9:45 am:
- 1 spray TUTH 1x - to the back of my neck and spread lightly with both wrists
- Small amount of Got2B Magnetik hair gel added to my hair and spread around
So I decided that I felt like being mean today. I don’t have class till 3:45 pm but I have 2 meetings before that. They’re supposed to be timed so that they are convenient for everyone, but apparently that doesn’t apply to me because the first is at 10:30 am and the other at 1:30 pm and then after that I have a 3 1/2 hour class. It wouldn’t be bad if I was on a residential campus, but I commute to school.
I figured since this happens every week, and I asked the guy in charge to change it a handful of times and he won’t even hear me (the power struggle, will never admit that he’s wrong, always has to fight to be alpha-male type), I might as well make today interesting.
2.5 mcg unbuffered -none to make them uncomfortable and some Androstadienone, the active ingredient in Instant Female Magic to make them wonder why they’re not appalled by the sexual presence.
10:40 am: In the meeting this hot girl who I’ve talked to and associated with before, but don’t usually have a conversation with, started talking to me out of the blue. And then I made a joke and said that “she looks sinister” and she didn’t really know how to take it, but I assured her “that its not always a bad thing” and she agreed.
I’m feeling very confident, alpha-male and playful right now. Although I do feel a little bit of a weird drag that keeps phasing in and out. Partly because I didn’t sleep basically at all last night, and second because I am -none sensitive.
11:15 am: I’m still in the meeting, and this girl that I’ve seen around before, but have never talked to, has been looking at me every time that she smiled or laughed. Its a good feeling.
11:45 am: I had mentioned to this girl, who has always been friendly with me but that I just met about a month and a half ago, about going to the club with me like 2 weeks ago. It never ended up happening and I’ve seen her around once or twice since then and it was never mentioned. Today I had some quick conversation with her and it didn’t come up. Then she came back to where I was and asked me about the club. We set up a date that we’re going (not tomorrow, but the friday after) and she gave me her number.
Her and 2 of my guy friends said when they saw me, “heyyy, where ya been man? Good to see you.” I haven’t really disappeared at all lol.
12:45 pm: I stopped by my girlfriends house and she made me lunch. I was sitting on the chair for her computer and she was standing next to me. She started running her fingers through my hair.
3:00 pm: I went to the computer lab to work on a test. This older guy that’s in my class, who I’ve said “hi” to before, but never really talked to, came in and sat down next to me and gave me half of the answers. Now we’re working on it together and having a really good conversation.
Also, I saw the hottest girl in my spanish class in the lab, and engaged her in conversation bout my last spanish test grade which was terrible. She said “well I told you to work with me” (I was supposed to be working on the one before that with her, but never called or texted like I said I would), bet you can’t guess what I’m doing next time I get a spanish test 
4:50 pm: A good friend of mine who’s a girl, with which me and her are always flirty, came over and sat down next to me on my chair, to help with the test. She put her hand on my leg for like 30 seconds. She used to do that a lot before I got a girlfriend, but hasn’t again until now.
7:30 pm: My girlfriend called complaining because I left her at home and I had no problem being an asshole and saying “too bad.” My family ended up picking her up and bringing her here. After laying in bed for about an hour talking, I moved her stare down there and did what every girl hates; I started to move her head down there =] Usually she would act stupid and say “well, what do I get?” or some dumb comment like that, but tonight she just said, “you didn’t even kiss me yet” and said, “so, what’s that got to do with anything?” Needless to say, there was no more talking for a while.
10:30 pm: I made a comment about how I wouldn’t be able to make another 5 months with her.
1 am: She asks me if that comment was true on the way home, and I confirm that it was. Needless to say, it was a very quiet ride to her house.
But on a side not, my perfumer’s alcohol came in today. I’m really excited. Now I just need my 3 other packages to come in and then I get to go all mad scientist. The numbers, combinations, possibilities have been clouding my mind lately. Its all I’ve been thinking about. I’m not sure if that’s good lol