Learnings of a Twisted Ostrich

Test 15: Promoter friends club with #1

Application- 8pm
1 sprays of P83 front of neck - 10mcg
1 spray of P75 back of neck – 2.5mcg
2 sprays of P79 front of neck - 10mcg each
1 sprays of P80 back of neck - 10mcg each
3 sprays of Meo-est – 25mcg each

Applied MX301 at the club 11pm & second at 12pm

Situation
Took #1 and my closest friend to a club we typically go to so #1 can get free drinks. I’m not drinking.

Result (self)
I felt calm and relaxed which lasted for about an hour. I had a bit lack of focus when driving as I made a few mistakes. When applying the MX301 I felt like dancing and really happy. A ”come on lets go party!!” type feeling that I would get when drinking.

Result

When #1 got in the car she was excited and made a point of rubbing me and my friends hair saying “yey another night with my friends!” not usual. There wasn’t much more to note on the way, #1 sat in the back seat and conversation was normal.

We got to the club and got in for free like usual. What got more interesting was later in the night. The club was getting jammed packed, I saw a few 9.5’s but I was trying to keep a tab on #1. We went to smoking and got split up. #1 was waiting for us inside once we got in (as opposed to hitting on guys). We sat on a couch side by side when a guy and three hot girls sit on my other side on top of each other. The one girl on the bottom says “I bet you don’t see this that often” I said “what, an orgy?” she says “mm yeah” I say “you want us to join you?” she says “mmm ok”. I was just playing around at this point. #1 didn’t seem to be listening she was just looking off into space having done her cigarette. I ask her what’s up and she snaps out of it and says lest go find the promoter and get drinks! And we go.

Long story short after abit of dancing #1 finds the promoter dude and sticks with him for abit getting drinks. At some point #1 disappears and we find her in a vip booth with a dude and 2 other 9s. We chill for a bit by the dj booth and when she comes out she tries to reassure me “oh I was just getting drinks, the other girls cock blocked me”

Now shes back with the promoter, and I see her run off somewhere again. I figure she will come back so I enjoy the party. Some tall blond came in between me and my friend and starts fumbling threw her purse. Shes been there for a good min now
So I pull out my phone and shine it on her purse and say “heres some help”. She starts holding me now and says “I could use some help” now her face is getting close to my chest. I sorta look away at this point and she goes back to her purse but I think she’s just standing there smelling me. And I sorta see a look of relaxation with head tilted up and eyes closed. Then some friends call her away.

Now Its starting to get late and I don’t see where #1 is. Long story short we eventually find her coming abck to the promoter dude and gets kicked out for drinking too much. We go threw the same ordeal as usual getting back to the car and trying to get me to go to the bad after-hours place. This time she just wants us two to go. She keeps saying promise me, promise me. I come up to her and look deep into her eyes, and say I promise. I felt she just wanted attention and I was right. We started making out intensely. We make it to the car after holding hands the whole way there and she starts arguing with that I am someone else other then who I am “No, your someone I picked up at the club I swear” then she’s like “oh my god, you are _____”.

As we drive home aprox 2pm I tell her, again nahh I don’t feel like going to the after hours lets go home. She aggress but warns me “we could have had so much fun together” As I’m driving for the rest of the way home she is snuggled in the back seat holding my hand and arm, I feel her breathing. Once we get to the house she doesn’t want to go in, she says “no snuggle with me, you’re my blanket.” I do that for 15min wile my friend smokes, but then its time to go. We try getting her out of the car and at first she resists and say “no I want to go to your house, no, no, eat salmon with you, purple room” naming off stuff at my house. Then a switch flipped in her and she was determined to get to her house and zero interaction.

Comments
In my experience with drinking people usually talk about what’s on there mind. I found it interesting that #1 thought I was someone else. That in her drunken state the would feel a different presence.

There’s defiantly a change in behavior but I believe that consciously she is still determined to stick with her previous decision of being friends.

At the same time the commitment of time with her is escalating while I’m trying to reduce. The other day she said she was sorry about the drunk night, and then mentioned subtly about new years. I’m not sure how long this can continue just as friends. My other close friend said the other day “____, your going way beyond what friends do for friends, she’s got to figure that out soon”