Ok, well, I wanted to post the following combo I tried out for procrastination and staying sharp…Primarily for self effects…
Combo Applied:
A314a x 1 spray
TAF @ 7.5 mu
P90 @ 5 mu
P114 @ 20 mu
P93 @ 5 mu
IS x 1 spray (2x strength)
Duration until Effects
Within sensing these, seconds
Self Effects
I was in a low mood. I had taken a shower and thought about my day, but didn’t feel like doing much of anything prior to the application. I was a bit down because of some emotional drama that I was helping a friend and his family. Then, I had a medical conditional flair up so was stuck at home. So feeling drained and after several hours of this moping, decided I needed a BOOST so the above combo was born!
Though, once I applied I felt energized, I felt like the impulse was there but the will needed me to PUSH it to start. I had power to do whatever I intended, but I NEEDED to PUSH that INTENTION to THE FRONT. Let me see how I can explain it.
Ok, permit me to use a car metaphor…It was like my starter was out and I needed to push my car and pop the clutch… you know how hard that is when your the only one pushing and also steering then jumping in and poppin’ it? Difficult but with EFFORT, it can be done. Before the mones, using this same example, I was on a rough road that had a lot of potholes, difficult to get any speed even if I tried… after the mones, It was like those potholes vanished and I had smooth asphalt, BUT, I still needed to PUSH with EFFORT and jump in to start up the car. Once, I willed myself to do it, I was wound up and ready to go!
I was also noticing that I not only had that boost and ready for anything feeling, but was hyper aware of my surroundings with things being sharper and clearer in my perceptions. When I was thinking and processing what was in front of me, I was comforted by the slow rhythmical cycles of my chest rising and falling during my breathing. The slow and very soft sound of my breathing through my nose with a bit of a ssshhhhhh sound from my right nostril every time I exhaled. The distant sound of birds chirping away. I noticed these things and it seemed like they centered me to my task at hand. I was going at 120 km an hour but also strolling at the same time and perceiving my surroundings. I had a couple of aha moments during the 3 hours I had this combo on… I was doing things and just expected to finish them and get them done. Once or twice I had a brief thought of stopping and taking a break, which really meant I wanted to stop production…even this, I slowed but did not stop. It dissipated with me pushing my Will a bit again and I was back to forward, constructive action.
Felt like the P’s were a cocktail of some fine liqueurs with several tones appearing at different times of my ‘buzz’… I was interested in what they were doing but more focused on the tasks that I needed to complete. I had the mental alertness necessary and the evaporation of the negative jabbering in my mind to go to task! I enjoyed this combo… paved the way to get off my butt and still needed ME to push ME, but once I got going, I was like a well oiled machine, humming along!!!