It’s been too long! I should write this stuff down and do my reports more often. I’m still trying to find my sweet spots and I’m under the impression that IS/A doesn’t do anything for me, not in social settings nor professional settings.
Anyway, my target seems to an androstenol-junkie. Boy was he friendly . A busload of cops can’t do what androstenol does to him. Weird? Report in the next post.
Instant Honesty does good for me in business. I’m leading two projects right now and I’m quite insecure about them. There’s a lot at stake for my clients and I’m afraid to make mistakes. Of course my clients don’t know about my doubts. I’ve been wearing IH from the beginning of both projects and I even got emails saying “We completely trust you”… Hope I can live up to their expectations!
Used product: PPA/W (0,015% Androstenol 0,015% cops )
Cover scent: MMU Alkaline
Dosage: 4 sprays
Locations: Neck, hair, back of neck, between wrists
Environment: Outside (no wind), pool
Temperature: 24/29 degrees
My mood: Uhm… neutral? I was ok, but not very chatty
Self effects: None
Effects to others: When target arrived he was chatty as he seems to be with me lately, standing next to me leaning against the wall on one arm. (What’s with that guys? I always feel small when guys do that, is that the point?). Once in the pool I asked him for his keys to get access to a small office and he walked with me so close our shoulders were touching all the way there. When I got out of the office, his keys still in my hand I got stopped by a coworker for a chat. He took the keys out of my hand without talking, but instead of just pulling the keycord he took my hand taking the keys out of them, which is very out of character for him. In between lessons I got a text message from my date for the evening calling it off for the hundreth time and it really annoyed me. I sat down alongside the pool somewhat annoyed. I wasn’t looking very angry but he came up to me making a sad face and I asked him what was wrong. “Nothing wrong with me but you look sad.” He sat down closely right next to me (I was on a very small bench) and I told him I got ditched, that I wanted to send my date an ugly message but decided to calm down first. “I guess that didn’t happen then, you still look angry.” Not really a deep conversation but again, the concern, the sitting down, very out of character for him.
Very interesting stuff!! I’m going to check out the androstenol products from smartmones now, see what doubles for this stuff!
Self effects: I just want to talk to people wearing this!!
Effects to others: I had to pick something up at a small store. I was on my bike in front of a traffic light, (not the place where you would chat someone up right?) when a man next to me commented on the ring I’m wearing. No-one has ever done that. He commented on the size of the diamond and that I probably have a great lover… Uhm… I just smiled and nodded. Weird…
Coming home I passed a car (all windows open) and the guy in there chatted me up. I didn’t respond a lot, the guy lives in my neighbourhood and I don’t want to get too friendly with him. When I headed further he followed me and kept shouting things… “Please come back” " You’re so beautiful" “Can I have your number?” Once I got inside I saw him driving by very slowly for three more times. Kinda scary…
Cover scent: Lavender body spray (doesn’t cover but it just smells nice)
Dosage: 3 sprays
Locations: Neck, hair, between wrists
Environment: Inside livingroom
Temperature: 23 degrees
My mood: Relaxed, kinda tired
Self effects: None
Effects to others: My best girl friend almost immediately opened up to me and my male friend (that joined me) about her and her husband trying to get pregnant. She’s not very outgoing about these things especially with men in the room, so this kinda surprised me. Then, when our male friend and her husband left the room, she added some details about her sexual life, but soon after that the guys came back in and we had to cut the dirty talk
Next to that I received some body mists in the mail I wanted to tweak with cops and a Pink Sugar dupe fragrance oil that smells exactly like the original.
Self effects: Ooohhh that annoying cops scent when my skin gets too warm and starts sweating a little!! I get so self conscious about it!
Effects to others: Nobody seems to notice the smell which makes me feel less selfconscious after a while. I had an appointment with a friend who’s a photographer, every once in a while I do the make-up for his models. He has a SO and I wasn’t planning on seducing him or anything but he’s a very open and candid guy and I wanted to see if he’d notice anything. So we’re just sitting there talking and his bodylanguage is kinda sexual, you know legs spread hands pointing and wide pupils. When we said goodbye he sorta grabbed me by the shoulders and pulled me in for three kisses on the cheeks (I think that’s a Dutch thing? Or maybe European) holding quite tight. Nothing much, but kinda out of character.
Locations: Neck, hair, one in the air at my office lol
Environment: Office
Temperature: 25 degrees
My mood: Tense. I don’t really like my job for the past weeks.
Self effects: Actually I really cheered up a lot!
Effects to others: My coworker is ridiculously busy since she’s going on a vacation thursday and has a deadline. She’s not chattier that normal (me neither by the way, I don’t want to interrupt her work. But she’s been giggling (how do you spell that ) all morning about really silly things and making lots of sounds while reading and working. Huh? Are those expressions of being willing to talk but being too busy? lol
Used product: P78 @ 12,5 mcg, to-go bottle, chocolatini-scented
Cover scent: None
Dosage: 1 spray tot test for self effects.
Locations: Neck
Environment: Office
Temperature: 25 degrees
My mood: Kinda anxious and tired. I really wanted to go home after work but IO had an appointment with three strangers almost 2 hours away I had to go to and I really didn’t feel like it.
Self effects: I secretly sprayed this in the bathroom so I wouldn’t bother my co-workers. In the first 15 minutes I occasionally felt “something” stinging my skin. Not lots of little soft stings but a few (like 5) quite fierce ones in various places. I was at my desk getting ready to go when I felt the tension that’s been in my shoulders for the last couple of days lighten. It didn’t disappear but it was quite a relief. Felt a lot better and actually had a great night!
Effects to others: Not able to judge that correctly, since I haven’t met yesterdays people before. It was pleasant though, good chemistry!
My mood: After I came home last noght I was pretty hyped up and thoughts were racing through my mind. Bad shape for sleeping. In such a case I try to handle my thoughts by focussing on certain things trying to stop my mind from racing so I can doze off.
Self effects: Hmmmzzz… The thought racing goes from racing to “fluttering”. First my legs start to feel heavy (but I had done a lot of walking) then my whole body feels like it’s sunken deeply into the mattress. I turn to my other side and notice the pain and tension in my shoulders is gone. I feel very relaxed and doze off… This morning I woke up before my alarmclock rang and though I haven’t had enough sleep the past days and I didn’t want to get out of bed yesterday I felt quite good and fresh. The tension in my shoulders was completely gone!
Used product: PPA/w (anol) + P83 @ 12,5 mcg (I know, shouldn’t have mixed stuff I don’t know yet… Couldn’t help myself but got nothing from it so I’ve learned my lesson…sigh)
Cover scent: None
Dosage: 5 sprays of PPA/w, 2 sprays of P83
Locations: Chest, neck, hair
Environment: Quiet restaurant, I was with 5 other people around a table, coworkers and my mom (which is a coworker at a certain level too), and as far from my target a possible…
Temperature: 27 degrees
My mood: I was kinda nervous, since this was the last time I’d see my target for the upcoming 6 weeks…
Self effects: None at first. After freshing up after a few hours I got quite dizzy for about 30 seconds. After that I kinda let my mind wonder and stopped talking. On the way back my mom asked me if I had a good time since I had been so quiet…
Effects to others: The male coworker sitting right next to me was somewhat more touchy than I’m used to and at some point he was feeding my mom . My mom was very happy and chatty and all ears when I was talking to her.
Locations: Face. The scent is ok so I decided to try this.
Environment: Home, before going to bed
Temperature: 25 degrees
My mood: Ok
Self effects: I notice I can feel my heart pounding in my chest and in my head. It’s not annoying, but very present. I forgot something downstairs and went down the stairs. Felt kinda fuzzy, lightheaded or something and missed a step on the way back lol. It’s like being influenced by alcohol a little, but without the annoying feeling in your head like there’s a ball rolling aroud in it (I hate being under the influence of alcohol). I love this stuff!!
Environment: Home alone. Used it for self-effects.
Temperature: 27 degrees
My mood: Ok.
Self effects: This stuff sends me to happy la la land. Hmm… That sounds if I get high from it, but I don’t. It really perks me up and had me singing and doing chores all day!
My mood: Well, I really really didn’t want to go. I don’t really like the family hosting this party. They’re like forced fun, or something. It feels fake. Especially the woman annoys the hell out of me…
Self effects: IO always cheers me up and P74 seems to give off something soothing. Once I stood in front of the door I felt a little better.
Effects to others: Everybody seemed open to me, which is rare in this situations since I’m kind of tense myself. I actually had some really nice conversations with people I never saw before. The cousin of my friend (which family it is, btw), which is a cute guy my age, is always very quiet but now he kept finding us and even kissed me goodbye when I left. He seemed comfotable. Hmmmm…
. A busload of cops can’t do what androstenol does to him. Weird? Report in the next post.
) all morning about really silly things and making lots of sounds while reading and working. Huh? Are those expressions of being willing to talk but being too busy? lol
