Listen, Conjurator… I feel what you are saying. Outside of you and Justintime469, I’m not getting any feedback. But, I still go back to this journal when I do small tests and when i’m on the street, and I want to reference a used combination (2 sprays of Instant Shine & 1 spray of Ammo). I also realize that folks who are coming to the site for the first time may find the answers they are looking for on my journal. Like how each Pheromone would work on a 30 year old black guy. Or what self effects to expect for each single one. It’s like a vote from me for each reaction to the general public and self. So, when a person sees a pattern from a majority here on Phero Talk, it should steer that person in the right direction (hopefully).
I also forgot to mention the brief exchange between I and the Socialite last Tuesday. I was sleepy.
Before the class was allowed to leave for the day, we had to do a physical exercise. The Instructor brought out blood pressure cuffs and Stethoscopes, and we were told to find a partner soon. Before anyone had a chance to pick partners, the Socialite immediately turns to me and says, “You wanna do me?”, or “You can do me”. One of those statements. I can’t remember exactly. Of course she then pointed out how what she said could be take the wrong way, jokingly. From there, the pickup artist in me came out. Funny thing actually, because I’m not really attracted to her, but I’ve been practicing on anyone who wasn’t family for so long. I’m sure a lot of PUA’s can relate. It’s like the situation is anchored in my head. If I feel like the conditions are right, sometimes I don’t notice that I’m running game until I notice reactions from the woman and realize what I’m doing. I injected a lot of sexual tension in the way I took her arm, talked to her, put the cuff on her, everything. She appeared phased, but I could also tell that she was trying to maintain her cool. Picture a slightly more relaxed version of a married couple playing “doctor”. It was her turn to “do me”, and she was scared to touch me. So with my hand on her’s, I expressed physically, that it was cool to touch me. Needless to say, we were the last ones finished the assignment.
I feel like, with Instant Shine and the last week’s Ammo, it brought out added reactions in the Socialite. Had I been without, things wouldn’t feel quite the same. I don’t think she would have had the trouble she was having keeping her composure. That’s not to say that she wouldn’t have dug me without, but i’m not arrogant. I had no real interactions with her up until that point, and most of her attention was on her friend. I think the mones were subtly spitting game for me.
Also, Justintime469, just like the Socialite, I wasn’t really digging the Dark Skinned girl to go for numbers. Crazy about darker women, but she misses the mark somewhat. Plus, I felt a friend-zone vibe with her. I’m completely fine with it. I would be worried if she tried to escalate on her own. I don’t really want her, and I have an issue with rejecting women that show sexual interest like that. That would just cause problems down the road.
I’m out!