also got very close to his face as if to a kiss him while holding his shirt collar (I am quite short being 4’11 and he being 6’ 1"). I chose not to and gave a devious look while saying “get home safely C” very close to his lips. He did not take the gesture badly at all and seemed liked he wanted me to kiss him. He then walked home. My heart pounded but it felt great to do that.
The hits I got from this mix were not ground breaking and I’m not sure it make C more open to spend such an intimate day with me despite our past, but it did make me feel more bolder to have people notice me and maybe who I am is a different kind of attractive when put in someone’s face so to speak 
. It is late and I shall be sharing the next experiences in the coming installments.
