this must be the decade of adolescent brain damage:
What’s wrong with football? It’s written in the pain on Greg Hadley’s face. The senior from Colgate University, a two-time all-conference linebacker on the school’s football team, is sitting in a Bedford, Mass., laboratory, staring at shattered brains of dead football players. On this Friday afternoon, Hadley has come to visit Dr. Ann McKee, a Boston University neurological researcher who has received a dozen brains donated from former NFL, college and high school players. In each one, it’s simple to spot a protein called tau, which defines a debilitating disease known as chronic traumatic encephalopathy, or CTE. Common symptoms of CTE include sudden memory loss, paranoia and depression during middle age. The disease is also known as dementia pugilistica, or punch-drunk syndrome, because until recently the overwhelming majority of its victims were boxers. Not anymore. Researchers like McKee have found a deep and disturbing association between CTE and America’s most popular sport.
Hadley wants to see, in raw, microscopic detail, what could await him. All CTE victims have had some kind of head trauma, and Hadley has received four concussion diagnoses during his college days. As they examine images under a microscope, McKee tells Hadley that the brown splotches represent the dreaded tau buildup in the brain. The brains are as brown as the pigskin itself.
Hadley lets out a quiet “Jesus” and sinks in his chair. His girlfriend stares at him, looking as if her cat just died. “I had no idea it was all over the place like that,” Hadley says. He glances at a picture of a normal brain next to the stained brain of a deceased player. “You look at something like that and think, This is your brain, and this is your brain on football.”
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