Hi Nack,
Welcome to PTalk.com.
WE all have our stories, from all walks of life 
Great that you managed to overcome them.
Note that mones enhances both our bad and good points, you might want to take a read at these few topics,
they will prove useful for you.
For a first timer, would recommend you IShine and some IG to start with, you can move on to attraction products such as Ammo later on when you gain more exp