10-17
Woke up after full nights rest.
Showered yesterday around noon.
Went to work with just EO on.
At work things were normal. Women were generally friendly and somewhat noticed me but I don’t think I was ghosted. People were eager to ask me for help and some women seemed to have no issue invading my space.
Went home and applied deodorant and EO and
3 sprays TUTH and 3 sprays TAC
2.5 and 10mcg.
Everything has been the same lately, diet, cannabis, bee pollen, jiaogulan, zinc and E, etc.
Went to a couple stores and didn’t notice anything really. Mostly ghosting, if anyone looked my way it was the ethnic group first. But hardly. Didn’t seem to produce good self effects either. No feelings of lots of energy or authority or euphoria. Just kind of relaxed.
My guess is too much TAC made it too relaxing.
However the guys seem to look my way a lot and were talkative and friendly.
Last time having cannabis was yesterday evening.
Few hours later added 1 spray A314, about 6:30pm.
Went to store full of Hispanics. Not much reaction but no ghosting. Feeling gentleman like..
People looked like they didn’t know how to respond to me. A couple times women seemed to pull their head to look at me but ever so slightly.
10-18
Woke up after about 5 hours sleep.
Been eating same stuff with multis etc. jiao, bee pollen..
No shower, showered yesterday in the evening with patchouli body wash. Haven’t had cannabis since the evening before last.
Sprayed..
Mix 1
EO
1 spray A314B to Adam’s apple.
Couple spritz cheap cologne for ‘carrying power’.
Self effects immediately is energized and feeling in a good mood.
My goal with this test is to try and buffer the extra caused by the multis by using A314.
So I get to work and not many people are there. A few glances my way but nothing spectacular.
However my 40s coworker white male who has a habit of cutting people off as they speak was real friendly and let me finish.
He also was his normal self not standiffish.
My 40s white female supervisor was also acting accordingly. She usually curses like a sailor. I said something to her smart alleck like and she said you smart a** but she didn’t actually say a**. It was like she was holding her tongue out of respect.
Also, the self effect became amazing. I don’t think I ever felt so light and happy and full of energy. Seemed better than a stimulant. Felt like clean energy.
The white late 20s gal with the cute little girl came in. She didn’t seem much attracted to me but when she saw me she lit up and said ‘hi’ to which I reciprocated. Then she tells her little girl to say hi to which I reciprocated again. Funny how she told her baby to say hi to me.
Then this Hawaiian looking gal comes in and she’s wearing a short tight dress man I can see everything I cannot even tell if she has underwear. Plus this girl was smoking hot. She seems to come to my work and linger around the area where I’m at while looking like a freak. I wanted to jump her bones instantly, I think I need to talk to her next time.
About 2 hours from first sprays I go in bathroom and apply 1 more spray A314b. On neck right to the right of my Adam’s apple.
Immediately once I leave the restroom I get 3 Dihl, late 20s-50s white and Hispanic looking females. One I smiled at and she stayed stuck in my eyes, no smile. She was white and one of the older ones.
My boss who’s also always getting on my back whether joking or serious did absolutely nothing of the sort he even stayed out my way!
About 15 minutes later a hot 20s blonde walks around me and I ghosted her hard.
After this no one seemed to respond greatly but it was ok.
After about 2.5 hours from initial sprays I add 1 more spray A314b to left side of Adam’s apple.
Effects didn’t seem to get better, maybe a little more energetic..
Ended up feeling way too jittery.
Strong scrub and wash in the shower didn’t seem to get all the A314 off can still smell it.
For the most part I’m not much of a fan of the A314. The smell isn’t my cup of tea, the self effects were pretty good but that’s about all I liked. Of course this isn’t enough testing to know for sure how I feel but so far this is what I’ve noticed.
Also spent much of the rest of the day feeling anxiety. It could have been other factors, but stimulants usually cause me anxiety once the effects wear off.