Some background. I have had this fuck buddy for about 9 months now. She is quite aware that she is not the only woman I sleep with, and she is aware that I have no plans on being a 1 woman man. This was all laid out on the table in the beginning. However, this woman admittedly has more that than fuck buddy feelings for me. To be honest about it…im surprised she puts up with it…or me for that matter. I always treat her well. As I do 98% of the women I come in contact with. She isnt the “im drunk at 2am come fuck me” type. We actually go out and do things. We share time. She, at this point, is the best friend I have here in the hippie pit.
MX384-2x + the new bottle misfire
(Anol Test Pack)
In summary:
I very rarely get self effects anymore. This Anol actually made me happy and almost giddy. Not something I am used to from Anol. So, we headed out to Triple Rock Brewery to grab some great beer and…..some more beer. On the drive there I could not shut up. Not only that but I was not saying very nice things. I was quite cocky and was making fun everything we saw. I actually remember walking into the Brewery and thinking “Wow, this stuff is actually affecting me”
We sat down and there was obvious chatter between us. Lots of cocky witty banter from the both of us. Things were fun and we were having a good time. Then, she asked me what my plans were for the weekend cause she wanted to do some groupon thing in the city with me. I told her that I had plans on Sat. and Sun. Her “What…..going out with more women?” Me “Well….ya” At this point the entire mood changed. It went from happy talkative to stressed and silent. Then out of nowhere….”you know….your quest to fuck all these different women is nothing but a way to feed your ego.” “You fuck all these girls because it makes you feel better about yourself.” “It probably stems from your x-wife never having sex with you so now you need to validate yourself.” “Maybe instead of always looking around to see which girls are flipping their hair in your direction u could pay attention to girl your with.”
She has never said anything like this to me before. Im sure she has thought it, but never ever blurted out anything like that before. Things were mostly silent from then on. I decided not to feed the monster with much of a response. She was obviously upset, and im pretty sure she was surprised by what just left her mouth.
All and all, id say that there is no doubt that what I was wearing was having obvious effects.
I have been out of the house to go to the gym and class…thats about it!