I did something wrong last night

Alright, I was testing IS/b alone today, in my ever-continuing quest to conquer these IS bottles.

I sprayed 2 sprays IS/b (to-go) this morning around 6:30am. Nothing out of the ordinary. People were friendly, but no more so than normal. Cheerful banter back and forth during the morning. No self effects that I noticed. In my notes, I said that I had a mellow vibe from TAH-containing stuff, but I didn’t notice that today.

Around 2pm it had all worn off of me, so I decided to try and compare the IS/a with the same people on the same day. I sprayed two sprays IS/a to the same location. Very interesting, actually.

The same coworker who is normally very friendly and chatty/cheerful blew by my desk and ignored me. He avoided eye contact and was short when dealing with me. He wasn’t angry, but he wasn’t trying to start conversation or be social like he normally does.

… In the middle of typing this, another male coworker, the only confirmed hit so far with IS/a (recorded in my past journal), came over and has just spent 1.5 hours chatting with me. He will not leave. It’s not overtly sexual, and he’s not flustered (as he was last time), but he’s definitely finding a reason to be around. He also started smelling random things on my desk. I have two to go’s (labels removed, and my “codes” written on them to differentiate) of IS/a and MX135 on my desk top, so I pulled the tops off and had him take a big whiff. He much preferred the IS/a. :slight_smile:

He then, of course, wanted to know what they were, so I told him I make my own scents. (not a total lie when I mix the advanced stuff!) He laughed and said, “of course you do! What else is in it, truth serum, deadly poison, somesuch?” HA HA! :slight_smile:

I was jokingly telling/not telling about “Molecule A,” “Molecule L” and “Molecule H;” You know, telling him just enough to confuse and disorient him, intrigue him and make him chuckle uncomfortably.

… LOL - I just told him I knew he was a Molecule L fan, and he wanted to know why. Hmm… :slight_smile: Should I inform him of his actions under the influence? :smiley:

Aside from him, I have no clear hits with IS/a. However, I haven’t had any hits with IS/b today either. IS/b equals no hits, and IS/a equals domineering/unapproachable except to this one person. Tomorrow I will either increase IS/b to 3 sprays or try MX135 alone. I need to review my notes to see where my last “successful” spray of MX135 was solo.I find it somewhat ironic that I am struggling with the Instant series, yet have great luck with TAA, TAF, P74, Anol, cops, etc. sigh Story of my life.

Perhaps IS/a separates the men from the… men that liked to be whipped ?

What self effects did you get from IS/a this time ? Anything different ?

Same as always - with IS/a I have consistent, reliable iron clad confidence/cockiness mixed with a sultry, predatory edge. Its a groove/vibe of a lioness stalking her prey, or tango dancing in Rio during carnival.

IS/b - ?? still working on it. sigh

This one guy is funny though, hmm? He reacts very well to it! Wonder what that says about him? :wink:

Nice reports and nice testing with the coworker.

Not necessarily. I am always torn between the two and how you behave when wearing them can sometimes determine results.

For example:

A lot of guys will want to don their armor, draw their swords, tuck the IS/b girl under their other arm and protect her from the dragon, take her home to the castle and then …

On the other hand, and IS/a girl is a challenge. She gives you a "Can you pass the “test” look. And you know if you do you have a solid woman on your hands. Unless she comes across as a witchor too domineering as in she wants a beta to boss around. In which case life is too short.

He sees a challenge with a potentially huge payoff on the other side. A passion for life. And hopefully him. Someone who will want to do fun things and occassionally throw in a fun surprise.

Hmmm…

Well, he’s a Pastor. He’s been happily married to the love of his life for 20 years. He’s one of the few people I personally know who actually has a great marraige and works on it with diligence. His wife is a doll. She’s sweet, nice, and totally has him on a leash. And he knows it. :slight_smile: She’s really a wonderful person. I consider him a friend, but not a close one.

He’s neurotic, totally an introvert, and hides himself from the world type. He is “the most popular” pastor at his church, but no one knows anything about him. He hides the fact that he’s on antidepressants and keeps few close friends near and dear for decades. He lives his life inside out - hides everything about himself of substance and projects a facade of OC to those around him.

In terms of “fun…” :roll_eyes: His idea of fun is writing the next ground-breaking thesis on Jesus’s interpretation of Love. One drink will knock him flat. Crowds give him anxiety. He doesn’t like to be around people too much, but still has love for his own flock. He wishes (almost so hard it hurts) that the world were a better, more loving place.

And he likes IS/a.

Hello Jlor1457!
It was really interesting to read to your post. I looks like people got far from you like felt that you were too much good to be appreached. To my opinion, it’s like when some guy wears too much A314 (never happpened to me with it). About your consideration on is/a it makes me think about the way that AMMO works on me. Tthat’s the same something like “Hei, I’ll choke you with this peanut here!”. That’s why I don’t use it much. I think that the most of the guys gave you many good advice. If I had to pick a new combination up, I’d wear something for self confidence (talking as a man TUTH works well with me), maybe a little bit of TAF and a load of socials. Anyway, it’s just an idea. I hope you found this helpful.

See ya

Franz

He does not like crowds and while he loves his flock he is not really a “people person”. He is more drawn to individuals for whatever reason. Do you know any of his other close friends or what they are like?

He probably feels over-controlled at home from time to time. He may also feel trapped into a certain “role” due to his calling/job.

Remember, unfortunately a lot of the people he may have to deal with are hurt and needing emotional and psychological comfort. Others are drawn to him because he is the popular pastor. Certain people just have to talk to or spend time with the pastor just for reassurance.

The IS/a creates a vibe that to him is like a breath of fresh air. You give off the air that you can stand on your own two feet without assistance. You do not need anything from him. You are not flocking to him (pardon the pun) because he is a pastor. You just want to be his friend because you like him for who he is not for what he is or does.

My two cents …

You’re spot on with your continued analysis of him. He occasionally mutters about transitioning into the career of “dog walking,” especially after dealing with his people. He had to hang a “no crazies” sign outside his door after getting stalked for the third time in 5 years.

There’s no sexual attraction whatsoever between us, but it is interesting to see how the IS/a and it’s confidence vibes are playing out within our friendship. I like your analysis of that! Thanks! :slight_smile: