I love her, dearly. It was a stupid disagreement, I should have handled it better regardless of what occured.
The issue became more focused on my behavior in how the issue was handled rather than the issue itself.
I see a light at the end of the tunnel, I will be updating soon. We did start talking again. It’s all kind of shallow surface issues, but it’s a start. I know her far too well, and she knows me. She doesn’t really want this to be over, she just wants me to be stronger, and I can be. It’s just not happening as fast as she’d like, but I’m only human.