Dr. Fedora's Journal

So I’ve been using pheromones for about a month now. After taking notes and experimenting with different mixes in different situations, I’ve come to notice a lot of changes in my life. And others have noticed changes in me:

  • I’ve been told that my posture is better.
  • I’ve been getting more compliments.
  • I look younger and healthier.
  • I’ve been a lot more confident.
  • I’ve been getting more looks from strangers.
  • I’ve been given more respect at work.
  • I’ve noticed that (more often and in greater numbers) coworkers will gather around my bar when they have nothing to do.
  • More strangers have sparked up conversations with me.
  • Flirting at work has become a lot more intense.

The effects of pheros are said to be subtle. And for the most part, they are. But there are two aspects of my life that have changed in a very significant way, and thats my confidence, and the FLIRTING. Oh the sweet, sweet flirting.


Flirting

I work in a restaurant. And I work with a lot of attractive women. I’d say that I’m a pretty close friend to all these girls. Flirtation towards me has usually consisted of hugs and a maybe a kiss on the cheek. An occasional “I love you.” Some tickling every now and then. But since I’ve started using pheros, the flirting has intensified. I’m almost always greeted with a hug and a kiss. The tickling happens almost every day. Girls will grab me at random and dance with me. The flirting has been getting stronger and stronger over the course of the past month. And there have been a few surprises…

For instance, a friend of mine (female) that I’ve known for 2 years all of the sudden kissed me on the lips one night when we greeted each other. I thought “ok, she’s just a close friend.” but then she looked off to the side and smiled to herself. And then kissed me on the lips again, then bounced up and down as she walked away. It confused me, because she’s never acted like that, and she has a boyfriend that she’s moving to California with in a month. Another girl asked me to marry her if we were still single in fifteen years and has been calling me more often. Another one, I’m pretty sure wants to date me. Another girl said when she was drunk that if she didn’t have a boyfriend, she would sleep with me (she used stronger words when she said it) :wink:

These girls were NEVER like that before. First they were buddy-buddy with me, and now they’re sitting on my lap, telling me I’m hot, kissing me, and playing with my hair. And since I’m single, I’m eating it up like candy.


Confidence

I’ve been a stage performer for the past six years. I’ve been nervous before every show. I would go off alone and meditate to calm myself down, and avoid talking until after the show. In the past month that I’ve started wearing pheros, I’ve had three shows, and was not nervous for a split second before any of them. I would even have a few beers and socialize beforehand, which i never used to do. I normally don’t drink before a show, because I was afraid it would affect my voice. But apparently it hasn’t; I’ve sung better lately than I ever have. I used to be such a hypochondriac in regards to my voice, but now I’ve loosened up, and ironically have been singing better.

So after a month of taking notes, I’m totally convinced. I’m sold. I’m a believer. I’m crazy about pheromones. Fucking Bonkers, if you will.


My First Experiment With Pheromones

Location: Open Mic Night at a Coffeehouse

My first package had arrived that day. I figured “what the hell,” so I tested out all of the products I bought.

A314 - 1 drop
Instant Shine 1x - 3 sprays
Instant Female Magic - 2 sprays
Instant Openness - 2 sprays
Ammo - 1 spray
TUTH - 1 spray on my stomach

I met a friend at an open mic night. She was there to see a friend perform. I sat down in the only empty chair. Next to two girls. They looked like they could be way too young. I thought “well, maybe the stuff wont work. I kinda hope it doesn’t.” I sit down to listen to the guy singing, and the two girls turn and introduce themselves, in the middle of the song, while everyone else was quiet, listening to the performer. The girl sitting directly next to me continues to talk to me, while the girl next to her smiles and listens in. She began running her hand up and down my arm, saying how much she liked my jacket. I cross my legs, and she grabs the bottom of my pant leg, and pulls it up saying “I just wanted to see if you were wearing boots. OMG argyle socks!!!” Periodically throughout the evening, she would turn to me and say something witty. I could tell they were young, so I didn’t flirt back. I was glad to get out of there. When we left, my friend kept teasing me.

“So did you get her number??”
“Yeah, I’m taking her to Chuck E. Cheese tomorrow. You better visit me when I’m in prison.”


Spaceland

Spaceland makes people incredibly sleepy. I sprayed this on myself and my roommate last night. And everyone passed out half-way though the comedy we were watching, literally giggling just before passing out. No drugs or alcohol involved.

Strangely enough, my first time using this, it felt like an OD of beta -nol because one guy pulled me aside just to talk my ear off about how heartbroken he was. Another girl pulled me aside and kept talking about how unhappy she was with her boyfriend, and then started crying. Another girl pulled me aside and talked to me about how I shouldn’t trust my ex. It was really weird.

I use Spaceland almost every night before I go to bed. I normally have a hard time trying to get to sleep, but this stuff helps me sleep like a baby. Another not-so-subtle effect. It clears my head. A staple in my arsenal of pheros.


TUTH & CTTM

I came home from a show one night to find that there were people drinking and hanging out. I had TUTH and CTTM sprayed on me minutes before arriving home. Bad timing. Two girls (unfortunately they were my roommate’s girlfriend, and my other roommate’s ex-girlfriend) became very verbally flirtatious, and would not stop talking. Which was awkward, because I’m not a home-wrecker and I don’t like to lead on someone who is in a relationship or has dated a friend of mine. One girl kept insinuating sex, the other girl kept asking me if I would get naked. I’m just glad that my roommates didn’t hear what they were saying. I went to bed, but then everyone followed me and laid in my bed with me, continuing to talk to me.

I didn’t realize CTTM also meant “Come Follow Me Everywhere I Go”

In my experience with CTTM, I’ve come to find that it works wonders on drunk people. Just be careful with it. Who knows what someone will end up saying out loud at the wrong time.

I gotta be careful with this stuff.

ok, the Spaceland is making it really hard for me to keep writing. I’m sure I left out a lot. But I’ll post more later. I’m passing out.

Nice, look forward to more.

This stuff can be such a TEASE!

Last night felt like shopping without a wallet. It was there. But I couldn’t have it.

went bar hopping last night. For some reason, I wasn’t feeling particularly social. It would have been a good night for it. I decided not to wear my A314, and see if my approachability changed. I also got my package with p74, p83, p79, IFM, and AMMO. Came with a TOGO of CTTM! Thanks April! now I don’t have to lug around my big bottle of it. I LOVE this stuff. I think my IFM came unscented, which I’m fine with. I don’t want to reek of fragrances.

Last Night’s Mix. I was a bit too anxious to try out my new toys, so I put a LOT of stuff on me. I think I went overboard.

IFM - 3 sprays (wrists and neck)
IS 4x - 1 spray (chin & upper neck)
Instant Gentleman - 2 sprays
p74 50mcg - 2 sprays (one on wrists, one on neck)
p83 15mcg - 1 spray
p79 10mcg - 1 spray
CTTM - 3 sprays (two on head, one on wrists)
I wanted a -none kick, so I sprayed half a spray of Instant Jerk on myself.

In my past experience with IFM, I notice that it really works. but it makes me become sullen and quiet. I need to carry some IS togo to counter this.

The first place we went to had a 30 min wait. We stood there, crammed in like sardines during the rush of their busiest night. A group of cute girls walked in and kept glancing over at me, in unison. I was with a good friend of mine (female, coworker) and a girl (coworker) and guy (friend) who were a couple. So it looked like we were on a double date. As soon as I met up with them, my friend (female) smiles and says “Look at you. You look like you just got raped.” i dunno if thats a good thing or a bad thing, hah.

I noticed the girl at the table next to us kept glancing over at me, and not paying attention to what the guy she was with was saying.

While we were eating, I was the topic of conversation for a good bit of the night. My single-dom more specifically. I’ll reiterate the conversation. It started with them finding out about a coworker that I made out with, mentioned in This thread.

person a: You better not start dating her.
me: We’re not dating! We just like making out with each other (grinning).
person a: well then don’t sleep with her either.
me: good grief!
person b: seriously, if you sleep with her, I’ll refuse to talk to you.
me: fine. No sex for me. you guys can have sex with whomever you want, but I need your approval. I get it.
person c: do what you want, but nothing good is going to come of it. She’s going to get attached and go all psycho on you.
person a: you just need a girlfriend. Wait until you find someone special.
person c: he’s already found someone special. (regarding my crush)
me: shut up! (blushing)

We went to an other bar. Our server was adorable. so I went to the bathroom and sprayed on some AMMO. My friends hung out for about an hour, and everyone left, but I stayed to finish my beer. She kept checking up on me even after I closed my tab, asking if I wanted to keep going. She would walk by me and smile, and she’d put her hand on my shoulder.

I think it was the IFM. I was feeling sullen and anti-social. I did thank her for carding me and told her that it made me feel young. She said that she was older than I was, and i said “impossible. you look great.” Thats as ambitious as I was feeling.

because then… I payed and left.

Why the hell did I not do something? Like get her number. Or atleast her name.

Maybe I should have worn the A314. One day without it, and I’m already losing it.

The A314 wouldn’t have done it for you either. You and only you can open your mouth and ask for her number.

you’re totally right.

Something’s just not quite right with me the past couple weeks. as soon as I’m ready to get back into the swing of things, I get this voice inside me saying “back off, you’ll only get into trouble.” And its backfired on me. I’m avoiding every girl i see, in fear that they’ll get attached. How incredibly narcissistic of me to assume that. I’m not normally like that.

This is ridiculous. I’m being ridiculous. This is going to stop now. No more assumptions. No regrets. As long as there’s communication involved, then everything is golden.

Good. Now I feel better.

Good, glad you feel better. I laughed at the narcissism comment, I get where you’re coming from. If you were being honest with yourself, you’d say that you could tell those girls were into you. There’s nothing wrong with that, or being able to tell. OTOH, you’re correct in being cautious, so long as that caution is rooted in wanting to see actual results before making assumptions, rather than basic fear or anxiety. Basically, not unsure because you are scared/anxious but being unsure because you haven’t fully confirmed your suspicions.

I don’t always take my own advice, but try and not stress over it. I’m pretty sure stressing over it will just be counter-productive.

Big party at my house last night. We threw a graduation party for my roommate’s ex-girlfriend. Thought I’d make a special mix for this one. Wanted to go for the Sexy Rockstar / Lovable Host vibe.

Totally worked.

since i had my arsenal readily available in my room, I wore this mix, spread out over the course of the evening:

1 Spray of 4x Instant Shine (at beginning)
150mcg P74 (OVERLOAD!)
15mcg p83 (at peak)
10mcg p79 (at beginning)
1 Spray Instant Gentleman (at beginning)
2 spray Instant Female Magic (at beginning)
2 spray AMMO (one spray at the beginning, one spray at peak)
2 spray TUTH (at peak)
5 spray CTTM2 (2 sprays at beginning, 3 sprays at peak)

Hands down, this was the best mix I’ve used so far. Perfect mix, perfect timing, perfect environment. Hit after hit after hit.

I felt like the life of the party. I couldn’t walk past the dance floor without someone grabbing me and dancing with me. The p74 was really affecting the males. Guys were asking me all sorts of questions about my life and what I do, the band, how I get my inspiration, etc. At one point i was in my room sitting on my bed, surrounded by people. One guy was asking me questions about music, and everyone else just stood there and listened attentively. Girls were very quiet, but smiled from ear to ear when I acknowledged them. My ex-girlfriend was there, so out of respect I didn’t try to flirt with anyone. But I couldn’t avoid it.

Oh man. about ten minutes after I shot myself with AMMO and TUTH, I walked into the kitchen to socialize. My roommate’s ex girlfriend comes up to me and hugs me. Then she gives me that “i just smelled something orgasmic” look. She closes her eyes and deeply inhales. She comes in close and buries her nose in my neck, unbuttons part of my shirt and slips her hand in and starts playing with my chest. With her face still in my neck she says “Oh my God. You smell so amazing. Oh my God. It makes me want to have sex. Like right now.” She asked me what I was wearing, so that she could buy it for her boyfriend. I told her “its custom made for my body chemistry, sorry.” So she said “well, then what are YOU doing later?”

Later on, she snuck up on me as I was getting water and kissed me on the lips a couple times (not at all a friendship kiss) and said that she wanted me. But thats just not going to happen. Her ex-boyfriend is my roommate and one of my best friends. Not to mention she has a boyfriend and he was AT THE PARTY. That’d be Pandora’s box waiting to happen.

Now all i need is a hit from a single girl.

Nice, sounds like you had fun. Too bad there were so much baggage lying around you were trippin all over it. I wouldn’t worry about an ex seeing girls flirt with me though. I would worry about a gf seeing girls flirt with me. :stuck_out_tongue:

-Company Christmas Party-

After work, I changed, went into the men’s room and put on this mix:

Ammo x2
TUTH x2
p74 150mcg
p83 15mcg
IG x1
4xIS x1
CTTM x4
p79 10mcg

I came out of the mens room and the first hit I got was a friend of mine. She complimented me on the way I smelled and said that it gave her dirty thoughts. However, doesn’t it take a few minutes for the instant line pheros to kick in? or is it really that INSTANT?

Biggest hit was one coworker in particular who’s never flirted prior to tonight. She’s been nice and outgoingly friendly, but not flirtatious. She’s tiny, asian, and adorable. Tonight she grabbed me by the hand and dragged me to where she was sitting. Out of the blue, she asked me if she could lick my nipples!

I said “uh, don’t you have a boyfriend?” And i pointed him out. He’s also a coworker.
“Oh forget him. I don’t care about him. we broke up. So are you going to get naked for me tonight or what?” (I have a reputation around work of getting naked when I get drunk)

later on that night, she hugs me and says she loves me. She wont let go, and is rotating her pelvis against mine. Then she holds my hand and sits down next to me, and strokes my leg and asks me to sing for her. She got really cuddly with me and was asking me to come home with her. Her boyfriend, or ex-boyfriend, whatever he is, is a really nice guy. And I respect him. So I shook my head and said “God, the things I would do to you if I didn’t respect guy’s name so much” She says “fuck him” and when he came by, he got a really sad look on his face and i felt bad. So i pulled away from her and tried to make him feel included.

I don’t want bad blood with anyone at work. My job and my platonic relationship with everyone as a whole comes before sexual relations with one coworker. It keeps things simple. I’ve learned that getting involved with a coworker can make things complicated. Especially when you’re the only person that’s close to everyone at work, and everyone else at work has atleast a handful of people that they dislike. But I’m a total hypocrite, because I have a crush on one of my coworkers. Too bad she wasn’t there. I would have totally loved to see what would have happened if she were to get drunk with me while I was wearing my p83 and TUTH (which i haven’t been able to wear around her yet).

Almost every time I wear a snap-button shirt, someone rips it off me. This is the main reason why I always wear them. One girl ripped my shirt open, and when I walked back to my table, everyone noticed and made a big commotion about it.

“OH, CHAD’S GETTING NAKED! WOOOO!!”

Then a buddy of mine comes up to me and tears my shirt off of me, and everyone cheers. Hah.

GOOD GRIEF! I’m guessing the mixes I’ve been wearing lately have been causing people to come out and say sexual things towards me out of the blue.

One guy, a total womanizer. Alcoholic. Comes on way too strong. likes to pick fights. Anyway, he confesses to me while drunk that he made out with a guy. Then he starts touching my leg. Thats when I decided that the party was over. I’m not homophobic, but this is the kind of closet case that prison mates fear.

So yeah. Interesting night.

Alcohol makes pheros hit so much harder.

:::::side note:::::

I’ve officially discontinued my ADD medication. I honestly don’t need it anymore. I haven’t been as spacy as I used to be. I’ve become more focused and on top of things. Or maybe I’ve just become more comfortable with who I am. Who knows. All I know is that Pheros don’t give me cottonmouth.

Hmm. I’m curious to see if the pheros continue working for your ADD.

-Bee

Two events - one good - one bad…

I’ll start with the bad.

---- New Years Party At My House ----

I made a bad decision at this party. I think I jumped the gun and figured “well if its not working, then I should put some more on.” Bad idea. I think I ended up wearing too much, because New Years was my first time experiencing the ghost effect. Maybe I put too much -none on, or too many different types. I dunno, it seemed like my pheromone signature was confusing people. People shied away from me. CTTM, however, always works like a charm. I need to ease up on it, because it gives my hits a bad case of diarrhea of the mouth. I can’t escape someone trying to talk my ear off. I wasnt able to say much that night. Everyone else was doing the talking, and I had to sit there and listen. And was constantly interrupted when I would try to chime in.

Strange evening.

Now on to the good news.

---- Amazing Sex ----

I was wearing:

P83 15mcg
TUTH 1 spray
A314 1 drop
Ammo 1 spray

I sprayed one spray of TUTH and P83 on her… and WOW.

That’s all I’m going to say. :wink:

just curious if the results from your second combo developed over an evening (including dinner and drinks, etc), or if you sprayed the pheros when you were already heading to bed.

I should have delved into this one a little more, its actually an interesting story…

I forgot to add that I was wearing Instant Shine as well. 1 spray of Quad strength. I always wear it.

I put on my mix just before she arrived, then when she was helping me look for my keys, she discovered my arsenal of pheromones! She was confused as to why i had a lot of 15ml blue spray bottles. I confessed since I am a terrible liar. She was fascinated and then we went out to dinner and I told her all about pheromones. I thought to myself “Oh great, now that she knows about them and is conscious of them, they wont work.” But at dinner, she was being verbally sexual, and talking openly about sex and how we were going to have sex as soon as we got home. I got so turned on just sitting across from her and listening to her! She has never been like that in public before. I’ve known her for a little over a year, and she’s never been verbally open about sex. She’s always been very sexually reserved and private about it. When we got home, she wanted to test out the pheros, so I sprayed one spray of TUTH, and 15mcg of P83 on her and we had sex like I’d never had before with anyone else. We actually did some role-playing! She was a schoolgirl and I was her tutor. There was so much dialogue, as if we were shooting a movie! We were pros! It was so incredibly hot.

I think P83 and TUTH is my favorite combination.

They have been. I’ve had no desire to take my meds.

And I just noticed that your avatar is totally a Magic The Gathering Card. Man. I kicked ass at that game. Then everyone stopped playing. and I sold all my cards for $100 like a retard thinking that they were worthless. My red deck was undefeated. Yes I’m totally a nerd, but I dont give a shit, i still get laid.

that must be the best “telling someone about pheros story” on the forum

I’m happy for you, thanks for expanding, it helps us newbies figure out which combos work in particular situations. Hope you find other good combos. Hey, maybe she’ll want to try some :wink:

since its an in-depth report on one of my favorite products, I decided that this belonged in my journal.


-Spaceland-

Spaceland is tied with A314 as my favorite product. I wish I had never-ending supplies of both. Like A314, its a jack of all trades, in that it, by itself, can produce multiple effects.

  • It relaxes myself and others around me. Every time.
  • It helps clear my head.
  • It helps me sleep like a baby. Every time. Never fails.
  • It reduces stress levels at work, not only for myself, but for others as well.
  • It creates a happy and mellow environment.
  • It can make people giggly.
  • It can make people clumsy.
  • It can make people say things that even they don’t understand.

Another thing I’ve noticed, is that its an amazing buffer for TUTH. Check this out:

TUTH = People will want you.
TUTH + P83 = People will want you. People will touch you.
TUTH + P83 + Spaceland = People will want you. People will touch you. And they’ll do it clumsily and say something silly without thinking, and giggle while they’re doing it. Then you’ll tease them and say “What was that?” And they’ll reply “I have no idea.”

In my experience, P83 and Spaceland seem to be the best ways of putting TUTH into action. You just need to make sure that people aren’t offended by the smell, or that its covered up with the TUTH. Most people I know actually like the smell.

-The Scent-

It has a strong plant oil smell; grapefruit oil comes to mind. People have said that it smells like a certain illegal sticky green herb, but that stuff smells like candy to me :wink: . It actually, to me, smells like a LEGAL herbal smoke blend that you would find in a head shop. Legal smokable herbs like Sage, Wild Lettuce, Skullcap, Damiana, Wild Dagga, Valerian Root, etc. It reminds me of these blends, and I’ve smoked them before, but they haven’t given me the effects that Spaceland has. I’m tempted to think that these herbs are in Spaceland, contributing to the smell, and the “aromatherapy” effects. There’s some sort of magic that happens when the EO is combined with the megadose of Alpha-nol, I think. Some oceanic notes. Soil, perhaps. Like a Grapefruit Orchard by the Ocean.

-Other Thoughts-

I wear Spaceland almost every night when I go to bed. The scent (to me) is very relaxing, and I end up passing out quickly, and sleeping like a baby.

One possibly negative side-effect of Spaceland is that you can easily lose your train of thought. I’ll walk into a room, stop for a few seconds and say “What did I come in here for?” This seems to be a self-effect more so than an effect on others.

Another possibly negative side-effect is that it can make people clumsy. Before people showed up for my New Years Party I sprayed Spaceland into a fan so that it would circulate throughout the main room, and there were more spilled drinks on that night alone, than every party I’ve had combined. Of course, I blame intoxication more so than Spaceland.

-In Closing-

Think contact-high, with half of a muscle relaxer, combined with an aromatherapy bath, and you’ll achieve similar self-effects. Then keep in mind that you’ll make others feel like that as well. Its subtle, but it feels just right.

It’s posts like these that make me want to try Spaceland at a party

Do it! Do it!

:smiley: first I have to get it! I’m also waiting on mx292 to get here for testing.