What an experience! It sounds fantastic, and you made a really great post.
I hope everything works out for you, whatever is going on, and that you feel better.
You were talking about distress that doesn’t help positive thinking. There’s a post about depression and pheromones:
Not saying that you need it! But for finding the ones that are definite boosters for women. Can’t wait for my TAH to come in. And apparently Jasmin loves TAL 
And no – it’s never boring to hear you’re pretty
Glad you had a good day, hope there’s tons more like it in the future!