More on P80… head sweat does this ?
Took myself a hefty shnurt, 100 mu sprayed on my outer layer right below my nose and a big whuff right from the bottle… nothing too emotive… although as I’m walking up the sidewalk a guy is letting his dogs do their business right there in the street… one of his critters, a pit bull mix suddenly raises his head up as if to get a maximum scent intake and looks at me with fascinated doggie love.
.. his owner was sort of surprised.. There was no aggression… the dog was sort of entranced… I’ve have this happen with other pheros in the -nol category with horses… like, hey, let me sniff you man, you want to hang out with us horses ?
Then I did notice a good mental energising, I could “reach down” into the lower layers of my though processes where I do meditative practices and easily take them to the next level of meditative sophistication… there is an intensely useful, and not too easy to master process of inner direction, and what should have been a difficult step to the next level of practice happened spontaneously and gracefully… so this is a valuable tool, and I have heard of other meditators using beta-nol as a potent meditatiogen…
On another level I’m trying to combine intense meditation with intense fucking to see if one can do both simultaneously until they megre into a satori-gasm… which is both really pornographically fuckuous in the moment and has long term mind tuning value as well… how, like, not neo-conservative can you get ?