This morning I decided to take my very first (and only) combo that I have tried and that does work for me, (which, in fact, I found on this forum, that someone had tried previously), which was 3 sprays of IS/A and 1 spray of MX300, and added 1 spray of Instant Honesty 2x to the mix.
To my happy surprise, the bitchy, efficient, respect-me aspect was still there, but slightly modified joined by a cheerfulness that had been lacking in the original 2 ingredient mix.
The effects today were mainly self-effects, which included:
Less sensitivity about things
A feeling of increased confidence
I felt that I truly deserved, and demanded, respect, rather than the normal hoping for some little crumbs of it, as this dysfunctional work atmosphere here tends to elicit
About 4 hours later, I refreshed with another spray of IS/A, and a couple hours after that, another spray of Instant Honesty 2x. This seemed to maintain my effects, though now they are starting to fade.
I shall try this combination again tomorrow, to see if my effects are still the same.
Interestingly, when I first started working here, I was strong and confident, and had so much to offer. Experience, intelligence, excellent references and a Master’s degree were all things I was rightfully proud of.
Little did I realize that I had entered the Dungeon of Low Morale (something I had only heard and read about, never realizing it could actually happen to me!).
Coming from the land of Harvard teaching facilities and real health care facilities, I expected to bring knowledge and enlightenment to this tiny unknown long term care wanna-be hospital. I did not anticipate having my confidence and self-esteem sucked away by rude, ignorant pseudo-administrators who treat employees as though they are school children locked in a detention room only because they might misbehave.
Who knows, maybe this combination of IS/A and MX300 (at least), could be the key to getting back where I started. No longer will the condescending veiled insults and jabs hurt, because I cannot feel them. Finally, I can pick myself up and dust myself off.
My To-go bottle of IS/A is now only one-third full, though, and I didn’t order another in my second order that is already on its way ![]()
Is it okay to ask if there are any other members who bought IS/A but didn’t like it if they would sell theirs to me?