MX - 398. strange mix..???!!!!

[Gracious]

For two days was home really unwell to do testing. But today I had to go out so again did some fun with new Mx.

Mx – 398 1 1/2 spray, neroli ( I love this fragrence) chest.

in morning at 8

At Clinic

Temp – 24-25

Mood before : Not much to observe, I was feeling fine & better then last day. Not low, but not uplifted. Till the time I reached clinic, I was little more interested & light in heart, & confident( milder but better then Mx 397)
I sprayed after shower when in robe & dressed up after 10 mins

Self effects –

When I dressed up I noticed, some, lets do it thing in my head. I take time picking up what to wear but it was easier for me today. I wore no make up not even the basic ones, & felt good that I am looking good without my liner & gloss. checked my self in mirror & didn’t feel the need to repeat it.
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I entered clinic with better confidence.( again not much). I felt good that I am feeling better health & painwise. I felt some kind of aggression in me, like Tal but I didn’t show it much. Just in thoughts.

I asked therapist to guide me about things..
She & another girl both were chatty n smiling a lot.
They looked lighter also.
Both talked to me openly.
Doc came asked health & smiled at me.
My therapist asked me to talk to doc about charges & advised me secretly…???
I spoke to doc & got a discount on my package, pretty big discount.. wow.

Back home 2 hrs later – I am back home & checking out myself in mirror without being critical. Kind of happy with myself. Felt my skin.

After 4 hrs of initial application…

1 more spray & visit for sonography

Had to take appointment but they were giving it after 4 days, requested but no respone.. got pissed off… inside, not vocal about it.
So I called up another place, took another no.,called up that another place, immediate appointment, confirmed that I will be there in 15 mins. While I did all that, I did not budge from the counter & was talking in front of the person who refused me immediate test. Kind off showing him, look I can get it done now, without you & your place….
I did that but not show those feelings outside in any way. Some bitchy kind of aggression but enough intense to become obvious.

Left for another place… got late, got lost on the way, ( doesn’t happened to me, cos I am too planned always.. but I was just lets do it kind& will see later) was annoyed cos of continuous calls from office regarding work..
Got test done & back home…
That’s all for the day… for observation part.
Yes at night was king of angry with my friend who tried calling up the day 8-10 times but I didn’t take the calls cos I was annoyed with him(??? ) he did nothing..of that sort…?? Can’t say what??

Visit to bro’s place-

He was different in his approach - yes ther was difference, i am writing what is different then his normal self..
he was very open,(he always bullies)
Giving much attention. (huh just lil sister around, who cares types)
kind of respecting me (i was truly scratching my head :0, is it him???) or is he fine ??
He made sure that i eat lunch with him, not bullied but forced lovingly(Anna pinching herself )
Kind of very sweet & smiling.
I did have & back home

Need more testing…
(looks like promising tame el bro mix hehe)

[Gracious]

I am on meds, just for info, if it effects the observation or the testing..

[happycarol]

[quote=“Mannamone, post:1, topic:51519”]

I felt some kind of aggression in me, like Tal but I didn’t show it much. Just in thoughts.
Had to take appointment but they were giving it after 4 days, requested but no respone.. got pissed off… inside, not vocal about it.
So I called up another place, took another no.,called up that another place, immediate appointment, confirmed that I will be there in 15 mins. While I did all that, I did not budge from the counter & was talking in front of the person who refused me immediate test. Kind off showing him, look I can get it done now, without you & your place….
I did that but not show those feelings outside in any way. Some bitchy kind of aggression but enough intense to become obvious"

Yes this mx 398 also made me feel annoyed and mildly aggressive too! I felt the same way, I felt it right after I used it that morning, I am glad we got the same results!

[jadejenova]

I was wondering what this mix did! So it makes you feel a bit aggressive and others want to respect and please you.. Like worshiping a Goddess..?? Hm?

[Gracious]

Mx398 -2 sprays in chest n nape.

Just had to go out, so thought of testing in completely different situation.

Temp – 28-30c

Reached treatment center after 15 mins of spray
Took car keys & went out with chic & visited beauty treatment centre. I am visiting it for last 2 months. normally I go while returning from work in late evenings. So I always hv some of my mix on, that gets faded by that time I reach there. So thought of fresh testing today.

The staff, all females were very happy & welcoming (usually they are but not this much). I got hugs from 2-3 girls. The doc at centre was very concerned and very chatty. Got special treatment.yes, a special mention that they removed my make up before treatment, And I was fine without it. Did not feel the need to put it on again before coming out. I just saw myself in mirror & fell good as is. Even my chic enjoyed their attention they gave us.

We came out and got into another store. Chic wanted a kick board.. huh these chics…. U know…
As we got in & moved around we got welcome & smiles… normal for stores…
But within 5-10 mins, I was the centre of attention of the store. 1 guy was very keen in showing me products. He went out of the way to look for a specific color that chic wanted.
She got it & we also got a complementary small gift. I mentioned her broken toy & they gave us that part complementary. Wow…

At mall another spray (3 hr after the first aplliaction)

for the background
I hv a friend whom I know for last 14 yrs , we live close by. me & him are intolerant towards each other but still friends. He is very shy type of person & hates social dos. But today he agreed to go out with me when I asked him. I made this request in person when had my mones on already. He flirted little. Told me I am good n looking like girlfriend. He was very open & feeling light. He is normally quite & upset from life. He complaints a lot & always ready to fight with people. He is unreasonably upset even from strangers who just cross him on roads or anywhere . he even comments why the hell people park their cars in strange ways. He is angry on something or the other all the time , but I felt he stopped his babbling fast when I mentioned to stop.. he was more open, respecting me, and less angry then other days. I had good attention from people in stores, which made me smile & him angry… but he allowed me to hold his arm while walking & was smiling most of the time. He was feeling light also.

I felt good throughout the evevning. Had lots of eye contacts. Me and him had a congenial time after long long time. Since I started using mones we hardly went out together. But to my surprise he is responding well to my mones. Whenever we talk he ends up bugging me and I try to pacify him but in the end we always end up telling each other not to talk again & go to hell. But I am not leaving him alone, just I know he is alone & his life situations are not good. He doesn’t want to improve or doesn’t want his situations to improve as well. but somehow I cant leave him.. so… just try to adjust with him.
It was a good evening as I succeeded in taking him out with me. Poor chap. Thanks to mx 398.
overall i felt kind of angry as well, but i concentrated more on enjoying n spending time rather then showing him my anger.