Pheromonic Progression

Field Reports & Anecdotal Experience Men's Journals
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Since I have become admittedly addicted to pheromones I figured I needed to start a journal on my ever continuing experiences with these wonderful products.

First things first I’m 26 years old, (that’s me on my avatar), out going and athletic. I’ve never have had a hard time talking to women, however it seems I don’t attract the type of women I really desire to be with, so that is one reason I look to the pheromone boost. I also am always looking for ways to improve upon myself at work.

The products I have so far are A314, IO, IH, TUTH, IJ, TAF, P100, P75, MX330 and MX215 (it was a gift).
Today is the first day I have used P100 and that is what my first report will be on.

Before work today (I’m a massage therapist but now mainly run the font end of a chiropractors office) I put on 2 sprays of P100 @ 12.5mcg one on each side of my neck.

On the way to work I noticed a definite upswing in my mood (could be due to being excited about trying out a new product). By the time I arrived at worked I had what felt the same as a runners high, the feeling you get after a great workout and are ready to take on the world… P100 is quickly becoming a favorite of mine.

All day today I have been hustling and bustling about the office getting all the little mundane tasks done that I would usually procrastinate on without any hesitation. One task in particular deals with billing and e-filing our insurance claims (yes its just as exciting and fun as it sounds). Every time I have to get this done I always put it off as long as possible and I usually end up starting to doze off during and have to take a break from the monotony, Today however I tackled it right away and got through a large quantity of the work with vigor, a very VERY welcome change!

I haven’t really noticed too much effect on others however, although there has been a more light hearted mood today around the office, my co-workers are definitely being more silly then usual. However we are usually laid back so its nothing too out of the ordinary. I need more testing to find the effect on others (and better observational skills on my part wouldn’t hurt either).

P100 could definitely end up replacing coffee for me as I have had no caffeine all day today but even as I’m typing this I feel an energetic buzz in my body. Unlike caffeine I feel like I can focus on the task at hand easier and don’t get distracted as much. All in all a great first test!!!

What others to try besides the "instant" line
mx330 and mx351 :-() cheers to jacob!!!
Putative Pheromone P100
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I used 2 sprays of P100 again today before my workout (I was dragging ass this morning) I felt the same self effects and had a great workout… one thing I noticed yesterday and today using it was I have had a noticeable decrease in appetite. Usually when I get home from work I’m hungry and will always have my breakfast right away (I’m a creature of habit when it comes to the times I eat), today however I had to force myself to eat. I felt the same yesterday when it came to my lunch and dinner I actually skipped a meal without really noticing I had. Maybe it also suppresses your appetite?

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Today I decided to test out MX215…

I hadn’t read anything on the MX yet and got it as a free gift :slight_smile:. I did just a little research on it to find out if it was okay to wear to work, (in my profession its not good to come off to sexual). I actually found out that this was a MX released with women in mind! After a couple posts and pms (thanks again Tisha and Ladyofthewoods) I found out that it didn’t have any cops in it (which for work would have been even worse then seeming to sexual), but it does have A nol and TAA. The reason it was released more for women was because its in the grapefruit scent.

After finding this out I thought what the hell lets give it a go, so I put on two sprays before work today both to my neck. I was a little disappointed because I didn’t feel too much with this one and I also didn’t notice too much change in my coworkers moods or actions. I’m also not a huge fan of grapefruits to begin with so so far this hasn’t been too great of a product for me, which is disappointing because I was looking forward to the uplifting effects of TAA.

I will say that even before I applied the mix I was in a bit of a bad mood.

At lunch I thought I might as well double the dosage sprayed on 4 more sprays two to each wrist and two to my neck.

This time there was a noticeable difference. I’ve been having an underlying feeling of excitement, like I have something fun planned for the night and I can’t wait for it. And about an hour after application I became very spacey, it felt a little like how people describe spaceland, but still with that underlying feeling of excitement. Plus its been very hard to focus on work I just don’t want to do the stupid little tasks I need to lol.

Another thing I have noticed is I have these nice feelings (the excitement and spaciness) but yet I’m also very irritable, I’m not sure if this is from the funky mood I was in earlier, but I find myself getting annoyed with my coworkers over really tiny insignificant things (one doctor in particular here likes to whistle a lot it’s always been a tiny tiny nuisance but today I’m getting the urge staple his mouth shut). This is so odd it’s like I’m on a roller coaster, feeling excited one second and irritable the next. (Normally I have an extremely even temperament so this is far out of the ordinary).

I noticed The other doctor in the office has been way more up beat then usual he seems to be sharing that excited feeling I was describing earlier.

I think this MX would be great a buffering a more serious mix like paring it with A314, however I’m not really liking it for my work environment though. But I have a feeling most of the ill effects where due mainly to my previous mood coming through… I wonder if there isn’t anything else in this MX that might be escalating the bad mood. I’m wondering though did you others have as tough a time at noticing hits or reactions at work like I am?

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These next reports have to be a little short as I’m slammed at work but here is all the pertinent info.

Friday 12-18

Tonight I wore 1 spray of P75 @ 12.5 mcg per spray applied to my neck(I was a little sad when I got this product as I wanted the 2.5 mcg version but there was a a little mix up that was taken car of now).

This night we went to a “country” bar (not really my scene but fun regardless). Here I noticed a couple strong respect hits, I spent most of the time here talking to a guy who was a friend of a friend about internet marketing and sales. This guy would not stop asking my opinion and ate up every word I had to say on the subject matter completely ignoring his girlfriend that was with him. As it turns out him and some of his friends are starting up a new internet company and after our conversation on sales he kept telling me how he wants to bring me on board as a marketing consultant. I had told him numerous times that I was a massage therapist and didn’t have any strong marketing background except for the few sales jobs that I have had in the past, He didn’t care as much he would just go on about how impressed he was with my ideas on sales even made me give him my number so we could talk again, weird!

We left that bar and went to another place that has a dance floor. Here I made it a point to test the effects on as many women as possible… didn’t happen… my buddy introduced me to a friend of his (female this time, we will call her C) and she had another friend as well (D), I got massive IOI’s from both of them, C had to leave shortly after but took my hand and demanded I walk her to her car, on our way out of the bar she suddenly stops and goes in for a kiss which I happily oblige. She kisses me again before she gets in her can and makes sure that she has my phone number a good hit I think. I get back inside and D finds me and we head to the dance floor. This girl is now doing her best to dance as seductively as possible she lets me know that even though her friend C likes me that she (D) is a better match for me (scandalous). I wasn’t feeling D as much so I didn’t pursue but I found it very interesting how willing she was to throw her friend under the bus.

Saturday 12-19

I wore MX330 Steve’s cougar mix :smiley: @ 2 sprays to the neck (I already had a feeling about what was in this mix). First thing I noticed is yep it contains none (I can pick up on this mone very easily). This night I went on a party bus to a popular club. I got the usual you smell great compliments dilated pupils from the girls in the group as we were pre drinking. I’m definitely feeling confident and cocky like when I’ve worn IJ but it seems buffered better. We get to the club and its absolutely dead so we left before I got any solid hits and went to another place nearby. At this place an ex of mine ends up meeting us there lately we have reconnected as strictly friends (although she is sexy as hell so i’ve always been attracted to her). After the usual “catch up” convo we start dancing, and we are doing an amazing job :wink:. All of a sudden she stops abruptly and attacks my face!!! Even when we dated (we also lived together for a bit years back) she had never kissed me so hard it completely took me by surprise!!! After an extended “make out” session we went back to our respective groups and didn’t see each other the rest of the night.

So all in all another great experience testing… I was pretty tipsy both nights so I didn’t really get a handle on any self effects.

Kinda confused on what to do about the ex its been a little awkward since then definitely a renewed sense of sexual tension between us, however its been enjoyable hanging out with her as just friends we have reconnected really well but I dunno if becoming intimate again would be a good or bad thing

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There is a book on this subject of inter-female competitiveness, can’t remember the title. But yeah, when it comes to mate selection, the claws really come out. Men can be arseholes when it comes to competition for women (and other things) but you expect women to be nicer, so it’s a shock when that happens. :open_mouth:

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One thing I am remembering about this night that I forgot to mention with the party bus there was a VERY cute girl (we will call her E) the girl next door type of good looking who came along with her boyfriend. This was my first time meeting the both of them as they were friends of friends. On the way to the clubs in the party bus I kept catching her glancing at me out of the coner of my eye, one of those trying to descretly check out glances (she most likely didn’t want her bf catching her check me out). It took us about 30mins to reach our destination and after a good amount of exposure she kept getting closer to me and even tried to convince me to dance on the poll in the middle of the bus. Then at the end of the night I got some respect hits as well… while we were waiting for the party bus to come pick us up we all were by this late night pizza joint where a couple off duty police officers were working as well making sure nothing got out of hand, the type of guys who must have had a long night or were simply picked on too much in high school and now like to abuse their power when ever possible (basically they were being huge dicks to everyone). E went inside to use the restroom with her bf and the off duty cop wouldn’t let them use it, said it was for customers only and even though we had friends in the loooong line (this place at 2am always has a line around the corner) waiting to buy some pizza they still wouldn’t let E use the restroom (plus her bf didn’t try to stick up for her). So they come back to the group she is pissed off at him and the situation and he walks off somewhere else, after I find out whats wrong I take her inside to the restrooms where the cop is still standing I then tell her to go do her thang inside, she kinda hesitates and asks if its okay (it was more directed to the cop then at me) I don’t let him answer and just tell her its fine and to go on. The cop doesn’t say anything which was odd cause he has been very aggressive with everyone else I have seen him talk to and was ready to argue with him. After she was already in the bathroom he says in a somewhat quiet voice (very submittive) that the bathroom is for paying customers to which I reply don’t worry about it we are getting pizza, he didn’t question it and even left to go talk to the other cop.

Needless to say on the way back on the party bus (which is never as much fun or excitment as on the way up ) E’s bf is falling asleep and she is being a good gf but I now see her blatenly starring at me from the coner of my eye! I wonder if the cougar mix has a bit of Rone in it

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I’ve worked in a bunch of spas and have heard the “behind the scenes” conversations of the girls talking about how they compete for a guys attention that they like and even had potential girls talk shit about other females they thought were trying to move in on me, but this was a first time I saw friends act this way!

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I just got my order of ammo yesterday and had to try it right away… First impressions are the smell kind of reminds me of stetson that my dad use to wear and to be honest wasn’t too big of a fan of it. That is until after a while I got use to it and really don’t mind it at all. I didn’t really go anywhere since it was Christmas eve in all and I had to pack for my flight today. But I felt amazing i used three sprays two on my neck and one on my wrist (I couldn’t help it I had to dive right in lol). It hit me within minutes I felt a huge boost in confidence and felt incredible, there was a rush of excitment as well which was weird cause there wasn nothing to be excited about as I was only going to spend the day lazing around the house and getting ready for my trip.

All day (I applied ammo around noon) I had a huge desire to go out and socialize I was going stir crazy! I never ended up going anywhere except the store and didn’t really have much expouser to people so I didn’t get really any hits but how I felt was amazing so I didn’t care too much. I could even still smell the product 12 hours later when i would sniff my wrists!!! I can’t wait to test this in a bar/club.

Today I’m flying to sacromento to see family for christmas and couldn’t help putting on ammo again same application as yesterday plus I added some IO a couple sprays to my hair and two sprays of IG one to the back of the neck one to the wrists.

On the way to the airport I felt the same rush, this stuff is fricken amazing, I felt and still feel as I’m typing this at the airport an importance that normally I just joke about, not only am I excited to meet whoever is sitting next to me on the plane (one of my favorite parts of flying) but I also have the attitude that I’m excited for them that they get to meet and talk to me haha (you get the picture I’m beyond confident at this point) I can’t wipe the smile off my face either. I haven’t had any hits yet as the airport is completly dead but I’m sure to get them when I get on the plane I have no doubt!

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Cont. here is my report from the plane ride yesterday morning…

I was wearing ammo one spray on my wrists one on each side of my neck IO a couple sprays to my hair and IG one spay to the back of the neck one to my wrists. I was on a flight coming from phx to sacramento.

The plane was empty!!! There were maybe 15 passengers on my flight so I didn’t get to sit next to each other, it made the flight enjoyable but this was the first time I have flown while wearing pheromones so I was hoping for a better test but what can ya do. I did get a hit from the male flight attendant lots of smiles from him and long glances, he checked on if I was doing okay many many times, more then the other passenger, plus it was a very short flight so there was no need to be so attentive.

I’m flying to sacromento to see my grandma and meet my new extended family (she recently got remarried). Yesterday I was the only person from my family who was visiting at that time and got to meet several “new” family members. Of course I wanted to make a great first impression on them, so once they arrived (several hours after I had) I refreshed my mones with two more sprays of IG to my neck and wrists, three sprays of IO two to my hair and one to my wrist, and a drop of A314 to my neck. At first there was a little but of the usual uncomforatable small talk when getting to know people, I purposely sat on the far side of the room first to see where the new family would sit (I wanted to see if anyone was drawn to sit close to me). At first everyone sat next to each other on the other side of the room during the small talk.

After about 10 mins of talking getting to know each other the rest of their family comes in we get introduced and I am now singled out by two of the older Moms and they are talking my ears off and both change their seat to come sit next to me. I’m able to answer all their questions without difficulty but they both were SUPER chatty, after my intitial answers there wouldn’t be a break in conversation for me to get a word in edge wise unless I interrupted them (which they didn’t seem to mind they would get quiet and listen attentivly until I was done). This went on for a good hour and a half till I had to excuse myself that when I noticed here I have been hamming it up with these new family memebers thinking I have made a huge splash and I notice my fly was down… AWESOME haha…

It went supurbly a wonderful night with lots of food, good conversation, a wonderful christmas night. I noticed that when ever I would talk everyone would pay strong attention and there wasn’t a joke I told or a time i was trying to be funny that they didn’t all laugh. I think this IO IG and A314 is a great life of the party mix I think the only thing I would ever try to add to it would be IS but that order is waiting back home for me :frowning:.

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Here I am on my return flight home testing out some more pheros… This time the airport is waaaay busier and I am wearing 2 sprays of ammo to the front of the neck (god I love this stuff already) 2 sprays IG one to the wrists one to the back of the neck and 3 sprays IO to the top of and back of my head.

Tons of hits already many looks random people starting up conversations with me even this cute girl who got in the secutiry line in front of me started up convo… Turns out she is on the same flight only she has a layover in phx and thats where I am heading. The funny thing is after the security line I went to sit at my gate and sat in a row of benches far back so I could people watch after I was sitting down for a min here she comes up and sits directly across of me and we make small talk… I can catch her making glances at me while I’m on the computer and looks back down quickly when I look up.

This is the third time I have worn ammo and I love it, I feel great, I get hits, and the scent package on this one that at first I didn’t like too much (reminded me of cowboy cologne) I keep taking deep breaths to further my enjoyment of it, I can see now why it sold out so quickly when it was re released it was was worth the unplanned order. Hopefully p83 will be the same as i had to make ANOTHER unexpected order since I saw it back in stock yesterday!!! Thank god for christmas money from relatives haha!

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A quick update to yesterdays flight… no significant hits on the plane. I got picked up by a platonic friend (She is married with a kid) We use to work together in a spa she is 26 blond and good looking (I have no interest in anything other than friendship). After a couple mins in the car we get into a huge conversation that turned very sexual (mostly about her past and how she has never had an orgasm before except a couple times when she has woken up from a dream… different I know!). She lets me out and I ask her to smell my “new” cologne she says its spicy and she likes it but prefers a musk and takes another smell (I made her smell my neck). I then get a text the next morning about how she had a crazy dream about me last night but all she could remember is we were making out. I would call that a hit as I would be ammo had a part in her dream! I have to say it again this is some powerfully great stuff!!!

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I just received P86 in the mail last night and am finding that I can’t wait to use any of the new products I get. Basically I am compelled to test it right away even though I’m not going anywhere or will be around anyone. And I have now found that this is a great method for me to be able to concentrate on the self effects of each product.

So for P86 I used two sprays (damn it I know I should start with just one each time but I can’t stop my stupid finger from “double clicking”) both to my neck. I should also mention its the akuto scent. I got the usual phero rush at the beginning and started wondering if all my self tests sound the same because of this initial rush? I did notice an increase after a couple mins in my appetite, although I was already hungry to begin with I felt a stronger urge gorge myself with some food. What was strange was I had a real hard time figuring out what to eat which isn’t normal I usually buy groceries in bulk (I changed my perception on food intake from eating for pleasure to eating for energy and thus don’t mind having the same thing over and over) and would have made a chicken sandwich but it just didn’t seem right. I spent a loooong time in the grocery store trying to pick out something that would be satisfying, so I am wondering if this little gem is an intensifier.

To back that up, during my hunger crisis haha, I had a strong sexual desire. I even looked through my phone to see if I could find a FWB that I might be able to have a fun night with, I use to have a couple “on hand” but I have also moved on from that point in my life and am looking for something more then just booty. I was definitely highly aroused and was very aware of my naughty area haha.

I noticed when I was eating that I was aware of a lot more flavor in my food (I ended up getting some pre made honey bbq chicken for chicken sandwiches) and my sense of smell was heightened as well, to describe it better it was almost like I was more in the moment and was more aware of myself then normal.

Another feeling I had about this punitive was it felt somewhat sensual as well. I not only was aroused but it wasn’t a need to fuck hard and quick vibe. It was more passionate, I wanted not only to be slow and sensual with someone but I wanted there to be an emotional connection behind it as well.

And after reading what I have written on this experience its seems more clear to me that it was as if my desires were more intensified. Like they were not only present but it felt deeper somehow, as if just eating wouldn’t be enough… I had to find as close to the perfect food or taste to be satisfied, getting off wouldn’t be enough… I would of had to create the correct level of passion to be satisfied, like I couldn’t merely get the desire met but I had to pay attention and find the correct fit to satisfy the urge.

Hopefully this post makes sense as I’m still a little confused how to express all that I was feeling this time.

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I can’t really report too much on New years, I got too tipsy before I went out and made some silly choices in what I out on (can’t remember what I used other then ammo) No huge hits that I can remember and I remember feeling like I wasn’t on top of my game that night. But a lesson learned I NEED TO USE MY MONES IN AN INTELLIGENT MANNER haha oh well next time…

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An interesting thing kept happening this weekend while out and about… I was wearing 2 sprays of ammo, 1 spray P75, three sprays CTTM, 2 sprays IS x2. I went out with a couple girls and some buddies of mine for a night on the town. First odd occurrence was one of the female in our group who I have and will always just be friends with kept making me me grab her breasts! Now I know she has been attracted to me for some time she would typically grab my chest and tweak my nipples but never any thing more then that. This night however she was very forward in wanting me to feel her up (I should also mention she is beyond the goody goody type of girl so this was a big shock).

But that wasn’t the strangest part of the night, while in the club I did get a lot of IOI’s however all the ones that I noticed seemed to come from girls who were taken. I dunno if anyone else has noticed this or not from ammo or P75 but it was kinda tripping me out. And not just the quick check out glance, but long held eye contact with the sheepish smile and usually a wink, WTF?

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I’m the type of person that gets pumped up for something and wants to run before he walks, Then when things don’t go as perfectly as I imagined they would I get upset with myself for not doing/performing/knowing better… Basically what I am saying is I have been approaching my testing all wrong throwing together mixes (especially this past week with new years in all) when I don’t really understand how things are working for me I’ve realized its time to employ a much more organized and logical approach so I can learn about the product and actually use them efficiently so this is me going back to the beginning so I can make actual reports that may help… Not that I want to devalue any of my experiences, I just think after all the money I now have put into these products it would be MUCH smarter to get the most out of them by learning how to understand them better!

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So I’m finally back to my journal after refining my testing approach so here goes…

P100 @ 12.5 mcg per spray my findings are as follows…

With this molecule I find it much easier to be task oriented… I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was younger and then when tested after high school was “cleared” of it haha. I still find however that when it comes to buckling down and completing one task at a time I can get side tracked and am more inclined to put the task off as long as possible until it has to be done. With P100 I find I have a different attitude, I feel an excited urgency to get things done. I also feel less reluctance to take a “break” from the monotonous tasks I have to do at work. I still get distracted during these tasks with other things that have to be done as well but I’m able to handle it with a stronger clarity then before. I noticed when I took a placement test however that while I was focused on getting the test done well my creative problem solving skills (which I feel is one of my strong points) seem to take more work, or at least solutions didn’t come to me as fast as I am used to. I didn’t notice too much in difference in behaviour of my coworkers however… But I work in a chiropractors office I have a suspicion that in a different office setting P100 would have the same focusing effects on your coworkers.

I found my sweet spot to be two sprays to my neck… Three and four sprays didn’t seem to heighten the effects or really change my experience too much. Except I noticed at three sprays a big decrease in my appetite. I normally get hungry around the same time and CAN’T go all day with just a little bit of food. I found however @ 3 and 4 sprays I was missing meals without even thinking about it and wasn’t feeling as if I was starving when I got home… one day all I ate was breakfast then 12 hours later a smaller then normal dinner very unusual for me!

P100 is defiantly a favorite of mine that I will keep purchasing for work purposes I think this mixed with A314 would be potent combination… one that I can’t wait to test!!!

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Wanted to save this Mix in a place I could find again easily…

4 drops a314 3 on my neck 1 on the back of my hands, two sprays CTTM to my wrists, 30 mcg of P83 sprayed on my neck, 15 mcg P86 on the back of my neck, 4 sprays IS X2 to my head and to cap it off 2 sprays of a1 @ 12.5 mcg to the back of my hands

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This entry has little to do with pheromones or mixes or anything, really its just for me to but down my own scattered thoughts… I’ve never really kept a journal before for anything and am now finding it a great place to record my thoughts feelings and experiences (duh haha). For anyone else reading this let me apologize as this might come off as broken thoughts or scattered and hard to follow but this is really for my own purpose in getting what I have been thinking about lately down so I can refer back to it and tweak my philosophy when needed.

Segmentation:

Lately I have felt like I need to “hurry up” in life I’m 26 years old and in a job that I can survive on but not satisfied with, I’m single and as much as I’m enjoying it I want that deep connection with a mate that you see in movies. I feel like time is slipping by and through my fingers… I want to go back to school but keep putting off making the enrollment call (I’m worried that I won’t have enough time to work and go to school). I’m the type of person who although I have learned patience still wants what I want NOW this instant.

I’ve realized lately that part of my problem is that each moment in my life I am thinking about the next one coming up. Although I would like to say I live for the present and in the moment I have finally realized that I didn’t really understand how to do it. We hear all these old adages like stop and smell the roses that are suppose to remind us to be present, my favorite quote even is: “The past is history, the future a mystery, and today is a gift… that is why they call it the present” (In case your wondering where I heard that first its a little embarrasing but that movie Kung Fu Panda :slight_smile: ).

A little quick background information on why this is such a pressing issue for me. I’m constantly looking back (even when I report) at the past and my actions almost picking them apart thinking I should of done this… I could have said that… I wish I took the opportunity to do this… And while I realize that I’ve learned lessons through out it all I’m saddened that I didn’t take the time to really live those experiences my mind was in the future. Take for example high school (a trying time for anyone). I skated by not putting too much work into my learning, I’m smart enough to put out the bear minimum of effort to pass a class easily. In my mind I really just wanted out of Wyoming where I grew up and wanted to experience new things in bigger places… Forgetting to take advantage of doing the activities available to me to get the most out of my teen years that could set me up for the future better. I didn’t even have a plan of action I just wanted to slip by so I could then go on to something greater. Don’t get me wrong there were a lot of things I did do to help shape me into the person I am today (which I am very happy with how I have turned out and am excited to see where I can go). I just look back and realize all that I could have accomplished if I would have decided to cherish every passing moment. I even still do this today when I think back to the night before to give a report on whatever pheromone I was wearing.

Now maybe I’m behind the curve here but I never really stopped to think about how exactly to live in the now. Sure I have read many books on why it is important to “be present in the present” even books on the law of attraction and all that. But I haven’t decided on any course of action to take to insure I’m actually living and not just sliding through life.

That is until now… I labeled this segmentation because that is my plan of action in a nutshell. Its a more logical way for me to approach each day that I am sure will morph into a more fluid (and hopefully) automatic approach to living for each day. I always have things I want to get done each day, even if its just to relax for a moment, but find that I always am thinking well I need to do this next so I don’t allow myself to fully appreciate that activity whatever is that I am currently doing, for example today I work a half day starting at 12:30pm, I’ve always looked at my morning as shot due to the fact that I have to work at some point and am always just “waiting” to go to work instead of making the most of it.

What I am going to start doing today is breaking my day into segments… I know what I need and want to get done and I know I like to have fun and relax as well so to fit that all in like any big problem I am going to break my day down and tackle one thing at a time. Whether it’s pay my bills, get that monotonous task or tasks done, play video games, read, or take a nap… I’m going to make a conscious effort to fit as much of it in, but not only fit it in but also and more importantly “stay focused” on the activity. By that I mean not let thoughts of what ever I am going to do next or tomorrow or next week over shadow what I am doing right at this moment. I’m not saying completely disregard planning for the future, but its a plan to bring more awareness to the moment. For me to do this I want to make a “schedule” to get things done like right now for instance I gave myself an hour to type this up before I am going to get ready for work. This schedule will give me the freedom (as long as I do it properly) to let thoughts of the future and past go so I can concentrate on what is happening for better or worse right now.

As I am typing this I feel like slapping myself and saying duh wasn’t that easy to figure out haha. Whats really silly is I never really stopped to think about how I could live more in the moment, I pretty much just assumed that since I had read about the advantages of doing so I was naturally doing it and needed to put no more effort into it (yep I have an ego).

This entry is going to serve as a promise and as a reminder to myself on how to achieve more in my day :smiley:!

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I gotta say I can relate to a lot of that even though I am a bit younger than you. Especially the slipping by in high school. I did next to nothing and got good grades. One thing I have been doing is trying to look at everyone situation as an opportunity rather than being annoyed by stuff.

For example, instead of thinking “Shit I have to go to work/class/gym” I try to change my mindset set to " I am lucky I get to go to work/class/gym". I find it allows me to get more out of a situation than if I thought negatively about .

I dunno if that is relevant to the way you think, but thought I would share.

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Its been a little while since my last post here just got a new order that included p101 and am going to be testing it for the next week… here are my first impressions…

I used 5mcg today sprayed on the front of my neck before work. I got the familiar phero rush and excitement that follows as well. It was different then the feeling I get with P100 more mellow, am was starting to wonder if it was more excitement in using a new a new product.

I had at first a feeling that this might be a tough cookie to crack right after application, but then as I was getting in my car I kept dwelling on one thought… contemplation. Maybe it was an intuition on what to expect from this molecule or it just clicked in my head but it kept repeating over and over again every time I would focus my mind onto what I was feeling.

I should also let it be known that I am testing this one blind except for one post I saw about a user who felt detached, I guess i could see how it would feel that way I have been diving deep in my own head enough that I feel sort of unconnected to the moment and whats happening.

On the drive over here I felt mentally powerful, sharper… I felt like I have the smarts to tackle any problem.. breaking it down and creating a solution quickly and easily. All of a sudden this molecule felt much easier to figure out.

I was fluttering about from topic to topic easily pushed around, but while I was dwelling on a certain thought diving deeper into the subjected was quick and I would finish the thought easily before moving onto the next “flower”… I want to mention as well (more for a side note for myself to write about later) that I had a really quick but powerful thought on the effects of pheromones on the subconscious and how it may or may not shape our world (I can’t really get into it now as I am at work and easily distracted here to give it the proper attention needed).

Which actually brings me to the more “unfortunate” side of my experience… While I feel like my thought process is strengthened I am finding it harder to communicate these thoughts. Like I said I feel mentally sharper but I have noticed first today while I was on the phone I was stumbling over my words, things that I usually would say automatically were coming out in different and less effective (in my opinion). Then I noticed it when talking to patience, although I almost feel smarter and smoother when thinking, when talking I feel almost the opposite I am finding I have to put out waaay more effort to talk… even writing this I am finding that I am erasing and retyping a ton and I still feel as if I haven’t expressed what is in my head in the most efficient manner (a weird side note, although I’m not the best speller I am finding many more spelling errors here). I’m also highly frustrated by the little interruptions that keep happening (normal work stuff) and throwing me off my writing flow. I’m trying to get my thoughts down (which is very very tough at the moment) and am finding myself getting more and more frustrated and agitated with all the interruptions…

I am now hesitant to test this at work again it seems as if it is much more fitting for me as a tool to help me delve deeper into subject matter and to help with problem solving but I don’t feel like being social AT ALL (which I need to be a little at least at work) to the point were I might just use my lunch break to go home and apply some CTTM or IS or something. lol I don’t even want to go back and reread this post cause I have a feeling I would erase it and start over (i’m being dramatic here but am already frustrated).