I received AMMO and TUTH middle of last week; super fast shipping! This journal will chronicle my attempts to use pheromones to attract women for sexual pleasure. Unless otherwise noted, all times are US Eastern and I’m in New York City. I’m also going to try to account for as much confirmation bias as people to be as objective as possible in my observations.
To note: I love the smell of AMMO, reminds me of Irish Spring. I also listen to subliminal audio regularly to improve my internal mindset and thinking processes, and noticed people have looked at and approached me differently since starting that regimen a few months ago.
2015-12-04/Friday: AMMO - one spray on each lapel of my button shirt’s collar at 12:35pm, no TUTH
I have three classes on Fridays: Italian, computer theory, computer music
no discernible response from anyone in first class, though I regularly play an ultrasonic aphrodisiac subliminal audio and see a response regularly from the girl who sits next to me
might have had a response from a female classmate during second class, not sure because she looks at me during class and smiles when she notices me catching it fairly often anyways, the difference is this time I noticed her licking her lips and staring kind of deer in headlights; might have had a response from another female classmate who, due to a misunderstanding early in the semester, has normally been pretty standoffish to me for a while, not sure how to read her yet (stolen glances, “happy eyes”)
no discernible response from anyone in third class
after class took a shower (shirt still smelled of Irish Spring), hung out at one of the on-campus activities to get free food and had short chats with the girls serving the food; they seemed friendly, but no discernible sexual response
after food hung out at one of the on-campus clubs, a video game club I frequent; one of the guys I usually speak to noted that I was totally “on,” and his girlfriend noted that I seemed much more upbeat and happy, no discernible sexual response
might have had a response on the train ride back home, not sure; noticed an X mark on a pretty girl’s hand and started to chat with her about it, she said she decided “spontaneously” to go to a 1975 concert the night before; after asking her about 1975’s genre, I quickly lost interest in continuing the convo, as I didn’t expect it to lead to anything
self-effect: I seem to be more open and talkative and as mentioned more “on,” though I’m not sure yet how much was the subliminal taking effect or effects from AMMO
I don’t yet know how to format onto this journal the technical aspects of using these pheromones, I’ll figure something out as time goes on.
2015-12-05/Saturday: AMMO - one spray on TMJ area behind each ear at 1:50pm, no TUTH
I have one class on Saturdays: Women and the Media, which satisfies my liberal arts college’s Women and Gender Studies general requirement and is more radically feminist than I expected; distribution is 18 girls, 6 guys, teacher and teacher’s aid are female
penultimate-to-final project is a group presentation, class split into 6 groups, my group is me+2 girls
might have had a response from my two group partners especially before class started, as one was particularly nervous about public speaking and expression-wise looked very open to receiving advice from me which I gave (the one that was nervous took off an outer layer and exposed bare midriff, the other was self-touching and crossing her legs tightly when we sat back down)
might have had a response from one particular blonde girl in the class who I fancy, but I regularly play the ultrasonic aphrodisiac in this class too and usually get a visible response from her using that, so…maybe? (very relaxed sitting, crossing and uncrossing legs pointed toward me, stolen glances+fiddling with phone when I catch her, playing with hair, self-touching, new: licking lips, went to bathroom to fix hair and apply lipstick or balm)
might have had a response from the TA, as she was much more comfortably sat than usual when my group was presenting and while I was near her (very relaxed sitting, crossing and uncrossing legs pointed toward me)
don’t know if I had a response from the teacher (who just had a baby so is already swimming in pregnancy+birth-related hormones), but she was friendly and amiable to my request for making up missed classwork due to my previous illness
self-effect: My speaking during the presentation felt more controlled than usual and afterwards felt more comfortable with my two female group members, though I’m not sure yet how much was the subliminal taking effect or effects from AMMO
self-effect: I had a phone conversation with another classmate late at night and felt comfortable and open speaking with her, though I’m not sure yet how much was the subliminal taking effect or effects from AMMO
Thanks, Conjurator! The time I applied it to the collar rather than the skin directly was only because I wanted to try it out during the classes and expected to take a shower after class instead of before, and I didn’t know if it would wash off or not. I’m not in a position to afford more AMMO just yet, as my previous paycheck doesn’t seem to have gone through yet.
In future applications I will apply to the skin anyways and reapply after shower as needed, though I will also apply one spray to the collar of whatever shirt I’m wearing as a just-in-case.
Should I be adding effects on self in journal entries, too?
After a shower, one should always reapply of course.
Yes, self-effects are very important to mention in your journal. Both for you and us. If you experience good effects, we want to know because maybe we never noticed them ourselves and if you get bad effects, maybe we know how to work around them or buffer them out using combinations.
Also gaugeing up effects will help you find your sweet spot for each product.
Groovy, thanks. I edited my posts to add self-effects, along with disclaimers on behaviors that may possibly be attributed to internal mindset changes from listening to subliminal motivators.
2015-12-07/Monday: AMMO - one spray on back of collar at 12:45pm, one spray on TMJ area behind each ear at 2:00pm, one spray on wrist and rubbed wrists together at 8:25pm, no TUTH
I have one class on Mondays: Computer Architecture 2, which is at night and mostly guys, but the few girls (I counted up to 7 or 8) seem to have clustered around a certain area so I usually choose to sit as close to the middle of that cluster as possible to maximize responses
might have had a response from one or two of those sitting closest to me (stolen glances, crossing and uncrossing legs, new: DIHL face); I regularly play the ultrasonic aphrodisiac in this class also and usually get some response from one of those two, but the other if indeed a response is a new occurrence for me (took off an outer layer of clothing and glasses, crossing and uncrossing legs)
might have had a response from a girl sitting across from me on the train ride back (stolen glances+fiddling with phone when I caught her, crossing and uncrossing legs, looked at me and smiled as she got off the train)
self-effect: I felt more comfortable talking to people at the gym during the early evening when I went to get pizza (Planet Fitness has “Pizza Mondays,” free pizza for members on the first Monday of every month)
self-effect: I felt more comfortable asking questions during class
2015-12-08/Tuesday: AMMO - one spray on back of collar + one spray on TMJ area behind each ear + one spray on wrist and rubbed wrists together at 12:45pm, no TUTH
I have three classes on Tuesdays: Italian, computer theory, computer music
definitely got a response from a girl sitting across from me on the bus ride to campus (stolen glances, crossing and uncrossing legs pointed toward me, DIHL when I looked at her eyes, I looked at her hand, saw wedding ring, turned away, and she covered up the ring with her other hand)
might have had a response in the first class from the girl who I usually sit next to (crossing and uncrossing legs, stolen glances), but we had an exam and she was concentrating, and I played the usual subliminal
might have had a response in the second class from one girl I fancy two seats to my right (took off outer layer of clothing, stolen glances, licking lips); might have had a response from the cold blonde chick from before (stolen glances, “happy eyes,” she was more talkative in class)
hung out at the video game club on campus, might have had a response from one of the female members who normally acts standoffish towards me (she seemed more relaxed around me now)
went to Starbucks later, might have had a response from a barista (she took off her hat and fixed her hair, seemed to be giving me “butt displays,” stolen glances+fiddled with phone when I caught her, DIHL when she was “supposed to be working,” extremely cheerful towards me when saying hi but could easily have been how she greets most/all customers)
self-effect: I definitely felt comfortable sitting wherever I sat and talking to whomever I talked to during the day
I STILL LOVE THE SMELL OF AMMO, I find myself smelling my wrists and collar like every 5 mins or so
Any particular instance, or should I add detail to all of them? As I said, I don’t yet know which may be from the pheromones and which may be from the ultrasonic subliminal unless I’m not playing the sub, and I won’t know for sure which may be from my change in attitude and aura from listening to subs versus mones versus sheer assumptions.
It is best to be detailed as possible. I know when I first started out and my journal shows, that I didn’t really understand or know much and what to look for. If you can just be detailed as possible as the type effects and hits you get. Sometimes I still have a hard time deciding if I got a hit or a normal reaction from someone. Most of us are looking for types of effects, environment, age range, things like this.
Yes detail is important. Even you, when you’ll read back at your journal in a few months, you’ll be happy you did. Otherwise things get quite blurred over time.
Edited earlier posts to add possible IOI details; in future posts I’ll probably set them off with a different color (maybe purple for possibles, orange for likelies, red for definites or something) instead of just parentheses.
I’m using the master IOI list here and the various IOI lists posted on Subliminal Talk as starting points. If there are better and more reliable single IOIs (besides simply “clusters IOIs”) I’m very open to learning what they are.
I like your idea on the colors. I just hope the color is readable as I was reading a post a while back it was all in pink and it kind of strained me eyes. I will wait to see one of your posts and if it comes out good I may just do the same thing to make my reports easier to read if you don’t mind.
2015-12-09/Wednesday: AMMO - one spray on back of collar + one spray on TMJ area behind each ear at 12:50pm, TUTH - one spray on wrist and rubbed wrists together at 9:05pm
I have one class on Wednesdays: Computer Architecture 2 at night, which I was a half hour late to
might have had a response from the girl who I usually sit next to (the one closest to me on Monday): crossing and uncrossing legs, touching her lips, stolen glances
might have had social responses from guys earlier in the evening before I applied TUTH (a social gathering of all guys, about 10 or 12 of us): very talkative, lots of laughter during conversation
self-effect: I like the slightly fruity, slightly musky smell of TUTH (is this what Neroli smells like?), found myself smelling my wrists every 10 mins or so, but it’s no AMMO smell
self-effect: TUTH seems to affect my blood flow, as I saw the veins on the backs of my hands pop without having done a workout earlier in the day
self-effect: AMMO once again seems to have made me less inhibited socially and I was able to enjoy having fun conversations with other people and feel comfortable around them
Hey nice format I like it. Now what color do you think on sexual responses and is there any other things or colors for other situations? Would you mind if I use this format and try to incorporate this in my journal reports? I will give you credit, if you read my journal I am always giving credit to Jdub for sharing his mix.
Feel free to use the colors and format if you remember to, sure! I have certain ways of organizing and interpreting things, partly due to the mild OCD I have and partly due to something else psychological that I haven’t yet figured out what to call it that I theorize is related to my ability to “reverse engineer” things.
Sexual responses will be red for “definitely a signal, almost certainly intentional” or orange (which might look brown on some screens) for “a signal but almost certainly completely unintentional.” I’m sure I’m going to use lime green for something, but haven’t yet figured out what.
and if you get bad effects, maybe we know how to work around them or buffer them out using combinations.