Hello
I’m a 20 year old male caucasian going to university in Ontario.
I remember years ago I would see banner ads for pheromones on, let’s just say, inappropriate sites. A flicker of interest pasted thought my mind before being replaced by “that would be nice…maybe some day… but yeah right”.
A few months ago I discovered nootropics (smart drugs) and started to become fascinated in supplements and drugs that could improve my mind and life.
four days ago I was watching Boston Legal and a character on it was being sued for using oxytocin. I thought “Hey, I need to look into that.”, though I quickly forgot.
Then three days ago: Synchronicity…
..My friend Asiansupermarket came over. I had just recently turned him onto nootropics and now it was his turn to show me something cool. He had four little spray bottles (IShine IO IH and TUTH) and he was claiming some amazing preliminary results. I loved the idea, another way I could improve my life! He gave me a shot of instant shine on my writs.
I was trying to remain a critical observer even though I was thinking “I really really hope these things work!” I thought it was a little mood uplifting. Good start.
Then about an hour later he gave me a shot of instant openness, just before I left for class. That night was the first night of one of my summer courses. (I was in the second row and) I swear it felt as if the prof was lecturing just to me. I almost felt uncomfortable because it felt as if he was focusing the class attention on me. When he would look around the room and always end on me and hold long eye contact. Whenever he turned from the board to face the class he would look right at me… Maybe it was a placebo effect but I also felt way more comfortable answering questions and discussing in class. It was convinced enough that I am here now. And I’m excited!
Asiansupermarket and I are pretty excited about this stuff. I want to try everything they all sound so cool! So next school year we’re going to try out all sorts of these and hopefully start a nice journal. Right now I’m going to get a few to experiment with during the summer but I’m completely overwhelmed (but I’m completely open to suggestions!). Like most people I’d like to use these during normal everyday interactions and use these at the bar. But I was also wondering if there is anything that can help motivate me during sports or motivate me to do school work…
Anyway I have to go because I have lots of reading to do!