Alright. I got my Phero’s in the mail yesterday. I now have A314, Turn up the Heat, and Ammo.
To base this test in at least a little science I am going to lay out everything.
Me: 21, 5’6". Pretty good looking, clean cut, pretty muscular. I believe I am an alpha at heart. It is coming up more and more everyday.
The place: I attend a film school in Los Angeles that is primarily populated with young actresses and neurotic writers. In this world, It’s hard not to feel alpha anyways. Within this world I spend anywhere from 6-9 hours a day with the same 8 people (different teachers however) in a very small room that is kept at a temperate 70 degrees.
My group is 8 guys, 1 girl. The girl is a full blooded petite(very cute) japanese girl whom I have already been out with and had a little fun with. We have an ongoing thing together. the other 8 guys range from decently assertive to completely masculine averse. One of them I fear may suffer form fatherly abuse, as he balks at any display of masculinity.These people have known me for a few weeks now.
The Stakes: Every one of my teachers is an ACTIVE PROFESSIONAL in my field of choice. One in particular is an exec producer on two new pilots. This means that over the next 4 months he has to choose a staff of over 40 writers and assitants. These are coveted jobs, and I want one.
Class starts at 10. I wake up, shower (using only natural products), and put on natural deodorant.
The dosage: 1/2 Drop behind each ear and down jawline, with a tiny smudge under my nose.
My big control is my sister. We live together and she knows me better than anyone. After 20 minutes I entered her room and talked to her. After a few minutes she commented on feeling very warm, and her focus had increased. I told her I had already put on the pheromones, and she laughed.
I got instant self-effects. My face, which usually holds a slight smile, was set in stone. Rambo stone. When I was walking to open a door, I felt like all I could see was the doorknob. I felt extreme focus. I could say what I meant to say, and my voice had more authority.
In the elevator, everyone parted to let me out first.
In the classroom the two mousier males would not look me in the eye, not that they normally keep great eye contact. My japanese friend gave me this cocked eyebrow look all day, like WTF is different with you?
Anyways. In class things were pretty subtle besides those. The only thing was the other two more masculine guys were following my body language. I think they didn’t realize it.
When I would lean back and cross my arms, they would follow suit within 10 seconds. Strange stuff.
The teachers were all the same.
One big thing was I felt distanced from the world around me. At one point I was eating lunch at a table. There was no one around. Soon, people specifically sat around me, and then a crowd sat around me. I was talking to them, but It felt like I was just moving through the motions.
Determine modality, express modality, build rapport. I felt like a coversational terminator. It was working, but my satisfaction wasn’t there.
Anyways, I would say this is good stuff. I am trying wrists today. I will let you all know.
Later everyone.
