Last night I went out with 6 sprays of p83, 3 to each side of my neck. I covered the area with 2 sprays of Instant Gentleman, 1 to each side of neck. I had 2 Ammo on the top of my chest with a shirt that would not hinder any diffusion. Then just 1 sprays of Instant Honesty 4x above the ammo on my Adams apple.
I didn’t get the crazy self effects I got of the p83 and Instant Gentleman like I did earlier in the week. The self effects I got where just a real sense of security that I get from Instant Gentleman, real confidence in a bottle. My brother gave me a lift to my friend’s house and usually he can be quite argumentative with me, always trying to be the bigger man but last night he was a sucker to whatever I said. He was nervous driving and did whatever I asked him too like put a particular song on for example.
I got to my friends house and he was as per usual with me a little more nervous maybe but it’s in his character to be nervous. He did go out of his way to head over to a cash machine with me so I could pull a tenner out when he didn’t need any money. Instant Gentleman makes people comply to bend over backwards for you.
We then headed to this girls 21st birthday party which was taking part at this rented out old mans pub. We got there and it was pretty empty just started talking to these two guys we’ve never met before and we instantly got on together. I’m friends with the girl who works behind the bar boyfriend so I started talking to her and she was very flirty but that’s in her nature anyway. A reoccurring theme I’m getting from p83 is that it encourages more outright behavior, I only notice this round people I know. Like I said my friend is natural nervous, p83 enhances that. The girl at the bar is naturally flirty, p83 enhances that.
The party was pretty much full of family, old people and kids. One girl said to my friend she wanted to talk to me but was scared, what the hell? To much rone? To much none? P83? A girl who I’ve hung out with a few times was there and we started talking, she was playing with her hair, giving me eye contact, touching herself all the time, she touched me a few times. She was fidgety, kept picking up beer mats and tearing them into little squares, playing with her glass provocatively and slurring her words (she wasn’t yet drunk). The conversation has hard to keep up because of the music, when the music’s loud it’s hard to deliver long sentences because people end up not hearing and pretending to laugh. The conversation did have it silences where we would just sit there staring at the dance floor for a minute or two whilst I was thinking of something to say.
I wasn’t drinking alcohol because I’m saving myself for tonight at another party but I went outside and these two guys (different from the guys mentioned above) started trying to get me to go to town with them so we ended up hoping in a taxi and headed to my local club (first time sober). Both of the guys where very openly friendly with me, like I’d known them all my life. One of the guy’s particularly I ended up hanging out with all night. He would hug me, rub my arms when I was outside to “try and keep me warm”, he kissed me on the cheek, told me he loved me a few times, told me I was a really cool guy (I was sober and not doing anything at all but standing there whilst he had a cig) this didn’t happen all at once, these things would happen over the course of the evening, most of them would reoccur. When we where stood around he would lean his head on my arm lol. On the dance floor I told him randomly to do some press ups which he totally obliged to and started doing them. This guy wasn’t gay (he mentioned that there where loads of pretty girls in the club) he wasn’t weird either. He got on really well talking about music and uni etc.
Anyone who reads my reports may be thinking that it’s common practice amongst the people I hang out with to kiss me lol but it’s not. The mix last night made strangers feel totally relaxed around me and as if I’d known them all my life. P83, affectionate as always. I do think it would be great for a gay man because it turns straight men into very touchy, feely kissy people so around a man whose gay would be pretty lethal I imagine. I got loads of interested looks from girls but I’m saving myself for tonight so didn’t pursue anything. If p83 isn’t gender neutral then I would say it’s a woman’s pheromone because so far I’ve had more extreme hits of straight men but woman also. I’m going to try p83 again tonight with a similar mix but with maybe half as much p83 this time.