Thanks Jas for the amazing encouragement! Patratt, I’ll be calling her “paprika girl” now!
I didn’t wear pheromones for the last week, and I wouldn’t say things have particularly been going bad for me this week. I’m thinking that instead of pheromones making me “Angelina Jolie” for a day or whatever, I’m going to make use of these pheromones to turn me into that Lizzie I’ve always thought I was gonna grow up into when I was a kid, but one way or another life gets a hold on me 
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Am gonna use pheromones to help bring up some self confidence in turning me slowly into somebody I want to be. Hopefully somehow my pheromone’s sig going to change for the better too 
. No idea if pheromones work that way, but I’m gonna assume it does. Am trying to self-script my way to becoming that pheromone signature I have come to like so much in IS/A, and hopefully the rest of Jas’ pheromones as I come to test them out.
Also, lucky for me is also the fact that someone have very nicely made an order for me (figured it saves shipping cost!) for Instant Shine and MX134. Will be waiting for them to come my way!
Jas, heh, you bubbled me up so well that I have an urge to rang Dr M up for lunch almost immediately, but of course that’s definitely not possible, at least not right now. In a few months, I’ll give it!
We’ve done all the paperworks needed to complete our research. Hard skills done, all left is pure soft skills alone. I’ve gotten myself (and my research mate, which not-so-coincidentally happens to be paprika girl ) so pumped up that we’ve made lists of things that we should and should not do, power lunches that we should plan, and so forth. I’m not exactly a world superpower when it comes to soft skills, well actually hard skills are definitely more my forte, while my pretty paprika friend here is all about the social skills. A walking Instant Openness, if you must label her.
I’m not sure I could feel at ease if my pheromone signature is the walking “Instant Openness”. I must admit I do feel a bit uneasy because my friends seems to be the ones who are really talkative, though I am very much reserved in person. I don’t have too many friends who’s not talkative, and that got me thinking that I shouldn’t be going for the “talkative person” signature. At least not if I want to stand out. I don’t think I want to go into a “who’s more talkative and social” competition, and I doubt I need more chitchats. I’m kind of a “space” person. (Well, don’t judge me! 
I like to write! Blabbing on an internet journal is a totally different matter! )
Anyway, since I have IS/A, and in the future IS and MX134, I’m thinking these could possibly be instrumental towards all my plans and everything.
I doubt any of the people I’m about to go meet is going to be too intimidated by too many TAL. But I was wondering whether MX134 should be worn together with IS/A? Or maybe just MX134 is enough? Or should I steal A314 from somebody and dose myself with IS/A?
I also wonder whether I should be getting cops, probably not, since MX134 and IS/A already contains traces of them. Anyway, it’s not like I’m looking to get laid, I just don’t want them to get a fatherly “I have to help her get her wishes because she is like the daughter I never had” vibe like I always seem to do.
Anyway, it’s all still in plan mode. I’m also going to use IS/A sparingly, coupled with lots of pheromone-less days to practice my skills.
By the way, this does not turn out to be quite the report journal I hoped for, more like the typical me blabbing away like I always do when I think people aren’t watching
Btw, huge hi to new people!!! Everytime I’m away for college, it usually means I won’t get any access to the internet. Must be lotsa new people turned regulars that I missed.
Wish me and paprika girl luck by the way! She wants to be a diplomat (a total social cat she is!), and me, if I happen to find the secret combination to unbridled success, am totally backpacking my way to Netherlands and start up from there!
Thursday Update :
Arranged meeting with a person who’s in the committee of the KL War Crimes Tribunal. Hopefully he’s gonna be totally psyched about helping us! Meeting is on Monday! (I don’t have classes, yay!)
Arranged meeting with my lecturer whose got experience in war crimes. Am going to see what’s happening tomorrow!
Friday Update : (Pheromone Effect)
5 sprays of IS/A
Whoops! Today is the best day ever. We planned to meet our lecturer just mainly to get new materials for war crimes. Suddenly while talking about football and cars 
I mentioned that I’d love to go and work at Netherlands, and he totally volunteered to write me a reference letter so that I can intern there..
It gets better, after a few moment, he comes up with a better idea. He said that he’s gonna get our Vice-Chancellor of the university to write me a recommendation letter. He was totally psyched about it as well, saying that the reference letter will totally blow!
Anyway, this next part has nothing to do with pheromones
Well, if you don’t know, I’m totally phone phobic, but I’ve finally gotten over my fear. Me and paprika girl, we totally made an awesome team. Today we recruited all our friends, and what happened was that we found someone (Guy A) who is the PR for Guy B, who is toot toot, son of Dr M! Bingo!
Anyway, we called him up, and now we have lunch with Guy A!
Im not much help! im sorry. But definatly load up some TAA / IS =D cant go wrong there