Conjurator's journal

Hello, I thought I would try and start a journal.

I decided to start slow with the products as I am new to this. I have been active with pheros for like two weeks now. So I will build my journal in a retroactive way at first, but I should catch up eventually. I took some sketchy notes up to this point, so you’ll have to pardon me if some details were lost on the way. I am not the best at storytelling and english is not my primary language so the redaction quality will be average at best. If it’s simply too bad by this forum standards, please notify me.


Product: IG X 1 on back of neck (6h45 AM)
Locations: Work and home

It was my first use of a phero product and my first contact with the neroli scent. I didn’t know that it was like orange scent, as I read it only later in this forum. I could not identify it at first. But I found the smell to be sweet and discreet.

In the doorway at the office, I came across the guy who was my boss until recently (I’ll call him ex-boss in future texts), he greeted me before he asked me a question which I answered. Strange, because his voice “broke”, as if slighlty intimidated, which never happened before. He’s the small angry bearded type. One cute looking female colleague, let’s call her K, was much more smily and talkative than she had ever been with me. A male employee from the production floor did strike a conversation to tell me there was a beautiful new blonde in the workplace, let’s call her P, fresh from this morning, and that she was incredibly pretty. Conversation with this guy usually stays at the ‘hi how are you’ level. Two ladies from offices came and talk to me and one male colleague after lunch while we were loitering outside. I rarely have conversations usually with those two women. Girlfriend was more cuddly (but clean cuddly) than usual in the evening.

I noticed clear effects from this first experience.

ARSENAL:
IO / IH (2X) / IG / IS (2X) / AMMO (1X) / AMMO World (1X) / TUTH / MX297 / P77 (5mcg)

Your English is good. :slight_smile:

In fact it’s good enough to make myself subscribe to your journal. I want to know what will happen to that blonde P in the near future. :smiley:

Good reporting! :slight_smile:

Thank you for your kind words of support, Dee.

Product:
IO X 1 (at 1h30 PM) behind neck + 1 behind neck two hours later
Locations: At home

We invited the brother-in-law, his wife and kid for supper at home. Agreable conversations throughout the afternoon. Kids ate early and were put to bed. We had supper later. Light euphoria from everyone during supper. Lots of laughs and jokes. Those people are usually fun to be around, but it’s usually more formal. Brother-in-law is usually the quiet type and was more extrovert than usual this time around. His wife was much more talkative and smily than usual. She sat right next to me on the couch to chat, which never happened before, she did it twice. I’d say, all things considered, this was a minor clean IOI. It felt good: socially comforting I’d say.

Later in the evening, the women started talking for no reasons about sex product demonstrations they attended to (you know those kind of Tupperware evenings) and my girlfriend decided to show the stash of “material” she has. Very funny comments about the material from everyone. Nothing dirty of course (I mean they’re family!) just lots of laughs and fewer inhibitions. Never thought such a display to be even possible with these people.

ARSENAL:
IO / IH (2X) / IG / IS (2X) / AMMO (1X) / AMMO World (1X) / TUTH / MX297 / P77 (5mcg)

Wow this is awesome and good hits. I am subscribing. Keep the reports coming. Good work.

Thank you Justintime469, your journal is awesome.

Product:
IS (2X strength) X 1 behind neck (at 6h45 AM)
Locations: Work and home

Attractive female coworker K was once more very talkative. A second female colleague, which I do not find attractive, let’s call her E, was also very bent on talking to me and came to see me several times in the day.

My ex-boss, was “all smile” when I talked to him, which happened for the second time with me in more than two years. “IS” struck my curiosity. It seems to give me a moderate alpha vibe, I mean, smiling ex-boss, wtf is happening with that snake?

Nothing else special happened that day.

Product:
IH (2X strength) X 1 outside elbow (at 6h45 AM)
Locations: Work

At the beginning of the day, one attractive female co-worker, I’ll call her J, after usual greetings, told me things I probably would have not wanted to know about intestinal problems she’s had in the morning from eating something bad the day before. Not the type of convo I usually have (or want to have) with her, arghh, the details… I didn’t want to act strange, and knowing it was all probably my fault, I nodded and hum-hum’ed my way out of this. She also told me the situation was very tense with her boss, using a harsh language, though the situation is not new.

I globally felt “good” throughout the day, but no other clear effect. No effect once at home either.

Product:
Ammo (regular strength FF21) X 1 behind neck (6h45 AM)
IH (2X strength) X 1-SMEAR (see below for definition of that word) outside elbow (6h45 AM)

(I use the word SMEAR to designate the simple wiping on the skin of any leftover undried product present around the nozzle from the previous spray (meaning no actual new spray), it is hard to know the exact dosage when this is done, but I hate wasting product. The presence of product around the nozzle probably means I get incomplete dose at each spray because the nozzle design, or maybe it just results from natural evaporation / condensation).

This was my first contact with the scent of Ammo which I found pleasant (FF21 I think, though it is not clearly indicated, and I am confused a bit between several AMMO product existing). I still can’t figure out what FF21 smells like though.

I had a technical meeting with 2 male and 2 female colleagues (M and K). The meeting was fun and slightly euphoric. Lots of fun and jokes, altough very productive.

After that meeting, I dropped by to chat with female coworker J, she had dreamy eyes, but while talking to me, she was staring at something in the distance, not me, as a matter of fact it’s not anyone: there’s nobody there! She switches to me while talking, then switches back to that ghost or something in the distance, then to me, in a strange gymnastic, with a light smile all the time. Maybe a cuter variant of DIHL, or a light intimidation, or simply a ‘wtf is happening’ effect, hard to say. Very cute eyes though. She uses magic-lash or something, they are so long.

Nothing else special happened. No effect at home.

ARSENAL:
IO / IH (2X) / IG / IS (2X) / AMMO (1X) / AMMO World (1X) / TUTH / MX297 / P77 (5mcg)

Product:
Ammo (regular strength) 1X + 1 SMEAR behind the neck (6h45 AM)

My boss very spontaneously transfered two projects to me during a meeting altough I felt I was really being shelved for a while by him and my ex-boss since they have a sincere preference for the shoe-shining yes-man I am working with, so I was a bit surprised. Hard to say if it has anything to do with the product however., I mean, it’s Ammo, not IS, IG or something like that.

Nothing else seemed to hit me during that day or evening. However, the day was hectic and I had no time for socializing.

ARSENAL:
IO / IH (2X) / IG / IS (2X) / AMMO (1X) / AMMO World (1X) / TUTH / MX297 / P77 (5mcg)

Product:
Ammo (regular strentgth) 1X + 1 SMEAR behind neck (6h45 AM)

I felt a light burning sensation on the flesh after application of AMMO until the evening, it was the first time it happened. I will specify in the future whether it happens again, if I don’t, we’ll all forget this as being purely coincidential.

My ex-boss was “all smile” again. He talked to me, bad-mouthing one of my male colleagues, called D, who announced he was to go work elsewhere in a week. Of course, my ex-boss was bad-mouthing D while that guy was out of the office that day. D happens to be a friend of mine. My ex-boss tells me he would give D bad refs to other company’s HR if he received calls from them because D was replacing a girl on maternity leave and he felt D was leaving before he was due. I need to point out that D asked 4 times if there was something for him after the girl comes back in two months, and he got a clear no, so who can blame him? Anyway I just found my ex-boss a bit stupid to tell me that since I get along very well with D. Maybe he could not help telling me? Not clear, I mean it’s was not IH I was using, nor IO, but Ammo… and my ex-boss is a guy. Ammo might have other effects than those advertised. I will have to double check on this.

No other effects during that day or evening.

Products:
IG X 1 behind neck + 1 SMEAR behind neck (6h45 AM)
IS (2X strength) X 1 behind neck (6h45 AM)

Location: Work

An unattractive female coworker called E came talk to me about a project we had going together. She was sitting next to me, very restless, a foot jumping up and down FAST, for no reason, I mean REAL fast, like ELECTRO-GOTH-TRANCE fast. She usually is very zen and composed, with eyes barely half-open… think of Garfield the Cat or Filmore the Wesphalia from the kid movie Cars. Her talk was business oriented and focused though, but man, what was up with that leg?

Attractive female coworker K was very talkative and friendly. I am starting to enjoy the company of that girl.

My formerly hissing ex-boss was all smile again (wtff, yes two f’s!). My actual boss was impressed with what I had achieved in a particular project after I presented results to him. He is usually very bent on criticism and on the I-know-better-than-you bullscheiss, but he seems open this time.

Hooray, I received my order today =D:

Ammo 2X strength
IS 2X strength
IG
TAC 40 mcg
P135 5 mcg

Arsenal signature has been updated.

Products:

IH (2X strength) X 2 on the outside of the small finger, on same hand (6h45 AM)

Locations: Business field trip

I went on a trip with a field technician from the office. He was very talkative during the ride and told me about every problem he has in the company. Full historic.

Lots of self-effects however since I spilled some beans also. The guy is loyal and trustworthy though, I don’t have to worry on this.

My error was to apply the product on my hand… I am the type of cerebral specimen to often touch his face when concentrating, considering, reflecting, contemplating or evaluating a situation, like that statue from Auguste Rodin… so…I’ll have to resort to another point of application. Maybe outside the elbow, or on the chest, or I don’t know. Oh, and I realized, silly me, only much later that this was the 2X strength version. So basically it was like I had 4 X single strength IH going on right under my frigging nose for a large portion of the time.


“I am Error.” - Zelda The Adventure of Link

Product:

TUTH X 1 on chest (7h30 PM)

It was the first use ever of TUTH for me (yipee). Upon application, it smelled very peppery to me (as in salt-and-pepper) mixed with tones of ginger.

I had no particular expectation, and wasn’t hunting for prey, I just wanted to test this thing in public.

I drove to the local Walmart. I had nothing in particular to buy, I was just conducting a human study. I spotted some good looking girls, tried getting near them, pretending to be looking for something on the next shelve. A few heads turned. I think it is mainly from the self-confidence boost I got from using the product. I felt like fricking J. Travolta doing his new york street walk back in 77, man: “There are cute girls here and they’re for me!”. However they were all with guys, lol. Fun experience, great personnal attitude rush. Also, it is hard to keep a girl in the mones cloud in such a setting without looking weird or invasive and since I read that TUTH can make some guys want to punch you in the face, I did not push my luck this time.

I planned to try the product again for sure. I wrote an article elsewhere on this forum because on this event, the TUTH affected my driving while getting to destination. I wish not to repeat what has already been written elsewhere. Here is the link should you want to read it: TUTH: Possible effect on driving? .

Product:

P7… (5 mcg per spray) 1X to chest (7h30 PM)

Location: Home and take-out restaurant

Cross-referenced posts for solo testings of the same putative in my journal: #14 (5 mcg), #52 (10 mcg) and #210 (10 mcg).

This was my first ‘putative’ molecule experiment.

First Impressions: After application, I felt a freeze-like sensation to the palate, as if I ate ice cream or breathed acetone (for non-science-guys, think of girl’s nail polish remover). This persisted about an hour. I got a light headache. The P7X is said to smell neroli, but I didn’t grasp the fragrance as usual, I’m also picking up something different and stronger, but I can’t put my finger on it.

Usage & Application Points: Dosage: 5 mcg per spray. Applied 1 X to chest.

Most Appropriate Environment: Unknown yet because of the lack of effects observed.

Types of Effects: Tried this product with an open attitude. I read something in this forum that said P7X was in someway a ‘sexual’ phero. I applied the product before I went out to get supper from a take-out restaurant for my girlfriend and I on the week-end. One thing I noticed was that my breathing rate diminished significantly, maybe 50% to 65% less than usual, deep longer breaths, could not really help it even if I tried. No social effect or whatever at the restaurant. The staff was very nice so as to give us special sushies on our order, but that decision was made by them before I walked in, because we are regular customers and they remember us, we usually tip them even though it’s takeout. So I will have to be honest and indicate that I just cannot attribute these nice attentions to the P7X.

Once at home, after supper, my girlfriend went to sleep very early, severely tired and yawning her jaw off. I don’t know wether the product made her so damn relaxed and tired, since she was ok before I applied the product. I am a bit confused about the sexual nature of the P7X maybe that slow breathing thing is eventually good for some kind of yogic or tantric sex, who knows what.

Strength: Palate freezing effet 6/10, headache 2/10, effect on breathing 6/10. Putting a girlfriend to sleep 10/10 (potentially). I was not sleepy. No other effect observed.

Length of Effects: The headache lasted all evening. The palate freezing lasted an hour. The slow breathing lasted an hour. After that, everything came back to normal.

Tenacity: No effect on others observed except, potentially, casting a sleep spell.

Effectiveness & Consistency: That P7X sadly seems like a dummy after this first experiment, but let’s keep the mind open and try it again. Anyway, this product was a freebie. It is hard to find any detailed info on that particular product in journals, except, maybe, in the restricted sections of this forum which I don’t have access to. However, being a scientific, I am aware of the fact that the dosage per spray might be uneffective on me with only 1 spray. Because of the self-effects observed, I’m not sure if I want to try more than one spray. I might try it again at same dosage just to double check if the effects are constant.

Diffusion/Sillage: No sillage observed.

If it had a texture, what would it feel like? Thin air

If it were edible or drinkable, what would it taste like? Not edible, but sniffable, I’d say acetone, ether or chloroform. Or maybe Dentyne Ice if you insist on food-like items.

What celebrity or public figure is it most like? Nosferatu

If it were music, what would it sound like? I like this idea of comparing an experience with music. I will find Youtube references when applicable. Because of self-effects, and potential sleep spell effect, I had to select slow minimalist hypnotic french cold wave youtube.com/watch?v=IzNBCYz8yg8

I wonder if you pair it with something what it will do. I sometimes find that these putatives transiton on effects at higher doses. Sometime I also find that they do nothing until I pair with something. I don’t know how much you have left but maybe you can see what it does at higher doses or pair it with something. I have a togo of this P7… also and when I start testing and do my report I will send you the link. Nice report. Your journal is turning out really good man.

Hi Justintime469, thanks for your comment on my first P7… report. As I explained in my journal’s opening post, I am writing my reports in a retoactive way since I started that journal a while after starting off with mones. I have since tried P7… at 2 X 5 mcg and the suspected results were, shall I say, more dramatic and different. I have still have a few past reports to catch up upon before I get to that one, but it will be coming soon. Please do let me know about your own results.

Products:

IG X 1 front of neck (6h45 am)
TUTH 1 SMEAR on chest (6h45 am)

Location: Work and lunch out with coworkers

Good looking female coworker K was talkative and very at ease with me. In the past months (before mones era), she would usually talk to me, but be a bit shy and hide her breasts by bracing her arms like a “catholic schoolgirl taking her books home from school”. A defence attitude that had vanished 100% now. She was talking to me, sitting on her chair with arms along her body, her breast facing toward me. She even showed me a best side profile while we were both on a conference call with a customer. She kept adjusting some clothing items : toying with the edge of her skirt, her blouse buttons, things like that. She was playing with her hair also. She has a nice shape. It felt good. I was being aroused to be honest. The conversation continued and her knee touched my leg, not in a sleazy manner, but very clearly, and she did not move back. Cool IOIs. The skin in her neck was blushing red. She was laughing at my stupid jokes and reached to touch my arm a few times while laughing, though not in a sexual way.

I had lunch in a restaurant with female coworker J and male colleague D who is soon to leave for another job. Nice smiles, convos and starry-eyes from miss J during the lunch. She seldom eats out for lunch. After I asked, she said she might want to do it again in the future.

Product

MX297 1X back of neck (noon)

Location: Family reunion at my mom’s

This was my first try of this product. I cannot get what it smells like? Is that neroli? It seems different. I applied the product before heading to a family reunion at my mom’s with girlfriend and kids. The kids were not listening or obeying, they were spinning like derviches both in the car and at my mom’s. They are usually energic kids, but not out of control. I don’t know if it had anything to do with the product, but it is possible due to the party vibe effects it is supposed to yield. I might check again to make sure the effect on kids is consistant.

Girlfriend was very willing and flirtatious with me, she seemed affected in a positive way by the product.

Product

IG 1X behind neck (6h45 AM)
TUTH 1X on chest (6h45 AM)

Locations: Work and home

Very long conversation with female coworker K behind a closed door. Job oriented but she didn’t seem to want to stop talking to me. Ever. Once again, K was not shy at all at pointing her charms at me and toying with her clothes. I asked her if she wanted to go out for lunch someday to chat, since she soon is moving in the same workspace as me, and certain confidences and conversations will be harder to exchange due to the presence of a small snitchy male-rat yes-man in my workspace. She agreed we should have lunch some time.

The unattractive coworker E came to see me and talk two times, lots of questions. Job oriented.

Euphoric childish humor with female coworker, I will call M. I am not attracted to her, but she’s funny as she easily blushes all the time when we make her laugh. Totally a classroom ambiance. Felt like years before, at the time when it was ok to shoot eraser bits to classmates by blowing them from an emptied-out ball pen used as a pea-shooter. Strange feeling.

I saw female coworker P, which I had no chance yet to introduce myself to yet, she’s a 19 year old blonde, still a trainee, and very good looking, I mean prime-time-TV kind of good looking. With an awesome self-confidence, I flashed her a smile from accross the hall, she gave a smile back. Looking forward to introduce myself to her later. I was in a bit of a hurry. She is: wow.

Products:

IG X 1 to back of neck (6h45 AM)
AMMO (regular strength) 1 SMEAR to back of neck (6h45 AM)
IO 1 SMEAR to back of neck (6h45 AM)

Locations: Work

The female coworker K was very talkative and nice to me.

A female coworker, I will call C, comes through my door with female coworker P (the lava-hot 19 y.o. petite blonde) to discuss a technical subject. I take the time to introduce myself to P, she is all smile, she seems so glad to have had the chance to perform some lab testing for me and help me in my job. However, the other girl, C, has a very not subtle at all DIHL effect going on over me. I talk, and she seems lost a few seconds before coming up with an answer. C is very tall, skinny, but very cute, in her mid 20’s. C is not smiling however, she is all business, but it seems like I am creating genuine confusion on her side. I will have to check the evolution with this test subject or maybe use a full AMMO load along with IG to smooth things out with her. Confusion seemed to affect her technical judgement also cause I did not agree to what she was telling me knowing it was not exact.

P did not comment on the technical aspects in my conversation with C because of her lack of experience, but she kept smiling, this: she is very good at. She handed me her handwritten lab results, which looked perfect to me, but she took the paper back a bit ashamed, and said she would rewrite it to be more clear and precise. She came back to give me a new paper with love-letter quality handwriting. I told her it’s a pleasure seeing such a delicate handwriting. She giggled. I write as bad as a darn doctor so I could do humor on that theme with showing her off what I am capable of. She got out, all smile, I thanked her again. I will have to talk to P again for sure, she is a nice girl.