Intending to keep this short due to lack of time today.
Because of certain things going on at the office today I decided it would be best to not use IO or IS/b. Instead I tried p83 solo. I was a bit distracted by my work and all the activity today. Pulling some highlights from the back of mind and listing them below. Didnt have a chance to take notes thoughout the day.
One thing I noticed randomly throughout the day is that I felt affection towards people. Warm. I really wanted to hear what they had to say and i didn’t hold back from standing close while they spoke. I touched their arms, smiled , even had thoughts like " aww that was so cute". And " he’s so adorable haha" I noticed that people noticed this change judging by the looks on their faces. ( pleasant surprise) There was a feeling of closeness to everyone, even the ones that normally agitate me. I believe that p83 gave me very strong self effects. I sprayed on my jaw line and patted it onto my face. People reacted to both my sudden warmth as well as the pheromones I believe. I cannot count how many times I just wanted to hug my closest coworkers. Lol I’m not a huggy person usually.
An important official came to meet with us today and I found myself engaging with him in a very different manner than I normally would have. I was warm and smily. That is the best way I can put it. I appreciated everything he said, even when he was exitedly rambling on and on. I kept thinking gosh he’s an adorable little old man … If our departments head CEO scrambles to please this guy then I’m sure adorable is not exactly what he’d like to be called . Lol he didn’t seem to mind my affection at all, in fact he seemed to really like it and it seemed as though he didn’t want to leave. People all day today stood close to me and seemed to be in good moods. I felt like I wanted them to be around me and vice versa. It wasn’t sexual feeling. More cuddly fuzzy feeling.
I was more open to people stepping close to me. My bubble was completely gone. Normally that is something that would make me uncomfortable but I really didn’t care today. It felt nice actually. Lol
Does p83 have this type of self effect or am I just placeboing myself?
The most noticeable effects didn’t happen until an hour after application. And seemed to slowly increase in intensity. I felt the effects for at least five hours today. By the fifth hour the effects seemed to soften.
Well that’s all I have for today !
Love ~