::Introduction::
Okay to start of I am a 17 yeard old male, from Norway, mixed race from Ghana + Norway, yeah Im like the Mulatto Zyzz yeah 8) so sorry for my english, but I think you will be perefectly able to understand.
::Short-story-short::
Okay so I have been working since I was 12, first at my parents farm, then as a newspaper delivery boy, then my parents got divorced and I moved to my mothers place because of social and economical benefits. And now I work at Schlumberger as a electrician part of a program with my school were I will take the hardest subjects three days a week and 2 days at work earning good cash.
::Long-story-long::
I have been socially inactive from about when I was entering the 8th grade (thats when im 13 here in Norway) and untill late 10th grade (16 years)
Basically I was sitting inside when there was sunny outside playing computergames 14 hours a day in the weekends and 8 during the weekdays( can you even say that? 
) and although I got extremely good at the games I was playing, gaining a short amount of boost in self-esteem I still wished to get out and be with friends seeing how fun they had, making contacts all around this part of the country whereas I couldn’t or didn’t have the balls (literally, i’ll explain this later, don’t think dirty you bastard 
) to undertake such a lifechanger.
But in end of 10th grade, I basically got up, and said fuck it all I don’t have anything to loose. Now I won’t reveal everything here due to I have said my workplace and people could easilly track me down if they wanted, yeah im looking at you schlumberger emplyer , but Basically what i did was that I got out, and i swear I have never been this alpha in my entire life, I acted cool everyone, and i mean everyone were miring my style hard, and although I couldn’t hold it for long it gave me a base for my social ranking. So all of my friends were still thinking of me like that guy which can hack NASA if he wanted to (yeah you nerds out there, you know you can’t but appreciate the compliments you get anyways) and to them, I was that guy which didn’t talk and didn’t give a shit because they had barely talked to me since I was 12.
Then I got a lot of friends and people discovered me as the beta i was. But, since im that smart kid tootin my own horn here well well, I got around searching on everything from sociology and human biology, I figured that what makes people the way I was the first week I got out was basically this, testosterone. Yup thats it, a steroid hormone is what makes the alpha. there is nothing more to it. Hormones control everything and testosterone is the god hormone when it comes to social interaction. testosterone increases willingness to take risks which again increase willingness to touch and touching increases cytoxin levels and so on. So I was basically thinking of taking the drug testosterone enanthate, and as the smart kid tootin my own horn I searched around learning everything that I needed to do during a steroid cycle. However I also discovered what testosterone makes you eject. Phermones. ANd then shit happened and i got here 
So what you say guise any questions and i’ll happyily answer 
My questions will probably be asked in the forums