No haven’t tried MX 433 yet - you?! Might try it in work this evening or tomorrow morning! Funny you should ask about EOW - wore it last night!
**
Date: 15 March 2012
**
Product:Essence of Woman and Instant Honesty (togo - double strength)
Application: 2 drops of EOW - one drop of each wrist; two sprays of Instant Honesty to the front of my hands, which I rubbed on my neck.
Environment: Meeting with ‘R’.
Effects on Others: Met ‘R’ for a chat to see if we could sort some issues that we’ve been having. I never know where I stand with him - sometimes he’s all over me and really attentive, and then some days he’s cool and distant. It was really starting to annoy me so I decided to confront him about it.
The instant honesty definitely did its job - ‘R’ was completely honest with me. He admitted that he’s sexually attracted to me and that we have great chemistry but he doesn’t want to be in a relationship. In fact he said that he never wants to be in another LTR again and although I find that hard to believe, it appears to be his reality for the moment. I didn’t challenge him on it… mainly because I know he’s not long (about 10 months) out of a serious 8 year relationship. Obviously he still has some serious issues but I do think he should have mentioned his feelings sooner…and saved me all the heartache!
Thinking back on the situation this morning, wearing essence of woman last night may not have been the smartest thing. ‘R’ said that when he’s around me, he finds it hard to keep his hands to himself and that he has no self control… but that he doesn’t want to give me false hope. Even last night when we were having this conversation I could see that he was aroused. He said that if I was looking for no-strings sex… I could call on him but if I was looking for more…basically i’m wasting my time. As I went to leave - R gave me a hug but quickly started kissing me. Talk about messing with my mind… aagh!!!
For my own sanity - I think its best if I stay away from R because clearly i’ve no self control either. I’d only be kidding myself if I thought that I could be in a ‘friends with benefits’ type of relationship with him. I’m looking for more and i’m wasting my time with him…even if the sex was amazing!
Cake & eat it springs to mind. It sounds like he’s not in the right place for a LTR, and yes of course he should have indicated that earlier. However, he is a bloke and is led by his mini me So the EOW is obviously working in the sexual aspect, but no amount of mones will make someone commit when they’re not psychologically ready.
At least he’s fessed up now, so give yourself a chance to pick yourself up, dust yourself off and get back in the boxing ring of real relationship hunting.
IME most men can detach themselves enough to do the FB thing, whereas women (generally) are emotionally driven and find an emotional connection more satisfying that just the physical aspects of it.
I tried the 433 last couple of days, but apart from smelling like “fresh air” nothing hit wise
Thanks for the pep talk! I fully intend on getting back in the game asap - just need to gather myself first. Although I don’t want to jump into the same type of situation - glad I have my trusty EOW! You’re completely right, no amount of mones will make any guy commit if he’s not ready.
I seriously don’t get the whole FB thing if i’m honest - the best part of being intimate with someone is having an emotional connection with them. The guy I spend the rest of my life with, will have to be best friend too. Auditions to commence shortly!
Application: 2 sprays - one to my neck and one between my wrists
Environment: Laser Hair Removal Appointment
Self Effects: My last laser hair removal appointment was absolute torture so I decided I needed some TAC to help me relax this time around. It seriously worked because this appointment was like a walk in the park in comparison with the last time. Even when it got painful - I was able to breath through the sensation and avoided squirming around!
In case anyone is interested… it’s seriously the best thing i’ve ever done, even taking the pain into consideration. It’s so nice not having to shave my legs/bikini line and underarms as frequently… and in another few sessions I should be permanently hair free!
Perhaps the only unfortunate side effect of TAC is that I tend to get very sleepy after wearing it for 6-7 hours.
Effects on Others: The girl who does my laser was much friendlier this time around - last time I though she was kind of stand-off-ish! Conversation flowed between us for the 50 minutes and it helped distract me as well.
Application: 3 sprays - one to my neck; one between the backs of my hands and one between my wrists.
Environment: In work
Self Effects/Effects on Others: Was really sleepy this afternoon and needed a serious pick-me-up before work so decided to experiment with TAL. Glad I did because work was SUPER busy. Apart from being nicely confident, I found that I could manage the mayhem without getting flustered. Got a very obvious hit from guy in his 30’s - he was super cheery and was full of smiles. If I hadn’t been soooo busy I would probably have engaged him in conversation.
Duration: Around 2.5-3 hours - started getting sleepy again after this!
Application: 2 sprays - one to my neck and one between my wrists
Environment: Laser Hair Removal Appointment
Self Effects: My last laser hair removal appointment was absolute torture so I decided I needed some TAC to help me relax this time around. It seriously worked because this appointment was like a walk in the park in comparison with the last time. Even when it got painful - I was able to breath through the sensation and avoided squirming around!
In case anyone is interested… it’s seriously the best thing i’ve ever done, even taking the pain into consideration. It’s so nice not having to shave my legs/bikini line and underarms as frequently… and in another few sessions I should be permanently hair free!
All hail Flower. Got zapped “down there” and underarms a couple of years ago, and aside from a memory foam mattress, THE best money I ever spent!
Well, you’ve been goin’ to town! I’ve been sneaking in here reading some very nice reports, flower!
Low and Behold! You got your assignment done! That was a nice surprise, I’m sure. Who knew?
TAF can be motivating for some people and also helps them to concentrate. I have to keep the dose low and dial down any distractions to concentrate or it’s like I have ADHD, lol. Seriously. Interestingly, we also had a couple of members who have ADHA who have used TAF to help control it. If I’m not mistaken, one of them could even decrease her meds on the days she used it. Talk about differences in personal chemistry!
TAF was the first molecule I experimented with in my foray into pheromones. It was a strange/wondrous/slightly mind blowing experience to say the least and showed me, without a doubt, that there was definitely something going on here that was worth perusing and worth perusing with gusto.
I was trying to get myself together to pack for vacation. I remembered I’d ordered TAF and Jasmin telling me it was good for concentration. Perfect. I needed some help, lol, so I gave it a shot of 12.5mcg. It didn’t seem to be doing anything so I gave it two more shots about twenty minutes apart. So, I was were you were, at 37.5mcg, when you got motivated to finished your assignment. At that point I realized I was pretty whacked, lol. I wanted to press some clothes I was taking with me so I turned on the iron and then proceeded to do everything except press clothes. I really don’t know why I even bother. By the time I get to where I’m goin’ everything usually ends up looking like I went ten rounds with Stone Cold Steve Austin anyways. I had to practically chain myself to the ironing board to get the job done because every little thing in the room, that was “out of place”, was drawing my attention/eye. The pile of papers that needed to be put in the recycle bin… the shoes that should be in the closet… the CD’s laying on the table… I was seeing everything at once yet really couldn’t focus on one particular task without forcing myself to do so. How’s them apples! It was sooo strange! I was like a butterfly… only worse. I couldn’t find a flower to light on. Every time I thought I was ready to go in for a landing I’d see another flower! Do I sound kinda nuts? I was feelin’ kinda nuts, lol. I’d be afraid to wear this stuff when I clean or paint… Holy Cats! I’m a perfectionist anyway and it just makes it worse because then I’d see every speck/flaw in minute detail. That’s scary, lol.
Aside from the famously fleeting TAA/IShine, TAF seems to have a bit more longevity and a longer lasting effect for me than most other molecules. It also has a tendency to wire me for awhile after I use it and then there’s the inevitable crashola and I mean it lasts into the next day. I still feel drained. It’s not surprising you felt tired after using it. You need to be careful with TAF, in particular, because it reeks havoc on your neurotransmitters. Jasmin’s advice to me, at the time I ordered it, was to make sure to take a four/five day break in between uses so you can rest your neurotransmitters and avoid burn out. Don’t use it too often and be careful with the dose. Just a word of caution.
Something else you might also be interested to know about TAF, it has very tactile properties and can be quite sexy when used in more intimate situations. You can save that for the next lucky guy who’s smart enough to know a good thing when he sees one! Someone deserving.
I’m so sorry to hear about R. I know you were crazy about him. Needless to say, I agree it would have saved you a lot of heart ache if he had been able to be honest about still needing to recover from his 8 year relationship. He enjoys being with you, that’s obvious. At least, if he was up front about it and told you how he really felt about getting seriously involved from the start you would have been on a more level playing field, could have put it into perspective, and decided if you still wanted to jump him even though he said it wouldn’t be going anywhere. But that’s not how most of them are, especially if they sense you’re really crazy about them and they know they can easily get “it”. Practically no man would turn that down no matter how he felt. Some of them will even sleep with women they don’t really like to get the good thing. It’s just the nature of the beast. Fuck buddy? Fuggedaboutit, at least not with someone I’d actually like to have a LTR with. That ain’t happenin’. No way, no how.
Anyways, his loss. Chalk it up and consider it a lesson you’ve learned and carry on. You know the saying, “You don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone.” You’re smokin’ and have so much to offer a man who can see his way clear to hooking up with a terrific girl like you.
Glad you’re enjoying the reports! I don’t tend to do things by halves… i’m an all or nothing type of person at the best of times!
Funny you should say this because I did get distracted a couple of times but didn’t think to mention it. Like yourself i’m a bit of a perfectionist so it’s probably not something that I should wear too often. I reckon it’d be great for a bit of spring cleaning! Although it’s purely a guess - I reckon I could get very snippy if I wore too much TAF… it appears to significantly lower my tolerance of BS!
I’ll never forget my first experience with double strength instant shine - was COMPLETELY wired to the moon. I’ve never experienced anything like it but it really proves that mones work. In general i’ve a pretty low tolerance to alcohol and medication… so it doesn’t surprise me that mones have such a huge effect on me. I’m a lightweight! LOL
I also get this with TAC - but its a much slower crash. Thanks for the advice… certainly don’t want to upset my neurotransmitters too much! God knows I’m nutty enough as it is
I was (note the use of past tense…trying to fool myself here!) completely smitten with him!! It’s amazing how quickly I got used to having him in my life and how close we got.
But as you said - it’s his loss. Although it kind of makes me sad that he is hurting - i’m not going to be the person to try and change his mind. I’m going to look after myself for the next little while and make sure i’m in the best place to meet someone new!
Application: Instant Shine - two sprays to my neck; P74 - two sprays between my wrists and the backs of my hands.
Environment: Work
Self Effects/Effects on Others: Was a bit down and out this morning so decided I could do with some instant shine/p74 to brighten up my day!!! Sprayed myself just before work and within 10-15 minutes felt much more upbeat. Work was chaotic all day but the Instant Shine kept me positive!
Got a bit teary at one stage during the morning - some guy came into the shop wearing the same aftershave as ‘R’ and although it threw me for a few minutes - I did manage to recover! Of course a customer noticed me and asked was everything ok - quickly made an excuse saying I had something in my eye and disappeared into the store room on the pretence of getting something. Think the p74 adds a softness to the instant shine and it was quite comforting today.
For the last few days in work, there’s been a major argument going on between two co-workers and I was expecting to hear all about it this morning…but thankfully it was only mentioned in passing. Definitely think the p74/instant shine had a positive effect on everyone and the atmosphere seemed much lighter and more positive than it has in days.
3am - not for the faint hearted!
Was absolutely knackered after work and went for a quick siesta when I got home. Not sure what was going on but woke up really aroused from my nap. Don’t think i’ve ever been as close to orgasm after waking up on my own!!! Don’t think I was dreaming before I woke…so i’m not sure what was going on. However I have been wearing lots of different mones during the last week - TAC, TAF, Cops, Instant Honesty, Instant Shine and P74 - and I was wearing a scarf that i’ve been wearing for the last few days… so i’m presuming it was the mix of mones on it that had me soooo worked up. Definitely think its time to wash it!!
8am Product: Essence of Woman; Instant Shine (double strength); and P74 (10mcg/spray)
Application: Essence of Woman - 4 drops between my inner elbows; Instant Shine - two sprays between my cleavage/neck; P74 - 2 sprays between my wrists and back of my hands.
Environment: Night Out with Friends
Self Effects/Effects on Others:
My friend ‘M’ has just broken up with her boyfriend and was expecting her to be really melancholy, as she has been for the last few days, but she was surprisingly upbeat. Not sure if it was the Instant Shine or the p74 but ‘M’ ended up telling my REALLY personal details about her sex life… stuff she has never mentioned before.
Didn’t encounter many men during the night, was socialising with 6 female friends, but the guys at the table next to us kept looking over at me. If nothing else, EOW is good for the self esteem!
Duration: Wasn’t out for a long as I anticipated but the effects were still going strong after 4 hours.
Application: Two sprays - one to my neck and one between my wrists.
Self Effects/Effects on Others: Didn’t notice any self effects at all. It certainly doesn’t have an obvious TAA/Instant Shine feel. Went to the local supermarket where I bumped into a friend and didn’t notice anything unusual with her either… and I was standing talking to her for almost 20 minutes. If there are any effects there are very subtle!
The smell is quiet unusual - it reminds me of something but I can’t put my finger on it. It’s actually driving me insane… aagh! Going to spray myself without another two sprays and see if anything happens!
15:00
MX 433 additional two sprays - again one to my neck and one between my wrists!
Self Effects/Effects on Others: Mood may have been slightly elevated but its hard to be certain… although I did spend 1.5 hours bopping around the kitchen, listening to music and cooking dinner! Sometimes I find it hard to multi-task in the kitchen but I had everything under control this evening. I suppose MX 433 could be calming - will have to test it a bit more though!
18:30
TAA (10mcg/spray - neroli) - two sprays to the sides of my neck.
Self Effects/Effects on Others: In comparison with MX 433, TAA is WAY more effective for lifting my mood. Within a few minutes of spraying myself… I was smiling from ear to ear, felt really positive and was humming away to myself! Had forgotten how much I love TAA… must make an effort to use it more.
Decided to watch some tv with Mum to see how the TAA would effect her… and I was astounded by the results. Don’t get me wrong, Mum can be funny at times but this evening she was hilarious! She was making jokes at the tv and we both ended up crying with the laughter.
Duration: 3 hours - don’t think it lasts as long as Instant Shine but the effects are definitely more noticeable.
It smells vaguely like oranges but it’s kind of musky too! It is produced from the blossom of either the sweet orange tree or the bitter orange tree. It can be a bit strong when you first spray it but it does fade after a little bit. Generally, I don’t cover it with a cover-scent!
Not much to be honest… the effects are really subtle, even after 5 sprays! If I wore the same amount of TAA - i’d be in outer space with the excitement. You’d physically have to tie my ankles to the ground.
Wearing three sprays of MX 422 today - can’t say that it smells like toilet cleaner! Maybe we have different batches because my version smells vaguely like MX 433! Sprayed myself an hour ago and now I feel kinda sleepy…but kinda relaxed too.
Application: TAC 15mcg total - 2 sprays between my wrists; P83 20mcg total - 2 sprays between my forearms; and P74 20mcg total - 1 spray to my neck and 1 spray to my hair.
Environment: In work
Self Effects: Was reading about this combination in a journal during the week and decided to give it a go! I could definitely feel the effects of the TAC (relaxed and comfortable) and p74 (cheerful, contented, happy in my skin) but I think the p83 might have got lost in the mix. Mind you - i’ve only worn p83 twice before and both times I was with ‘R’. Never worn it in a non sexual environment so maybe I missed the signs. Think I should probably test p83 on its own for a bit…need to find my sweet spot!
Effects on Others: The two girls I was working with were full of chat this afternoon and kept approaching me to gossip! Even when the boss was around, they stayed close by - usually they scatter to opposite ends of the shop to hide!
I found I had a natural authority in work today and for once, I didn’t get stuck with all the awkward customers! Instead of running around myself, I was able to get the two girls to do all the little jobs and handle the annoying customers.
When the boss came in to check on us - he didn’t give me anything to do, although I was standing there doing nothing! In fact he started telling me about his afternoon instead. Felt like I was talking to a friend rather than my boss.
When I came home from work this evening, Mam had dinner on the table for me and although I didn’t eat much of it - she didn’t have anything negative to say. I was in complete shock! Instead she just laughed softly as she took the plate away from me and made me a cup of tea. After about 30 minutes though - she handed me two mandarins to eat! It was all very random but I ate the fruit and she seemed happy.
Duration: About 6 hours - think the effects of the p74 last longer when worn with TAC.
Self Effects: Haven’t been out of the house in days (see below!) and decided I needed a little pick me up today - so I used a single spray of Instant Shine! Really noticed the difference in my mood - felt I had a little more energy and I was more cheerful too!
Other: Turns out i’ve got glandular fever (aka Mono to those of ye in the USA!) so I haven’t been testing mones much lately! Originally I thought TAF and TAC that were causing my sleepiness and tiredness but even after taking a break from wearing them… I was still exhausted! Took several trips to the doctors but finally I have a diagnosis! Hopefully its onwards and upwards from here… and I hope to be back testing again properly soon!
Application: One spray to my neck and one spray to my forearms[
Environment: At home
Self Effects: Still suffering from glandular fever and was in terrible form yesterday so decided to use some Instant Shine to try cheer myself up! Had forgotten how effective it is and within 30 minutes I felt like a completely different person. Although I did take two paracetamol as well - I felt more energised than I had in days and I think the Instant Shine was the biggest factor! The best thing about IS is that it feels totally natural - its a gradual shift in mood and it lasts for a decent amount of time so there is no great crash when you come back down to earth!
Effects on Others: Mam was kinda grumpy yesterday as well - think she’s getting fed up of me complaining! Within a few minutes of me spraying myself with instant shine - Mam was laughing and joking with me. We’ve been debating getting a new puppy for the last few weeks and today she announced that we could get one - would have worn instant shine a lot sooner if I knew she’d cave in so easily and all of a sudden!
Duration: Somewhere in the region of 5 to 6 hours!
Application: 3 sprays: one spray to the front of my neck and 2 sprays between my forearms!
Effects on Me/Effects on Others: Feeling a bit better today and decided to try some TAA - mainly so I could compare it with the Instant Shine that I wore a few days ago. In my opinion, TAA hits much harder than I/Shine and the effects are more dramatic.
Went to look at some puppies this afternoon with Mam and ended up picking one out for ourselves! Mam was really enthusiastic and chatted for ages with the lady that was selling the pups. Generally Mam is not that chatty with strangers and I actually thought i’d have to drag her out of the place!
The lady we were buying the puppy from was insanely chatty as well - turns out she knows my aunt and uncle (would only happen in Ireland). Puppy won’t be ready for collection for another few weeks but she told me that I could call back at any stage and spend some time with the puppy - which was really nice of her! The mother and father of the pups were around and both would not leave me alone - must have been the mones because both dogs were trying to get my attention and just wouldn’t leave me alone. Eventually the owner had to put the dogs out because they were soooo insistent!
Good Goddess Mono. That sucks. The fever is usually gone in 7 to 10 days but the tiredness and muscle fatigue last for months sometimes. Your will have good days and bad days.
You got to get your immune system up or it will linger. Either take echinacea in pill form or buy a good tea made from it and drink 2 cups daily. Be sure to seep the tea for 5 minutes hot hot water.
Try to lean towards healthy clean food and not processed crap.
Also try some Kombucha tea. It comes in a bottle already made. I use Synergy brand mostly. Your strengthening your body with good bacterias. Something like 60% of our immune system is formed in the gut. We need this bacteria and do to our hygienic ways we don’t get enough.
With all that being said I love your journal but would hold off on using mones for a week or so. Let your body recover more. Even if the mones never made you tired before they will now.
So the EOW is obviously working in the sexual aspect, but no amount of mones will make someone commit when they’re not psychologically ready.
I fully intend on getting back in the game asap - just need to gather myself first. Although I don’t want to jump into the same type of situation - glad I have my trusty EOW! You’re completely right, no amount of mones will make any guy commit if he’s not ready.
Who knew? 
That’s scary, lol.