Day 7:
Heart was still heavy… did not want to go to work to face anyone at all. But I had 3 appointments scheduled so I had to go… went to work pretty late
figured no one would give a sht ~
This is the Kindred Spirit combo according to Tisha so I was keen to test it out.*
IS 2X ~ 1 spray shared between the inside of elbows @ 9:15AM
IS 2X ~ 1 spray shared between the wrists
IH 2X ~ 1 spray on the jawline (rubbed in)
Self effect: I could not recall anything usually about myself ~ still my mind was not focusing on work at hand but my relationship with my dear friend also my coworker.
Observations: The meeting was with someone I have never met before, a lady in her 30s perhaps. I did not say much during the meeting, but her and my 2 managers all female were very very chatty. Then that lady said to me: “you are so shy…”
Conclusion:It was very hot in the office because the Air-con was not working and I was flapping my arms a bit ~ They probably inhaled too much of the mones 
Their conversions went from “work related stuff” to “kids” to “haunting”… 
@ 10:30AM
Had to go rush to another bunch of people ~ I had to give them one-on-one training…!
3 people ~ 1 I knew (Female) and 2 (male) I never had dealing with ~ 40s - 50s
Self Effect: Bit relaxed ~ not very chatty but can still delivery my usual presentation.
Observations: 30 minutes appointment, went from 10:30, 11:00, then 11:30, 12:00, and just before 12:30PM the training finished. They were all too relaxed around me ~ very casual kind of setting it turned into. They were a bit silly in a nice kind of way.
Just before I conclude the session, they wanted to offer me a higher pay job ~ 5 weeks acting and they were seriously and genuinely wanting me to work in their area. Then the lady said she wanted to send my Manager an email telling her how nice I was :o so I too the opportunity and said, If all you of you could send separate emails to my manager, I would be so grateful 
Lunch time ~ no appetite even though I was hungry… Returning to my business unit and was worry about seeing my friend again.
P74 1 spray on throat @ 12:30PM
Ammo 2X 1 spray on chest
IS 2X 2 sprays one on the inside of each elbow
Self Effect: Head spinning from the SCENT OF P74, it went up my nose ~ millions of worrying thoughts about restoring friendship/relationship… not from Mones I don’t think :o
Observations: Went to manager 1 to have a chat and the other big manger came and I wanted to leave but they both said to me: “don’t go, sit!”
They started chatting, as I sat awkwardly listening. Then I started to say: "Just off the record, so and so and I are not talking, he is mad at me 
OMG, I know I really really want to restore my relationship with him, but was I intoxicated by all the mixes of mones? Something made me too comfortable to say this?"
Then, my dear friend came along and sat at the table near us to have his lunch, without warning, both managers pull up their chairs and joined him. I decided it was my queue to leave but my 2 managers stopped me and made me stay ~ I did not say much or make eye contact but because I was sandwiched between the 2 managers and facing him (he did not make eye contact either), well my two lady bosses were so chatty and talk to him as I sat there feeling a bit weird…
The strange this was, none of them were talking silly, the conversations were quite deep… Surely Ammo and P74 don’t make people so talkative 