Because I forgot to mention it at the top, I’d like to add a note about my diet and take a moment to elaborate a bit on why I’ve chosen to start buying pheromones.
I take vitamin D-3 and zinc supplements, as well as D-aspartic acid, in the morning to promote testosterone production (an idea I had a few months ago was “is my T-level too low?” and “is my estrogen level too high?”). For enhanced protein intake I also drink 16 fl.oz. Bolthouse Farms Protein Plus blended coffee (32g protein per 16 fl.oz, mostly whey and soy protein) in the morning and one Clif Builder’s Bar chocolate peanut butter flavor (20g protein per bar, mostly soy protein) during the day; it used to be two Clif bars, but a few months back when I started researching testosterone health I found out soy protein promotes higher estrogen levels, which is not a thing I want.
I’ve had a plan for over a year to become “more manly” with a three-pronged attack - physically (diet, supplements, exercise), mentally & emotionally (subliminal motivational audio+reliable therapy for psychological improvements), and chemically/auratically (mones, the boost in T from the physical changes, whatever attitude and aura results from the mental/emotional changes).
I’m keeping the fine details under my hat for now until I see what the results end up being, but basically I did physical first to make sure that my body can handle whatever changes results and withstand potential pressure (I used to have a lot of health issues when I was younger), then mental to make sure that I would be more prepared to be more socially successful and less likely to develop the crippling one-itis that started this whole thing, then mones once I could afford to actively execute the attraction portion of the plan.
Expectation-wise, I’m treating this AMMO+TUTH timeframe as sort of a dry run, attempting to have as little expectation about results as is possible for me, though still believing in positive ones. It will also influence my future purchases vis-a-vis sexual and social mones, though I will almost certainly lean heavily on the sex.
2015-12-11/Friday: AMMO - one spray on back of collar at 12:25pm + one spray on TMJ area behind each ear at 1:25pm + one spray on left wrist at 8:30pm, TUTH - one spray on right wrist and rubbed wrists together at 8:30pm
three classes Friday
arrived late to Italian class, had a class party; no discernible responses from female classmates
arrived slightly late to Computer Theory; girl sitting next to me was very tense and tapping her foot constantly, then I tapped her on the shoulder and asked what was wrong and she recoiled saying “Don’t touch me” to which I responded her foot tapping was making me nervous; I left the class shortly after due to a stomach issue which I attributed to eating too much from the party in the Italian class right before, but I was more disgusted with the girl’s reaction to a simple shoulder tap
no discernible responses from female classmates during Computer Music
possible response from a girl in the video game club, I asked her to have a drink with me and she said maybe
possible response from another girl in the game club, found out we Tinder matched each other but she claimed she was just having fun with it, but gave me “happy eyes” anyways and was excited that I acknowledged it
went to Starbucks later, might have had a response from a barista: stolen glances+fiddled with phone when I caught her, DIHL when she was “supposed to be working,” much more chatty
self-effect: super tired during the day
self-effect: impatience at other people’s nonsense (possibly from subliminal audio?)
2015-12-12/Saturday: AMMO - one spray on TMJ area behind each ear at 2:00pm, TUTH - one spray on wrist and rubbed wrists together at 2:00pm
Saturday class: Women and the Media; we had final presentations that day and I was sitting in the front row, so everyone had at least a 10-minute opportunity to be within range of me for potential response from mones and/or subliminal
possible response from one of my previous group members: playing with her hair, stolen glances, and we were supposed to meet up the next day but she got sick
possible response from the other previous group member: exposed skin in front of me, stolen glances, “happy eyes” when I talked to her, looked down+smiled+played with her hair when I complimented her on her presentation as she headed back to her seat
possible response from the blonde I fancy: stolen glances+played with her phone when I caught her, “happy eyes,” very relaxed sitting (extremely relaxed, like “extremely slouched+put feet up on the chair in front of her pointed towards me” relaxed)+legs crossing and uncrossing with feet pointed towards me, during my presentation she was often the only one speaking up for choices I offered (I presented a choose-your-own-adventure game and asked the class which paths to pick for the demo), and at the end of class I asked her out for later the upcoming week and she gave me her card (though I stumbled a bit through the asking for some reason)
possible response from everyone: as I was presenting most of the females had DIHL even though I stumbled a bit through the demo
self-effect: some headaches
self-effect: some stuttering when asking blonde out, some stuttering when presenting even though when I asked questions during others’ demos I was relatively clear and calm
All in all, an interesting 4 hour class session (normally 3 hours but went long for the final presentations) that saw effects from mones and subliminals, but also something that resulted in my confidence gains being temporarily nullified internally.
2015-12-14/Monday: AMMO - one spray on back of collar at 1:05pm+one spray on TMJ area behind each ear at 1:20pm+one spray on TMJ area behind each ear at 8:05pm, TUTH - one spray on wrist and rubbed wrists together at 1:20pm+one spray on wrist and rubbed wrists together at 8:05pm
Monday class: Computer Architecture 2 at night
I sprayed early in the day because I sat across from a particularly attractive girl on the train and wanted to see if she would be affected; I didn’t see any discernible response from her, but the old guy who sat next to her kept trying to start a convo with her and she kept answers short
possible negative response from the usual girl in class (is it called OD?): she sat one seat farther away from me than usual
possible positive response from that same girl in class: much DIHL from her, leg crossing and uncrossing
definite response from a relatively pretty girl (maybe a 7, 7.5, looked like 18-25 y.o.) on the train back: sat next to me even though there were plenty of open seats around, lots of leg-to-leg and arm-to-arm touching+her trying to spread out a bit to have more surface area physically connected, lots of stolen glances+“happy eyes” when I said “how are you doing” to her, she kept looking at the game I was playing on my iPad (Chrono Trigger, iOS version, BTW), she kept looking back at me when she was getting off the train
self-effect: some headaches
self-effect: a lot more open and comfortable in a group, especially while hanging out at video game club on campus
self-effect: for some reason I was turned off of the TUTH scent that day, though the AMMO scent was still AWESOME to me
So yea, the first blatantly obvious response that I’m gonna attribute to the mones even though I was also playing the subliminal at max volume two feet away from her ears (I put the iPod Touch on my lap speaker-side up because my shirt pocket was obstructed).
Sounds like a little OD. But the one girl responded very well. OK so when you are ready and you make another order you should get some TAC for sure and check out Jdub’s journal and check his mix out I think you will like it. So you could wear around 2 sprays of TUTH out in public and here is the fun part and where TAC comes in. The TAC buffers the negatives of TUTH and women just love it. Guys also will respect you to and you won’t piss them off and women should be very open. TAC is a disinhibitor and works great. Now there is also Hedione in Jdubs mix also. I paid around $28 for a 4 oz. bottle I think on ebay. If you are interested in this though you should contact Jdub and Conjurator as they can help you out better than I can.
I think this is the type of mix you will like and are after.
2015-12-16/Wednesday: AMMO - one spray on back of collar at 7:45pm+one spray on TMJ area behind each ear at 7:45pm, TUTH - two sprays on wrist and rubbed wrists together at 7:45pm
Wednesday night was the final exam for Computer Architecture 2, as such it was difficult for me to directly observe any possible response
That being said, the girl who usually sits closest to me kept biting her lip and looking at me during the exam, and was disappointed to be moved away from sitting next to me in my self-proclaimed “radius of confidence” by the professor
After the test she looked visibly pleased that I waited for her to finish, but wasn’t very talkative
self-effect: A bit of a headache, not really talkative other than some pomp and bravado about a “radius of confidence” increasing the likelihood of someone within my immediate vicinity succeeding at what they do (including passing tests), but I gave the “radius of confidence” talk before mones too
2015-12-17/Thursday: AMMO - one spray on back of collar at 5:25pm+one spray on TMJ area behind each ear at 5:25pm, TUTH - two sprays on wrist and rubbed wrists together at 5:25pm
Had a dinner date with a female friend
She was very touchy-feely with my hand and arm and felt more receptive to my physicality, very talkative, especially about “missing me” and how I have “a positive energy” that I give off that makes her feel comfortable, DIHL and “happy eyes” staring at me when I talked
self-effect: I was more talkative than usual with the female friend
self-effect: I felt more naturally touchy-feely with the female friend rather than it feeling forced
2015-12-18/Friday: AMMO - one spray on back of collar at 11:50am+one spray on TMJ area behind each ear at 11:50am, no TUTH
Friday morning was the final exam for Italian, as such it was difficult for me to observe any possible response
After the exam I went hang out at the video game club and the president approached me saying a girl I asked out there on Wednesday complained about me (I asked her out before I sprayed any mones that day); I told him that if she was truly concerned with a reasonable resolution to it she would have approached me directly instead of getting people to fight her battles for her
self-effect: Whatever I was feeling earlier in the day was overwhelmed by anger and disappointment at the turn of events that took place at the video game club
I’m essentially calling this day a wash for potential mones results due to heavy bias.
I’ve been going through justintime469’s journal and it occurs to me I’ve neglected to account for audio IOIs. I have noticed some girls raising their pitch when speaking to me while I have mones, and one (the one who sat closest to me in Comp Arch 2) has been doing it in person and over the phone for a couple of months even before mones.
It seems I’ll have to be more diligent when observing potential IOIs. Even though supposedly they happen when you’re not paying attention to them, for the record none of them happen to me unless I am explicitly already paying attention because around me women seem to use it more as a means of confirming existing attention rather than attracting unconfirmed attention.
Nice theory. I’ll pay attention next time I wear TUTH. I never could quite grasp what it smells like exactly. I seem to somehow pick up notes of black pepper each time though.
On justintime469’s recommendation I just put in an order of TAC after checking my bank account to make sure I got my most recent paycheck deposited. Just 30 mL/2.5 mcg for now, and if it works well and I have a little more money to spend next time I’ll probably do 5 mcg after. Keeping it 6% neroli scent so there’s no clash with the scent of TUTH. Hopefully my next paycheck will be enough to acquire some hedione.
For now, I’ll likely only use TAC when I use TUTH, so the next few AMMO+TUTH entries from now on will almost certainly be AMMO+TUTH+TAC instead; look forward to that
I understand it’s a smoothener (Safari is red-lining the word as “not real” for some reason); it’s more me being stingy or miserly because my cash flow sucks and I want the TAC to be as effective as possible, which means for now I’m not going to use it on mixes lacking TUTH or similar.
Note to self: It’s clear to me I get more of the results I want and more overtly when TUTH is in play; consider 2x next time and consider upping antes.
I am excited to see how it goes. With TAC I can wear TUTH out in public with no negatives at all. I hope A314 comes in stock soon. When I wear with A314 I get a ton of respect and anything I want and I can do no wrong.
For dating and attracting women though the TUTH/TAC you cant go wrong.
2015-12-29/Tuesday: AMMO - one spray on TMJ area behind each ear at 8:10pm, TUTH - two sprays on neck+one spray on chest at 8:10pm
Went to a holiday party with about 100 people, aged 21-low 30s, at a pretty high end club downtown
Mostly everyone I spoke to was very open to speaking to me
One instance where I was picking up drinks (one for me, one for a girl) from the bar while holding a plate of food and on the way back the crowd immediately behind me (about 10 people or so tightly packed) “parted like the Red Sea” to let me through
No discernible sexual response from anyone
self-effect: initially extremely open to meeting people, eventually withdrawn to pre-existing social awkwardness and easily tired
some alcohol ingestion involved (4 glasses of wine, one glass of champagne), but no discernible drunkenness (I have a higher-than-normal alcohol tolerance and wine doesn’t really do it, especially after much food eaten)
The more I use this combo, the more it feels like AMMO+TUTH is mainly social rather than sexual, even if I take conversations towards sexual directions. I hope the incoming TAC fixes this, and/or that this is actually more sexually effective in a smaller scenario like one-on-one.
